Volume 2 Chapter 1564: Brother Yan
Originally Lu Yiyi wanted to complain to Gu Baobao, but now she was infected by Gu Baobao's incident.
After Lu Yiyi ended the phone call with her, she tossed and turned in bed unable to sleep.
Is it really that troublesome to fall in love? Break up if you don't like it, break up if it's not suitable, why do you feel so entangled and painful?
When she broke up with Zeng Shuyu, she felt a little uncomfortable and reluctant, but not that painful. She couldn't feel Gu Baobao's heartbreak at all.
Lu Yiyi didn't understand, so she simply went to the living room to watch TV because she couldn't sleep.
The TV was playing, Lu Yiyi was sitting on the sofa holding a pillow, the door to the study room was pushed open, and the man limped out.
Compared with the previous few times, Lu Yiyi was used to seeing a man next to her.
From the corner of her eye, she caught sight of Yan Yan sitting down, but she didn't say a word to shoo him away.
Yan Yan's eyes fell on Lu Yiyi, and when he looked at her, his eyes softened unconsciously.
It's impossible for Yan Yan not to feel uncomfortable being under the same roof with the person he likes.
There was a wall, and God knew how much he wanted to tear down the wall, and then put her in his arms to sleep.
Seeing her in front of him, Yan Yan wanted to go over and hold her in his arms.
But he can't do that! Even if he misses her again, he can't touch her.
Four years ago, he hurt her so deeply that she hated him to the core.
If you force yourself to do something to her again, let alone love, you won't even get good feelings.
"Tell me, what is love!" Lu Yiyi suddenly asked Yan Yan.
Lu Yiyi has been thinking, does she want to love Zeng Shuyu?
It should be like, but it shouldn't be love.
Being betrayed by Zeng Shuyu, she was not so sad and painful.
"Love!" Yan Yan repeated these two words. "Love can be sweet or bitter."
"Love is when you love someone. When you are with her, you don't do anything and you feel very happy."
That kind of happiness can fill the whole heart and make the blood in the whole body come alive.
"Love is when you find out that you have been very bad to her. You will suffer and be miserable."
Lu Yiyi didn't have the feeling Yan Yan mentioned.
She turned to look at Yan Yan, whose eyes were full of sadness, and asked, "Have you ever loved anyone?"
She thought that at Yan Yan's age, he must have loved one or two people.
"Yes!" Yan Yan looked at Lu Yiyi, nodded and said.
He wanted to tell Lu Yiyi that the person he loved was her.
For her, it is a kind of fate.
From the first moment he saw her, he fell in love with her.
When he often appeared at her school gate and looked at her smiling face, his heart was softened.
In the dark night, he didn't know it was her, but he was obsessed with her body.
After knowing that she was Lu Yiyi and knowing that he wanted her, he felt more guilty.
When he finally understood the pain he had caused her, he felt not only guilt, but also a deep-seated love.
For four years, he missed her day and night. First he wanted to make up for his mistakes, and then he wanted to be with her and take care of her throughout his life.
If this is not love, what is!
In this life, he would never marry anyone other than Lu Yiyi.
Yan Yan was staring at Lu Yiyi's face, thinking about these things.
The look he looked at Lu Yiyi was too hot. Lu Yiyi felt that she waved her hand in front of his eyes and said, "Uncle, what are you thinking about!"
Lu Yiyi likes to call Yan Yan "uncle". To her, he is indeed old enough to be her uncle.
But Yan Yan would feel uncomfortable every time he heard this title.
"It's nothing." Yan Yan said lightly, and he moved closer to Lu Yiyi.
When Lu Yiyi saw him moving over, she also stepped back.
Finally her person reached the armrest of the sofa, with no way out.
"Don't call me uncle." Yan Yan spoke as he was close, and a faint smell of tobacco reached Lu Yiyi's nose.
Lu Yiyi hated men who smoked, but when she smelled him, she didn't find it unpleasant.
"What's that called?"
Lu Yiyi asked.
Yan Yan looked at Lu Yiyi's clean and beautiful face. She had good skin and rarely put on makeup, but she gave off a fresh and natural beauty.
"Brother Yan." Yan Yan spoke in a gentle voice.
"Brother Yan", Lu Yiyi recited this name, and suddenly felt a strange feeling in her heart, numbness, and her heartbeat was speeding up.
When she met Yan Yan's gaze again, it was so hot that Lu Yiyi instinctively wanted to avoid it.
She stood up and wanted to go back to her room. As she was leaving, her hand was grabbed by Yan Yan.
Lu Yiyi lowered her head and looked at Yan Yan. During the time he lived here, they were all in peace.
Could it be that this man was going to do something to her!
Lu Yiyi became annoyed, and when she was struggling, she heard Yan Yan's deep voice.
"do not move!"
He felt Lu Yiyi's resistance. When holding her hand, he wanted to get up and hold her in his arms, telling her that he loved her and he just wanted to hug her.
But Yan Yan didn't, didn't hug him, and didn't make any further moves.
Not to mention hugging, even holding her hand had to be done carefully.
"Sorry." Yan Yan let go and felt cold when the warm little hand left.
"Yiyi." He raised his head and looked at Lu Yiyi, "Zeng Shuyu is not worthy of you."
Lu Yiyi couldn't sleep in the middle of the night, and Yan Yan was worried that she was losing sleep because of Zeng Shuyu.
He didn't want Lu Yiyi to be sad.
"He hid it from you and was with another woman. He will do the same after you two get married."
"You will not be happy in this kind of life."
"Stop loving him."
There was a trace of pleading in Yan Yan's last words, and Lu Yiyi heard something strange. She nodded towards him, "Yes."
I really don't know why, but Lu Yiyi saw grief in his eyes.
Could it be that he had been hurt by other women before?
"It will be better in the future." Yan Yan said again. He stood up and looked at Lu Yiyi, "You will find someone who loves you very much."
"He will love you very much."
This is what Yan Yan told Lu Yiyi, and this is what he told himself.
He will love Yiyi very much.
"Okay." Lu Yiyi nodded inexplicably. After nodding, she realized what she was responding to.
I haven't met anyone yet, so how could someone else love me?
And if someone knew what happened to her four years ago, how could that person love her?
Zeng Shuyu knew that he probably also hated her.
Lu Yiyi lowered her head and said nothing, turned around and walked back to the bedroom to sleep.
When she lay on the bed again, she closed her eyes and fell asleep quickly.
Yan Yan did not go back to the study. He sat on the sofa and watched the TV series that Lu Yiyi had not finished. I wanted to take out a cigarette, but then I remembered that Lu Yiyi hated the smell of cigarettes, so I had to put the cigarette case back in my pocket.
Many things are slowly changing.
For example, Lu Yiyi's feelings for Yan Yan, she began to treat him as a friend and confide her concerns to him. She doesn't hate Yan Yan, on the contrary, she feels dependent on him.