Chapter 2381

Countless eyes looked at Zheng Ren from unknown places, bright or dark, but he didn't feel it.

Life is going on as usual, and the progress of the fourth stage of Famous World is gradually accumulating. Although it seems that there is not enough time to complete it now, from the perspective of acceleration, Zheng Ren is still full of confidence.

Time is like running water, day by day, month by month, year by year and never stops.

Zheng Ren completed various operations without incident, while the lives of the others were not so peaceful.

It has been nine months since Bu Ruotian's combined pancreatoduodenectomy was completed. After three postoperative reexaminations, no signs of tumor metastasis were found.

Ordinarily, this is a good thing, but Bu Ruotian always wondered if the doctor and Buli colluded to conceal the test results; or manipulated the test report to deceive himself.

But I couldn't know the truth, and I was happy until the day when I couldn't get out of bed. This day does not seem to be very far away.

This is a very tangled thing. There is a great horror between life and death, and few people can really see through life and death.

Bu Ruotian is such a person.

In the past, he was strong and shrewd, but now he is only full of suspicion.

One day after the operation, he began to hear a voice talking in his ear, and that voice said whatever he was thinking.

The inexplicable existence is like being proficient in the legendary mind-reading technique, even Bu Ruotian can "read" it with even the smallest thoughts.

Sometimes Bu Ruotian heard that "person" talking to him, and he didn't remember what he said. After thinking about it carefully, I realized what I was thinking just now.

This happened repeatedly, and that voice seemed to know me better than me.

Bu Ruotian was different from people like Da Huangya, he calmly analyzed carefully, and didn't feel suspicious that that inexplicable "person" really existed.

Bu Ruotian clearly knew that he was suspicious.

It's just that after a while, that "person" became more and more excessive. When dealing with the company's affairs, the "person" will dictate comments in the ear.

"He" told Bu Ruotian what to do, what to do.

Bu Ruotian also analyzed it carefully, and what the "person" said makes sense, but it doesn't apply most of the time.

It is definitely not the legendary fairy guiding the way, pointing out a golden road for himself like opening a hang.

This time Bu Ruotian was not so calm, he became more and more afraid, even a little scared. Occasionally he wondered if someone was really watching him.

It's just that things like mind reading are really hard to understand.

As time went on, that "person" got more and more over the top. Especially after each physical examination, looking at the medical examination list with nothing to do, the "person" would ridicule loudly, saying that it was all a scam, but in fact he was already terminally ill.

After a while, Bu Ruotian discovered that the "person" seemed to be trying to seize his mind!

"He" may be in his own body, or may be an existence in another latitude, to be himself!

This is amazing!

He could no longer keep his composure.

Bu Ruotian thought of many legends, among which the most "reasonable" explanation was to seize the house. The ghost lingers, and the house is reborn. Not only does he want to share a body with himself, "he" also wants to seize control of this body.

Every time he thinks of this, Bu Ruotian is horrified.

He tried to stop himself from thinking about it, but the more he didn't think about it, the more things that "person" was nagging in his ears.

Some of them are old events, even Bu Ruotian himself doesn't remember them. But when the "person" spoke, he was at a loss.

Really unable to bear this kind of torture, Bu Ruotian did not lose his mind, he decided to go to the hospital after a calm analysis.

Haicheng? impossible. Bu Ruotian went directly to the imperial capital, looking for neurologists and psychiatrists to see a doctor.

After a doctor's examination and consultation, he was diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia.

The doctor said that "person" did not exist.

The so-called mind reading technique is a feeling of being exposed, something that Bu Ruotian is subconsciously worried about. The doctor didn't make it too clear. He didn't say clearly that this was what Bu Ruotian was most afraid of, and he didn't dare to provoke him too much.

And hearing that "person" commenting on one's illness and pointing fingers at one's own behavior is also a symptom, called commentary auditory hallucinations.

As for seizing the house, it does not exist. It is a comprehensive manifestation of compulsive thinking and deprivation of thinking, and it is also a symptom of paranoid schizophrenia.

Although Bu Ruotian didn't quite believe it, there was no better explanation.

He is more inclined to the doctor's scientific judgment. After all, even schizophrenia is better than an inexplicable existence that wants to take him away.

The doctor gave him medicine, olanzapine 5MG orally every day.

This is an effective drug for treating schizophrenia, and the doctor repeatedly told Bu Ruotian not to think about other things. In particular, an old neurologist at the academician level said with certainty that the more you think about it, the faster you will die.

If you want to live, you need to have a medical examination on time, and solve problems if you have problems. Live well without problems and don't think about those messy things.

Bu Ruotian accepted this.

He even learned to meditate, try to let himself go, and stop thinking about it.

Doing so has some effect. Since taking the medicine and doing meditation, the "person" talked less and less, and Bu Ruotian also felt that his mood was gradually getting better.

During this year, his body and spirit suffered a great blow, and Bu Ruotian was in urgent need of recovery. I don't believe the doctors in Haicheng and the provincial capital, Bu Ruotian has been living in the imperial capital for the past few months.

Being closer to the best hospital and the top medical care in the country, he feels at ease.

Leaving the company affairs to Bu Li, Bu Ruotian made a choice between life and money. Doing meditation every day, Bu Ruotian seems to feel a little bit of the true meaning of life while staying away from the other him.

Is it really necessary to spend a lifetime of hard work and homelessness? Until now, Bu Ruotian was worried about the fight against evil, and he was targeted by a special campaign.

Perhaps, this is also the fuse of his schizophrenia.

After a leisurely vacation for nearly a month, Bu Ruotian opened his sleepy eyes one morning and looked at the sun and the beach outside the window. He suddenly felt that something was different today.

The field of view is much smaller, and I can't see things clearly.

Trying hard to open his eyes, Bu Ruotian was shocked to find that he couldn't lift his eyelids anymore.

He was taken aback. Is this a recurrence of the tumor, or is there another problem?

Subconsciously, Bu Ruotian placed his hands on his eyelids and forced them to open. But after opening it, everything returned to normal, nothing special, as if it was just a hallucination.