Chapter 481 He Had Already Told Her the Answer She Wanted Countless Times in Various Ways.
"Why did your parents stay alone in country Y?" After a moment of silence, Gu Yimo continued to ask.
"There was a war in Country Y. They couldn't leave, so they had time to send me back." Ye Shengge bit his lip with a sad expression. "At that time, I fell into a coma due to the secret method of amnesia, so I was put on the plane. When I arrived in Yangcheng, not long after I woke up, I got the bad news of their deaths, but I couldn't remember anything. In order to protect me, they didn't tell anyone about my personality disorder, not even Ye Wenhua and his wife. Know."
Gu Yimo nodded: "Yes, they only know that your temperament has changed during that time."
"Mr. Gu, I'm telling you this just because I hope you can help me." She looked at Gu Yimo, her eyes firm and sad, "I hope she disappears forever."
"Sister-in-law, you said she appeared because of your fear and self-blame." Gu Yimo pondered for a while and said, "If you want to defeat her, the first thing you have to do is to defeat your own demons. You need to accept The fact that you have killed someone before, you must also realize that it is not your fault. The most important thing is that Lao Ji’s injury has nothing to do with you.”
Hearing this, Ye Shengge trembled and closed his eyes.
"You are an adult now. What you couldn't accept when you were a child, I believe, is not difficult for you now. After all, your second personality has been sleeping for so many years, and she probably still retains the mind of a little girl." Gu Yi Mo said, "But the trouble is, about Lao Ji... you must never blame yourself. Your self-blame and guilt are her nourishment. If you can't accept this matter and me from the bottom of your heart, It doesn't matter, she will still show up."
Ye Shengge's lips moved, and then she smiled bitterly.
"You're right, but..."
But how could she not blame herself. If it weren't for her stubbornness and persistence, Ji Shiting would not compromise. In that case, the second personality would not have appeared at all, and he would not be injured, lying in the operating room with his life or death uncertain.
"I know it's difficult." Gu Yimo scratched his hair, "But if you want her to disappear, you have to do it. You can't be controlled by her. In a sense, she is also a part of you, You need to accept that there may not be a beautiful side to your humanity, and that’s nothing to be ashamed of, none of us are perfect.”
Ye Shengge stared blankly at the red light at the door of the operating room.
The man's deep and firm gaze appeared in her mind again, and the gentle smile hidden under that depth... Why, why didn't she understand it until now?
In fact, he had told her countless times in various ways the answer she wanted, but she couldn't understand it, or even if she understood it, she wouldn't believe it.
If she had known earlier, if she had known earlier...
Thinking of this, her eyes began to heat up again.
"Yes." She murmured softly, "I must do it, I must do it."
For Ji Shiting, she had to do it.
"I have never conducted research in this area before." Gu Yimo thought for a moment and said, "But now I am interested in the subject of personality disorders, so I will help you find a way. If there is a reliable doctor , I would also recommend it to you.”
"Thank you." Ye Shengge gave him a pale smile.
After saying that, she turned her eyes to the operating room again. Her heart seemed to be tightly grasped by a big hand, and it was so heavy that she couldn't breathe.