Chapter 942: I Almost Died From the Pain

But after saying "OK", he felt a big hole in his heart, as if something very important in his life had slipped through his fingers.

He felt the pain.

"What about you? When will you marry Han Xuan?" she asked in a low voice.

Zhou Yao frowned his long hard eyelashes, then pulled the corner of his lips, "I don't know... it should be soon..."

"Oh. Although Han Xuan is a little extreme, her feelings for you are real. When you get married, you should live a good life with her..."

Zhou Yao glanced into the distance. The sunset had disappeared, and dusk had fallen. It was time for him and her to part.

He lowered his eyes and kissed her forehead hard, closed his eyes and smiled, "Wife, I am very happy and satisfied with the four months I have been with you, but I still have one regret, that is... the child we aborted..."

Leng Zhiyuan rested her head on his shoulder, her expression became very sad, and that child was the eternal pain in her heart.

"If that child is still there, do you hope it is a boy or a girl..." She asked him with her head tilted up.

Zhou Yao leaned over and pecked her red lips, muttering to herself, "It's all right, I like both... But I have a strong feeling that we will have a son..."

"Oh, is that so?"

"Yes, son. Now I have changed my mind. When you give birth to a son, we don't have to leave him to my mother. We can take care of him ourselves. We will move out and have a house of our own. Wife, you will be a good mother. You take care of the child at home during the day. I will come back early at night. I will cook and help you take care of the child. After coaxing the son to sleep, we will have our own private time. I will love you well..."

"Zhou Yao!" Leng Zhiyuan interrupted him with a smile.

"Shh, don't talk, I haven't finished yet..."

Leng Zhiyuan stretched out her little hand to block his thin lips. She looked up at him in the bright water light, "Zhou Yao, don't say anything. The car to pick us up is here."

Zhou Yao slowly turned his eyes to the side. A black car had stopped in front of them. The car drove up from the runway.

Zhou Yao glanced at it for a few times, then lowered his eyes. Well, he knew the car was coming a long time ago, but he didn't want to look sideways, he didn't want to accept the reality.

But reality is reality after all.

...

The black car slowly drove down the mountain, and then drove on the street. They returned to T City.

Xiao Zhi looked at the two people in the back seat through the rearview mirror. Zhou Yao and Leng Zhiyuan were sitting quietly. They still maintained the sitting posture on the grass on the top of the mountain. Zhou Yao stretched out his arms to hold Leng Zhiyuan's slender waist, and Leng Zhiyuan rested on his broad shoulders.

Neither of them spoke. In fact, there was nothing to say. They had already done what they should say, explain, exhort, and be happy.

In the last little time, they didn't want to say anything. They just hugged each other quietly and felt each other's body temperature and heartbeat.

A few hours later, the car stopped in T City.

Leng Zhiyuan glanced out the window. They arrived. She didn't look back, but directly reached out to open the back door. She wanted to get off.

But her left hand was tightly held by a big hand.

He held her, not wanting her to leave.

This was his attempt to keep her.

Tears welled up in Leng Zhiyuan's eyes again. She didn't dare to look back, fearing that she would be soft-hearted. But going on like this would only make the two of them more miserable. She raised her eyelids, then slowly and forcefully pulled her little hand back, "Zhou Yao, goodbye!"

This time, it was a real goodbye.

She got out of the car.

Achen had already arrived, and he drove a luxury car to pick up Leng Zhiyuan.

Achen opened the back door, and Leng Zhiyuan quickly got in, "Drive."

"Yes, Miss."

So Zhou Yao watched the woman's figure and even the car disappear from his sight. He looked through the window, his sight was empty, and the whole world turned gray.

"Major General," Xiao Zhi tentatively asked, "Where are we going back to?"

As soon as he finished speaking, Zhou Yao in the back seat had already opened the door and walked out.

"Major General!" Xiao Zhi knew Zhou Yao was leaving, so he hurriedly opened the driver's door to chase after her, but Zhou Yao didn't leave. The man stood tall and straight by the back door, carrying him on his back. Xiao Zhi watched him take out his cell phone from his trouser pocket.

Yes, Zhou Yao took out his cell phone, and he wanted to make a call.

In fact, he had a lot to say to her.

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Leng Zhiyuan's cell phone rang, and his call came.

Looking down at the familiar number on the display, Leng Zhiyuan paused for a few seconds, then pressed the key to answer.

"Hello, wife..." The man's quick and hoarse voice came from the other end, "Don't hang up, I have something to tell you, I have wanted to tell you these words for a long time, if I don't say it now, I don't know if there will be another chance..."

"Wife, can we take back what we said on the top of the mountain just now? You don't want other men, I don't want Han Xuan, we just want each other, okay? I really don't want anyone, I also want to bless you, but selfish or mean, I don't want to bless you, I don't want you to have other men, I want you to belong to me, I only belong to you..."

"I don't know what to say? If time goes back, I will never live like that... When I was 16, I would never accept Han Hong's favor even if I died. I don't want him to take the bullet for me, I don't want to know Han Xuan..."

"I didn't know I would meet you in my life. If I knew, I would let myself live independently and freely. If I knew, I would definitely keep a complete self for you..."

"I never knew that I had let my life go to such a bad place. I'm sorry, my wife, I'm sorry. I had no choice when I saw Han Xuan jumping off the building. I couldn't get out of the karma in my heart. I couldn't get over that hurdle... I'm tired, really tired. I don't know what to do now?"

"My wife, I said I wouldn't let go of your hand. Now, I still don't want to let go... I have never asked God for anything. My life began with the Party and was loyal to the people. But now I want it. I only want you. Why? , why is it so hard for us to be together..."

"I know I have no right to ask you, because I can't abandon Han Xuan, but, but can you... don't leave me, can you... stay by my side... I know I can't give you anything now, if you continue to follow me, it will be very difficult for you, but, but my wife, what should I do, watching you leave, my heart hurts so much... It hurts so much that I almost die..."

Such an early spring night, the sky is very dark, only the street lamps on the roadside emit a faint light, Xiao Zhi just stands there, standing behind Zhou Yao, he looks at the man holding the phone and whispering in pain, he looks at such a tall man trying to raise his head, but still two tears flow from the corners of his eyes.