Chapter 1249 Even Memories Are a Sin

At some point, the wind suddenly stopped, and the courtyard was silent. Only the rapid and heavy breathing of the two people could be heard.

But at the moment, there is no ambiguity in the intertwined breathing of the two people. Instead, it is extremely tight, as if the thread connecting them is already shaky and precarious, and will be completely broken with just a little force.

Cold and greasy cold sweat seeped out from deep within his skin - at this moment, not only Li Yinian, but also Qiao Yanze felt deep-seated fear, and along with the fear came an extremely absurd feeling.

Perhaps it was this absurdity that made him ignore the shaky danger. He spoke in a low voice: "My father... he had many lovers when he was young..."

"Stop talking." Li Yinian interrupted him, her breathless voice almost begging. She closed her eyes, trembling so much that her teeth were chattering.

"Yinian..." The man's voice was completely hoarse.

"Stop talking." She repeated again, as if these words had exhausted all her strength and courage, "I beg you to leave."

Qiao Yanze felt his palms sweating more and more, and he could hardly hold the woman's wrist.

From his perspective, the woman's face was even more shockingly pale and desperate, as if her world was shattered and collapsed at this moment.

At this moment, Qiao Yanze suddenly understood everything.

All the doubts have been answered, including why she concealed this fact - because the truth is so desperate, if only she knows it unilaterally, that's fine, but if the secret is no longer a secret, it means that she will no longer There is no way to face him, and all their past has become taboo, and even recalling it is a sin.

For him, even more so.

It wasn't until this moment that Qiao Yanze truly realized what despair and suffocation meant for the first time. He thought about all the reasons, but he didn't expect the truth to be so unbearable. No wonder she always resisted him. No wonder she always showed a feeling of self-loathing and self-abandonment every time she couldn't refuse him. After knowing their true relationship, she was still forced to lie under him - Qiao Yanze could not imagine how she felt at that time.

But all this was brought to her by him, and he even got angry many times because of her coldness.

He is so ridiculous and so self-righteous.

Qiao Yanze suddenly felt his heart aching to the point of numbness, and the strength in his hands was gradually losing strength.

The woman's wrist finally broke free from his grasp.

Li Yinian never looked at him again.

She stared at the white door not far away, and finally walked over. Her pace was very slow, and her slender body seemed like she could fall down at any time.

Qiao Yanze looked at her back, clenching and unclenching his hands several times, but he finally resisted the urge to step forward.

At this moment, she must be extremely disgusted by his touch.

Qiao Yanze was surprised that he could still laugh.

Li Yinian finally walked to the door.

However, her strength seemed to be exhausted the moment she knocked on the door. She suddenly fell to the ground, holding the door with both hands to prevent her from falling.

Qiao Yanze's pupils shrank, but his instinct finally prevailed. He strode over, took his hands from her armpits and tried to help her up.

Li Yinian's reaction was unprecedentedly intense.