Chapter 0620 Where the Boundaries Are Clear

0620

There was a trace of crystal in Su Qingxue's beautiful eyes, and she asked with some uncertainty: "Really?"

Ye Fan sighed, knowing that the woman still had doubts, he couldn't help but recall a flash of memory in his eyes, and said: "Honey, let me tell you something, it's about my past... after you listen, maybe you will understand It's..."

"Hmm... what's the matter?"

Ye Fan took a sip of his wine and said leisurely: "When I was eighteen years old, just two months before the holy war started, in fact, I never thought about fighting such a battle, which seemed to have almost no chance of winning.

You have to know that the old rulers at that time not only included my master, the Black Emperor, and my master’s wife, the White Queen, but also several A-level organizations as vassals, and there were at least ten strong men who were close to the legendary level..."

Su Qingxue was puzzled, "Then why did you suddenly want to fight?"

"Because..." Ye Fan's eyes flashed with pain, "A person who is very important to me was poisoned by the Holy Royal Court...

I had a very dark day with no hope. It was that person who helped me out of the shadows and made me feel that there are many things worth doing in this world. Not only killing, not only war, my hands can kill, But it can also save lives..."

Su Qingxue recalled that when Ye Fan's legendary career was introduced at the Saite Conference that day, it was mentioned that Ye Fan changed his life of killing and kept saving people on the battlefield.

"Is it because of that person that you started saving people?" Su Qingxue asked.

Ye Fan nodded, "Yes, without her, I might not know where I am now, I might have died a long time ago, maybe... In short, I learned that she was poisoned to death, and it was very painful, as if the whole world was dying again. It's dark.

I don't know what to do, I don't know where to go, it's the Holy King's Court, I'm going to do revenge with such a behemoth, right?

Once I take that step, it means that I will also leave the Old Ones. In other words, taking revenge means going against two quasi-S-level organizations directly... and the power they can control can almost make the entire world The world has become a hellish Shura field..."

"But you still went to take revenge, didn't you?" Su Qingxue said.

Ye Fan smiled, "Yes, I know that breaking into the holy royal court is to seek death, so I lured out the Archangel who poisoned him at that time, and killed him outside...

That is to say, from that day on, my companions decided to leave the Old One with me, and started a two-year war..."

"What made you make up your mind?" Su Qingxue asked curiously.

"It's nothing, just met someone".

"who?"

Ye Fan smiled self-deprecatingly, "You might not believe it, but I met a woman I don't know who she was in a tavern in Siberia."

Su Qingxue frowned, and said a little uncomfortable: "What you said...could it be just one..."

Ye Fan was also calm, "Honey, if I told you that I never found a woman during my time abroad, I would be lying to you. We people need to relax and vent...so..."

Su Qingxue bit her thin lips. Although she could have imagined that Ye Fan had a lot of fun abroad, but Ye Fan really told her directly, which made Su Qingxue feel bad.

Sighing, Su Qingxue put aside the messy thoughts in her mind, and said, "Go ahead, that woman, how did you make such a decision?"

Ye Fan grinned and said with a smile: "I had been depressed for a long time. I stayed in Siberia for half a month and drank every day. I couldn't make up my mind. I didn't know how to go about my life...

After I drank a lot that day, I told that woman about my troubles...she asked me if I was escaping from something or fearing something, so I spent my days there drinking away my worries...

I said yes, and I asked her, if it were her, how would she choose if she encountered something that she couldn't make a choice at all? "

When Ye Fan said this, he shook his head with a wry smile, "She laughed at me, saying that I asked a woman like her such a serious life question..."

Su Qingxue couldn't help but give him a blank look, "You won't tell me, you just heard her say that you want revenge, so go for revenge? This is too hasty..."

Ye Fan smiled, drank the rest of the beer in one gulp, and said: "Of course I won't tell her the specifics, and she didn't tell me how to choose. Now, I still remember clearly...

She said that if you want to avoid those things that make you feel right, but also make you feel sad and fearful, there will always be something passing in your heart, and in the end, you will be an empty shell... …

If you feel that your emotions are too chaotic and don't know what to choose, then find a place with clear boundaries, release yourself, and clear your mind...

This is why, women in the world look for men, and men look for women. There is nothing more simple and crude than what men and women do. Many times it has nothing to do with morality and chastity. It just makes you return to the most primitive appearance...

You need to make yourself aware that you still have enough passion and desire to live! "

Ye Fan squeezed the beer can in his hand, looked at Su Qingxue and said, "From that moment on, I understood a truth, there are actually not so many roads to walk in life.

In fact, there is only one way in front of you. All you can do is keep moving forward, or die in the present moment.

The woman in the tavern actually doesn't understand the principles of life at all, and she doesn't know who I am...

But no matter how she became a lady in the tavern, she lived a more free and easy life than me, she accepted her fate frankly, walked her way, and kept her passion for life..."

Ye Fan stretched out his hand and put it on Su Qingxue's shoulder, "Honey, do you think that woman is vulgar? Did she do anything wrong? What position do I have to look down on her?"

Su Qingxue was stunned, and after being silent for a while, she murmured: "Because human instinct is to live, is it for the desire in my heart...My mother, she also wants to live..."

Ye Fan smiled and said: "Now you believe, I really don't mean to look down on you, so you don't need to mention this to me, you are you, your mother is your mother, she gave birth to you, no matter what she did, She is my mother-in-law..."

Su Qingxue frowned and said: "Don't get me wrong, although my mother went to work in a nightclub, she was originally a girl from a good family, she was deceived by that Zhang Tao, and she had to give in to support me.

That Zhang Tao was only my stepfather, he was the one who sent me to the orphanage after my mother passed away..."