Chapter 1306 When I First Met Chang Lin 3
After warning, he was still angry and lowered his head to kiss Lin Yiqian's cheek hard.
Then straightened up, turned around and took a cup of tea.
Lin Yiqian suddenly called him seriously, "Nian Shen."
Gu Nianshen turned her head, Lin Yiqian's expression was as serious as her tone.
"What's wrong?" Gu Nianshen bent down and sat down on the sofa, looking at Lin Yiqian curiously.
Wait for her to go on.
"Do you know what Chang Lin was doing when I first met him?" Lin Yiqian said calmly.
Gu Nianshen was stopped by the question, looked at Lin Yiqian with a rare curiosity in his eyes.
Lin Yiqian stared at Gu Nianshen's face, and after a while, she opened her mouth, "He's stabbing his heart with a knife."
Her voice trembled.
After so many years, every time she thinks of that scene, she will feel distressed.
Hearing this, Gu Nianshen's eyes widened.
Song Changlin had just come to the Song family, and he knew he was withdrawn and depressed. His mother once took Song Changlin to see a psychiatrist for a while.
Psychiatrists can't help him.
Lin Yiqian went on to say, "I didn't stop him, I just watched him in the dark, and he didn't hurt himself for too long."
"Actually, that was the first time I saw him."
"Later I found out that he was your uncle, so I paid more attention to him. I found out from Song Feifei that he has depression."
"When I actually met him, my mind was full of the image of him stabbing himself in the heart with a knife that day. I gave him a smile without thinking."
"At first I thought he would ignore me, I thought he would walk past me indifferently, but I didn't expect him to smile at me."
Lin Yiqian raised her head, recalling the scene back then while speaking, the corners of her mouth couldn't help but curl up.
But his eyes were still full of distress.
"Later we met again, I smiled at him, and he always smiled back at me. When he was riding a bicycle, he always liked to park his bicycle outside the shed. When there were activities in school, others were afraid of the sun, so he stood under a big tree. And he is always standing under the sun, gradually I found that he is not withdrawn, but just needs warmth and sunshine."
"Although Jiajia is a doormat in front of outsiders, and Song Feifei can be bullied as much as she wants, but she is sunny and cheerful in her bones, so Chang Lin will take the initiative to approach her."
Lin Yiqian didn't say these things, Gu Nianshen would never know, never understand.
He stared at Lin Yiqian in surprise, without interrupting her.
Suddenly, Lin Yiqian shifted her gaze to Gu Nianshen's face, "So my original intention for Chang Lin was because of you, and later it was because I felt sorry for him and wanted to try to lead him out of the darkness."
For Gu Nianshen, the original intention is enough, the subsequent process and ending are not important anymore, everything she does is because of him.
Without further ado, he got up and walked in front of Lin Yiqian, forced to sit beside her, then put his arms around her and asked, "How much do you love me?"
Lin Yiqian pointed to the window and returned to him, "Go outside and look at the sky."
Gu Nianshen heard the words, didn't think much, walked to the window with doubts, looked up at the sky, and didn't see why for a long time.
He looked at Lin Yiqian again, "What?"
Lin Yiqian asked back, "What did you see?"
Gu Nianshen replied innocently, "The stars, and the moon."
Lin Yiqian: "The moon represents my heart."
Gu Nianshen: "..."