Chapter 1961 Extra: This Person Is Like a Rainbow, You only Know It when You Meet Him (1)

I like you, clumsy and dull, with nothing but giving everything. ——He Jinnian

I have been shining since the day I was born. I can always easily solve the problems encountered by children of the same age.

I never worry about grades, but a life without worries is boring after a long time.

Meeting her may have used up all my luck in this life.

And I will never be lucky enough to be with her again.

From junior high school to high school, from high school to college, I always feel that she is a person I am very grateful to, without any extra thoughts, even when she handed Xu Zeyan a love letter, I just felt a little lost.

Such loss does not make me sad, nor does it make me heartbroken.

It is probably the feeling that your best friend suddenly has a partner, and you are frozen by her.

But there are always so many people paying attention to my world, which makes me forget about it quickly.

Until that day on the basketball court. I saw Xu Jiuhe greet her, so I went over and said a few words to her.

Little did she know that her boyfriend came over in an instant, with a look of claiming sovereignty, which made people particularly hate him.

But I didn't say it, I always thought I could walk away as casually as before.

But I don't know why, suddenly, I care...

Maybe it's because of what she said to Xu Zeyan: We are not quarreling, we are parting ways.

Maybe it's because she looked at me intentionally or unintentionally.

In short, I suddenly became uncalm.

I am rarely uncalm, but once I am uncalm, I will do something special...

For example, I know she went to the library;

For example, I just ran into her by chance.

When I sat next to her, I could feel that my original calmness turned into nervousness.

I was so nervous that I even said reluctantly: Single people have nothing to share.

The next second, her reply made me completely stunned. She said that she was single too.

This feeling is really wonderful, indescribable, and there is no adjective that can describe it.

In fact, what I look forward to most is the class reunion.

Because I knew that on that day, many people would put my name and her name together and appear at the same time.

However, what I didn't expect was that Chen Yingying suddenly appeared halfway.

But she seemed to be the key to my determination.

I suggested playing dice.

The reason was very simple. I wanted to take advantage of the alcohol to say some things that I didn't dare to say and do some things that I didn't dare to do.

But what I never expected was that her alcohol tolerance was so good...

I suddenly felt that I became so small in front of her, and she... was so dazzling.

The sound of beer bottles opening kept ringing in my ears, and people around me fell one after another.

But she half-closed her eyes and looked at me very seriously, which made me flustered.

Finally, I decided: pretend to be drunk.

In fact, it wasn't really pretending to be drunk. It was probably because I drank too much, the blood in my body was boiling, but my head was particularly clear.

I could feel her hugging me gently in the taxi, and I could feel the unique fragrance on her body merged with the aroma of wine.

At this moment, I felt that I seemed to be unable to bear it.

Some words can be left unsaid, but some things must be done.

In the dim light in the living room on the first floor, when I suddenly hugged her, I was probably more nervous than she was.

At that time, what I wanted to know most was... did she see her heart clearly?

Xu Zeyan... or... me?