Chapter 922 Extra: You Are the Light that Illuminates Me
I am willing to devote my whole country to you, and promise you that I will never forget the blue sky and the yellow spring. ——Hua Suye
After ten years in Hua'an, the last thing I did before I died was to be buried with her.
As I lay dying, I kept thinking as I lay in bed that after she left, I only lived for ten months.
But I feel that every minute and every second of these ten months has been so difficult.
It seems that the idiom "days are like years" is not enough to describe the suffering of such addiction.
Recalling every bit of my encounter with her, it felt like it happened yesterday, and the scenes passed before my eyes one by one.
It seems that the older things are, the clearer I remember them.
That was when we first met, and when I first saw her, she didn't notice me.
During the auction in Zuiyue Tower, her expression seemed to have been focused on the treasures on the stage, without looking sideways at anything else.
For some reason, when I watched her and Du Wan'er compete, I felt like a beam of light suddenly shone into my heart without warning.
It's really dazzling.
I had no interest in what was on the stage, but I just didn’t want her to fall into the trap of others.
Turns out, she was worth what I did for her.
In the rough sea, we depended on each other and lived in a swaying cabin with our four little children.
In fact, she didn't know that that period was the most heart-pounding time in my life.
I want to get closer, but it's against moral standards; if I don't get close, my heart can't agree.
It was probably when I was surrounded by wolves that I truly determined this intention.
She is still that dazzling light, appearing beside me. In a flash of lightning, she held my eyes and held down all the wolves.
I almost never thought that a person like her could have the power to fight so much.
Yes, I am completely impressed by her.
Later, we returned to the capital together. Before I had time to find out her identity, I saw her in my east palace.
At that time, there was another person standing next to her. At that time, I felt extremely unhappy, which was spreading inch by inch.
That so-called jealousy, that so-called flower of jealousy.
I never thought that on my wedding night I would still be looking for this man who made me jealous.
But when he told me that she was my princess. At that moment, I was so grateful to him.
I am grateful to him for bringing this dream-like good news to me, to me who even wanted to give up my position as Crown Prince at that time.
Fortunately, everything is still too late; fortunately, we are finally married!
However, she left me so early... for my country, what a fool...
In fact, I should have died long ago...
Ten months ago, the moment she died in my arms, I should have gone with her.
But I know I can't do it. I want to help capable people ascend to the throne.
I can't let her hard work go to waste, absolutely... not!
It was only much later that I realized how much she had done to help me eliminate dissidents.
Really...fool!
I worked so hard to stabilize Chao Gang just so that she could be safe and happy without any worries.
But I...didn't do it.
I turned my eyes and looked at her next to the ice coffin.
She still has picturesque features and looks so good-looking. I didn’t seem to have much strength left, so I could only close my eyes and mutter in my heart——
I was powerless when your life was hanging by a thread, and I was powerless to pursue you when you left. This time, we are closely connected regardless of life or death.
[Ding—Congratulations on the soul fragment entering the main god space. 17/100】