Chapter 1031 Her Lamp

Ye Shengge was so irritated by his stare that his face became even redder.

"Ji Shiting!"

"I need you."

The two of them almost spoke in unison, but compared to Ye Shengge's raised voice in anger, Ji Shiting's voice was very low.

Therefore, Ye Shengge was stunned for a moment and couldn't help asking: "What did you say?"

The man held her waist and said in a hoarse voice: "Shengge, there is a voice in my heart that keeps telling me that I can't lose you, otherwise I will regret it."

Ye Shengge's nose felt sour, and after a while he said hoarsely: "So what."

"I heard you calling my name in my dream, I'm very happy." He pressed her forehead, and his Adam's apple slid.

No, not just happy, but relieved. The feeling was like seeing a lighthouse in the vast sea. He knew that as long as she was there, he would be able to return to normal one day.

Ye Shengge took a deep breath, raised his head and looked at the ceiling: "But I'm not happy."

Ji Shiting took a heavy breath.

Yes, no matter how many reasons there are, there is no way to hide this fact - he has been asking for it, but his giving is so stiff and reluctant, she can see the emptiness in his heart at a glance.

"Ji Shiting, I just want to take a breather for a while, why don't you even give me this chance?" She said in a low voice, with a cry in her voice.

Ji Shiting's thin lips moved, and after a long time he said slowly: "No."

Of course he knew rationally what he should do, but he was worried that if he let go today, her lamp would never light up for her again.

Until he met her eyes.

Ye Shengge's eyelashes trembled slightly, and her eyes, which had been washed by tears, were clean and clear, and it was clearly written: In this case, why do you still refuse to let go.

Ji Shiting felt the pain again. It was subtle and inconspicuous, but he couldn't ignore it. He looked at her for a while and finally relaxed his grip on her.

"You stay here, I'll go to the guest room to sleep." The man caressed her face, "Ye Shengge, if you don't want to see me, you should just drive me away instead of leaving by yourself."

Ye Shengge bit her lip and said nothing. Seeing Ji Shiting reaching out to hold the door handle, she gave in and watched the man leave.

At that moment, she suddenly felt that all the strength in her body was drained away, and there was a voice in her heart shouting loudly not to leave, but her throat seemed to be blocked by something, and she did not say a word in the end.

She stood there blankly for a while, then returned to the big bed in the bedroom like a wandering spirit, and lay down silently.

The tears fell silently and hit the pillow.

She thought that being separated from him would make her feel more relaxed, but it didn't. Why...she seemed to be even sadder.

She had slept alone in this room for three years, but she had never been as miserable as tonight. When she was in pain, she still retained a glimmer of hope, but today, she felt that even that glimmer of hope was gone.

She stared at the dark room with wide eyes, and she didn't know how long it took before she fell asleep.

When I woke up, I had a splitting headache.

She didn't know if she slept for four hours last night, but it was already the usual time to get up, so she struggled to get up, went to the two children's rooms as usual, and called them to get up, wash up, and have breakfast.