Chapter Six Hundred and Forty Third I Gave Birth to You

Lu Feng was dumbfounded on the spot, one bad idea after another appeared in his mind, but he didn't want to believe it, but he couldn't give himself a reasonable explanation.

After entering the house, Duoduo was lying on the table doing his homework, raised his head and glanced at Lu Feng, and asked, "Is Mom back yet?"

Lu Feng's heart tightened. He had always been calm and calm. He didn't know how to answer her. He licked his dry lips and said, "I'll give you a break today, go back to the house and sleep."

"The teacher will check tomorrow." Duoduo looked at the notebook in his hand and said.

"Then go upstairs and write!" Lu Feng advised.

Duoduo went upstairs with a workbook, pencil, and eraser. Walking on the stairs, the little guy stopped in a sullen manner and said, "I miss her."

"It's alright, let's go back to the house. I'll be back in a few days. Tell her face to face." Lu Feng didn't even dare to look at her expectant eyes.

After returning to the house a lot, Aunt Liu finished her work in the kitchen and took off her scarf to go back to the house.

"Aunt Liu, wait a second." Lu Feng looked at her and said.

"What's the matter?" Aunt Liu dodged a little and said, "I'm a little sleepy."

"It won't take much time." Lu Feng looked at her and asked, "Where did Jiang Xiaoyan go?"

"Out.... I went out to play, I can barely keep my eyes open, so I went back to sleep first." Aunt Liu said, and hurriedly walked to her bedroom.

"Stop for me!" Lu Feng shouted and said, "I'm the head of this family. What happened, I'm not qualified to know? Which hospital is she in now? What's going on?"

Aunt Liu's face paled when she heard this. The matter had come to this point, and there was no point in hiding it, so Aunt Liu had to say it all.

In the hospital, Jiang Xiaoyan's face turned a lot rosier, but her eyes still didn't look bright. Zhang Fengxia, who was sitting next to her, looked a little tired.

During the whole day, Jiang Xiaoyan talked a lot, how the matchmaker introduced them to each other, how they got married, and then after the long years of torture, she wanted to end her life more than once.

But as Lu Feng changed, she seemed to see the sun rise in her own world, thinking that the rest of her life would only be accompanied by happiness. She never thought that a roller coaster-like life had just begun. As Jiang Xiaoyan said herself, she was the most beautiful woman in the world. The lucky people are also the most unfortunate people in the world.

The so-called ups and downs are nothing more than that.

Jiang Xiaoyan told Zhang Fengxia a lot of prejudice in the village. Under the circumstance of such strict family planning, there are still people who risk their lives to give birth to sons even if they are burdened with fines.

Even Jiang Xiaoyan could feel it. Since Jiang Xiaohong gave birth to a son, her own mother has become impatient with her.

She began to feel panicked and insecure. She couldn't sleep with anxiety all night long, and sometimes even had auditory hallucinations, always feeling that someone was laughing at her behind her back.

She didn't dare to face Lu Feng's parents. During the Chinese New Year last year, Jiang Xiaoyan broke down just because she asked a few questions about her child.

She was almost pushed to the limit. Pregnancy at this time was like the arrival of the gods in her life.

"You persuaded me so much. I understand what you said about foreign countries and any changes in thinking. I also know that those exist, but they are too far away from me." Jiang Xiaoyan took a deep breath, her eyes were red, and said: " I can't pass the test of myself, others' forgiveness to me is like a kind of punishment, how can I face him, he has so many assets, but I can't give him a son and a half daughter?"

Zhang Fengxia always felt that Jiang Xiaoyan was a woman who came out of the countryside and her mind was imprisoned, but after hearing her say so much, she put herself in her own shoes and thought that if she were her, she might not be as good as her.

She can't get out of other people's prejudice against her, and what's more, her own prejudice against herself.

Lu Feng drove to the city hospital, ran to the front desk and asked, "Hello, I would like to ask, which ward is Jiang Xiaoyan in?"

"Which Jiang Xiaoyan? Which department does he live in?" the nurse asked without raising her head.

"Gynecology or obstetrics, I don't know either. She was sent here with a child. You can help me check it!"

The nurse flipped through the notebook in her hand, looked for a while, and said, "Fourth floor, ward 403."

"thank you!"

After Lu Feng finished speaking, he trotted towards the stairs and went upstairs. As soon as he reached the door of the ward, he heard Jiang Xiaoyan's voice inside. Lu Feng stood at the door, holding the door handle.

"What do you think I should do? How do I face him, no matter how thick I am and how shameless I am, I can't just stay by his side and be a waste!"

"He loves me, but one day he doesn't love me anymore. I have nothing. I live in fear every day. Now I don't even have a child. What should I do? Tell me, what should I do?"

Zhang Fengxia grabbed her hand and could not answer her question. The two members of the family complement each other. When one party becomes too powerful, the other party will naturally feel uneasy and afraid of losing. In addition, Jiang Xiaoyan grew up in the environment and psychological problems. Now forced, she is about to collapse.

Lu Feng let go of his hand that was about to open the door. He sat down on the bench beside him in a low mood. For so long, he seemed to be obsessed with trying to make money. Also more and more.

However, she seems to lack concern for Jiang Xiaoyan, and Lu Feng can also feel that she really doesn't want her to have so much money. First, she likes plain things, and she has enough money to spend. Second, the more money she has, the more money she has. The more she felt, the more inferior she felt.

Life is a matter of two people. What is needed is not only the closeness of heart to heart, but also the same social status and more common words.

When Lu Feng thought about it carefully, he didn't seem to care about her feelings. Every time he came back from a business trip, she would always talk about trivial things around him. It's windy, when is it raining.

This kind of thing that a busy person would never notice in the eyes of a busy person is the whole of her life. What a lonely person would pay such meticulous attention.

Lu Feng wanted to go in and say sorry to her, but he knew that Jiang Xiaoyan was completely unable to face him now, her emotions were already on the verge of collapse, and going in rashly would only make things worse.

Inside the room, Zhang Fengxia slowly calmed her down. Lu Feng also sat outside, the clock on the wall already pointed to eleven o'clock in the evening.

Lu Feng stood up and took a deep breath, and decided to go home first, perhaps giving her more time and space to catch her breath.

In the ward, Jiang Xiaoyan's eyes were red as she looked at Zhang Fengxia and said, "I really can't live anymore. It's too torturous. It's more uncomfortable than killing me. Leave me alone, okay?"

"What nonsense are you talking about? What do you do when you die? What about your parents?" Zhang Fengxia hurriedly persuaded.

"There is Xiaohong at home. My mother thinks I'm ashamed. When Lu Feng first got rich, he often mentioned me to people, but now she doesn't want to talk about it. She just said that Xiaohong, I was not taken seriously at home. When I live, I cook more, eat delicious food, and eat less."

"How much? She's an orphan, don't think about it!"

"Duoduo was never my child, he is so rich, he can find any kind of stepmother, no one needs me, I always need others, I need him to support, I need Duoduo to be my child, I I need that home." Jiang Xiaoyan choked up as she spoke, "I...I really can't live anymore, leave me alone, please, really please!"

"I'll kowtow to you. Leave me alone. You are an elite talent returning from studying abroad. What are you doing with women who run out of my countryside?"

"Don't talk nonsense, it's just a child, he doesn't know anything yet." Zhang Fengxia became anxious and subconsciously said: "It's just a child, I will give birth to you!"

"You gave birth for me?" Jiang Xiaoyan seemed to have caught the life-saving straw in her life. She sat up abruptly from the bed, stared at Zhang Fengxia and asked, "Can you really give birth for me?"

Zhang Fengxia didn't expect that she would take her words of consolation seriously, but at this juncture, she had to bite the bullet and say: "I gave birth for you, when I was studying abroad, people there were open to having children and playing with them. similar."

"In this way, it is also his child. When this child grows up, my body will recover and I will have another one." Jiang Xiaoyan muttered to herself.

As long as she can be with Lu Feng, as long as there is a reason to convince herself, she will not give up, even if this is absurd, only she and Zhang Fengxia know.

"Is it too late? I'm three months pregnant now." Jiang Xiaoyan asked anxiously, "Will it be discovered?"

"It's okay...it's okay, when you say you are going abroad to get pregnant, he won't know." Zhang Fengxia felt her face stiffen.

"You will help me, right?" Jiang Xiaoyan looked at her with anticipation in her eyes, she had no choice.

Zhang Fengxia had thought a lot before, but she didn't expect that her relationship with Lu Feng would be carried out in this way. This thing is absurd and unbelievable, but it really happened.

She took a deep breath. So far in life, maybe it's life, whether you like it or love it, it's all a try.

"You like him, right?" Jiang Xiaoyan asked.

"Don't talk nonsense!"

"I'm not blind, I can see it." Jiang Xiaoyan laughed, she grabbed Zhang Fengxia's hand and said, "You are very good, you are a good person, you have a good personality, your education, family background, and looks are all very good, as a woman , you can say it's perfect, I sometimes feel ashamed of myself when I compare it with you."

"Where is there so much you said, you promise me first, don't look for life and death."

"As long as you are pregnant, I promise you."

"Okay!" Zhang Fengxia nodded and agreed.

Jiang Xiaoyan laughed, laughed and cried.