Chapter 453 I Have Depression
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Looking at the handsome face in front of her, her breath was filled with the familiar scent of him. Xia Ning's mind swayed slightly. Red wine was tempting and always made it difficult to control herself. She slowly closed her eyes, but a picture suddenly flashed through her mind. , dripping with blood and filled with the smell of death.
Her mind suddenly sank and she opened her eyes suddenly. When she saw Qiao Yu's face, her expression changed drastically. She pushed him away with both hands and took a step back. Her back hit the railing directly and her clothes fell to the ground. But she didn't realize it, and her whole body looked unsettled.
Qiao Yu looked at Xia Ning's frightened face and suddenly thought of something. He frowned and said, "Xia Ning, what's wrong with you? Take a deep breath and don't get excited..." He stretched out his hand, wanting to touch her.
Xia Ning looked at him coldly, "Don't touch me!"
Looking at her cold pupils, Qiao Yu's hand slowly lowered, and he whispered: "I'm sorry..."
Those mistakes and regrets in the past have already happened, and all he can do is to accompany them in the future to make up for it.
Xia Ning lowered her eyelids, grabbed her head with one hand, and put one hand on her heart. She slowly closed her eyes to calm herself down.
The night wind blew past the ears, taking away all the noise. In the dark night, only the shallow breathing of the two people could be heard.
It took a long time for Xia Ning to calm down. She put down her hands and raised her head to look at the man in front of her with an indifferent expression, "Qiao Yu, it's been four years. If you include the months of pregnancy, it will be almost five years." It’s time. For me, these five years are both long and short. If you want to ask me, in these five years, have I ever had any regrets or heartache because of being separated from you? Yes, I have, in the first one or two years , I suffered from severe depression."
Qiao Yu's pupils tightened. Seeing Xia Ning's calm expression, her heart suddenly ached, depression!
"I know you went to England to investigate me." Xia Ning looked at Qiao Yu, her lips curled up slightly, and she chuckled, "Because you knew I was mentally ill, that's why you were so nervous just now, right?"
There seemed to be some emotion condensed in Qiao Yu's dark eyes, and he had an urge in his heart to wipe the smile off her face, because it is cruel in itself to let a person admit that he is mentally ill.
Xia Ning looked at him, smiled, and continued: "Aren't you curious about my life these years? Let me tell you, I lived in a mental hospital for nearly two years! At that time, I would go crazy and even hurt people. Everyone They’re all afraid of me!”
"I'm sorry!" Qiao Yu looked at Xia Ning with a guilty and distressed look. If he had known about her situation earlier, he would never have agreed to the divorce. Now, apart from saying sorry, what can he do to smooth over those scars?
"Nothing!" Xia Ning smiled indifferently, "Suffering is sometimes a kind of practice. Look at me now, isn't my life much better than before? I will no longer be stupid enough to give up myself for someone, I will love myself more, What I lost was only because I was incompetent and not good enough, so I was eliminated, so I don’t blame you for giving up on me!”
"That's not it!" Qiao Yu suddenly took a step forward, grabbed Xia Ning's shoulders, and said in a deep voice: "After the divorce, I looked for you! I never gave up on you!" He couldn't see what she was doing to her like this. It didn't matter, she felt so far away from him, too illusory, as if it didn't really exist.
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