Chapter 4630 Please Don’t Forget Me
"Dai'er, stop talking." Zhao Yuanjing didn't seem to want to hear it.
"Zhao Yuanjing, live well and remember me, okay?" Yun Dai hugged him, "If you die, you will die, but I don't want to be forgotten by everyone. That will make me feel that I have never been here. The world existed.”
"Don't be stupid. Whether you existed or not, countless things can prove it. Besides, besides me, there are many, many people who will remember you."
"No, people's memory is short." Yun Dai shook her head, "At first, they will be shocked and sad because of my death. But as time goes by, this feeling will fade away. And then, Their lives were filled with real people, and I became a pile of bones in the dirt, and no one thought of me again. By then, I would have become a lonely ghost without an owner."
"No." Zhao Yuanjing hugged her tightly, "I swear to you, I will never let this happen. I have left my last wish to Yan'er, asking him to modify the mausoleum and bury us after our death. Together, we will be worshiped by royal incense for generations.”
"You died with me at the bottom of the sea. Where can others find us for burial?" Yun Dai's eyes were red and she looked at him with a pale face. "Zhao Yuanjing, please live well. If I die, take me back. Remember to offer me some incense occasionally to prove that you have not forgotten me."
Zhao Yuanjing was heartbroken and couldn't say a word. He could only hug her tightly, for fear that she would disappear from his arms the next moment.
Although he had been silent, his determination to die for love was weakened by Yun Dai's tears and pleas.
Should he live?
He was sure that he would never forget her in his life, and he would never allow another woman to enter in his eyes and heart.
However, that would mean that for the rest of his life, he could only live in his longing and sadness for Yun Dai.
It’s been decades.
Just thinking about it makes it so long and scary.
Is death the choice of the coward?
he asked himself in his mind.
He didn't dare to face the world without Yun Dai, so he wanted to leave with her.
If Yun Dai asked him to remember her, then should he live, no matter how much pain and missing he would have to endure.
Zhao Yuanjing was confused and in great pain.
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At noon, the carriage stopped in the next town.
Han Yu went to arrange accommodation and meals in advance. Ji Tangtang jumped off his horse, walked to the carriage, and saw three horses galloping in the distance.
You don't need to look at them to know that they are the three Qian'er siblings.
She stopped and looked at them approaching with a smile.
The child arrived first. When he saw the master, he quickly reined in the reins. The horse's front hooves flew up and let out a long neigh.
She jumped off her horse, ran up to her, and shouted loudly: "Master, why did you leave without waiting for us? Father... where are my parents?"
Ji Tangtang raised his chin towards the carriage: "It's inside."
Yun Dai opened the curtain, revealed her face, and said with a smile: "Who asked you to drink so much wine? If we had to wait for you, we wouldn't be able to get to the accommodation before dark."
It was freezing and snowy, and they had only one carriage, so it was impossible for them to live in the wilderness.
Besides, there wasn't enough food.
Ji Tangtang smiled and said: "Knowing that you three siblings can walk quickly, we left early to let you have a good sleep."
While talking, Qian'er and Xiaoer's horses also rushed towards them.
The waiter controlled the horse to stop in time, but Qian'er rushed too fast, unable to control his speed, and was about to hit Ji Tangtang.