Chapter 3046: Xie Jinshu's Extra Story: Jinghong 1 Glimpse for Life

In the battle of Baihan, both sides suffered heavy losses, and neither side was victorious.

The legendary young emperor and maiden general died in that battle and were recorded in the annals of history, becoming a mystery that has been passed down through the ages.

Although Mo Liyan's death caused a sensation within the Bai Kingdom, it did not disturb the current situation.

Just because Mo Liyan had already arranged all the escape routes before he left the capital, from the heirs of the clan to the assistant ministers, from the administration of the court to the art of war on the battlefield, all of them were controlled by him after calm calculation.

The two countries have been fighting for several years, but in the end there is no result, and they gradually developed into a state of being each king.

It's just that the two people who once truly existed in history and created legends will never be forgotten.

Xie Jinshu often thinks,

If at first,

They didn't know each other, didn't know each other.

Does everything end up going to the other extreme?

In the end, the old people are gone, and the old people are forever.

Prosperity has fallen, and things are different.

The noble son in white clothes like snow fell drunk in the courtyard. In this long night, he allowed the cold dew to wet his clothes, and a pair of phoenix eyes that had always been indifferent and deep were drunk and blurred at this moment, not knowing the depth.

He shook the glass of wine, and the crystal clear wine flowed in his eyes, but he could no longer find the person who drank it in that month.

Xie Jinshu has always considered himself to be a very calm and rational person, as he should be at all times.

Others told him the same.

He was trained as the future young master of the Xie family since he was a child. When other boys of the same age climbed trees and climbed walls at ease, he practiced martial arts every night; Survive; when other people enjoyed the glory and wealth, he used the situation with a smile to kill everyone who hindered the Xie family.

Xie Jinshu remembered the first time he murdered, um, how old...

Five years old? six years old?

too long.

long forgotten.

That was the first time in his life that Xie Jinshu felt the fear of collapse, and since then, Xie Jinshu has never been afraid of anything.

Just that one time.

real.

Talking and laughing took people's lives, and they went up to the court step by step.

I just want to win a place for the Xie family to live, protect the Xie family's glory, and endure it for a long time.

Xie Jinshu always thought,

It will go on like this.

During these long and lonely years,

The calculation and indifference continue uninterruptedly.

until that person appeared,

Everything has changed.

Becoming uncontrollable, becoming... makes Xie Jinshu find it interesting.

He likes such an uncertain life and destiny.

But Xie Jinshu never thought,

What should he do when that person's influence on him has long exceeded his expectations.

He had never seen anything like that,

So powerful, so proud.

So calm, so sensible.

Her arrogance, her scheming, her arrogance and cruelty, her ruthlessness.

Every time, it left a deep imprint on Xie Jinshu's heart without knowing it.

this girl,

why do you like it.

Such eyes, such means, such temperament.

Nothing but delight.

But Xie Jinshu doesn't want to call it love.

only,

Like is like.

Sober, convinced, and sinking.

so,

As long as it does not seriously damage the interests of the Xie family,

he backed down,

he avoids,

He gave in.

I don't know when it started, he gave up using this stray princess chess piece, no longer thinking about how to use this chess piece to completely provoke civil strife in the royal family, and also began to stop thinking about the encroachment on the court. Of the policy.

First, it is difficult to win.

two is……

reluctant to use it,

reluctant to fight,

Reluctant to break up.

In fact, Xie Jinshu also understands that there is only one real reason, and that is liking.

Otherwise, with his character, even if he loses, he has to gamble.

He was sober and calm.

Quietly giving up.

In fact, he made the right choice.

later,

he was thinking,

Holding the Son of Heaven to command the princes,

It doesn't make any sense.

At least,

Not having fun with her.

Xie Jinshu's life,

The two biggest surprises,

It's those two people.

One is the bloodthirsty boy he met when he was young.

The second is that when he came to Chujing for many years, he was a young girl with a startling look.

For the first time he had an absurd idea.

Mo Liyan,

Did you see it?

in this world,

There's one more person,

so similar to you.

The same cannot be controlled.

Although I like it,

But he didn't think of taking it away.

he understands,

Can't get it.

He likes the countless confrontations between him and her; he likes the clear breeze and moon between him and her, so far; he likes the freedom between him and her, free and unfettered.

They cherish each other and regard each other as confidants.

like this,

It has nothing to do with love or hate, nothing to do with the wind and moon.

It's just that Xie Jinshu never thought about it,

all of these,

It would end with such a tragic and blood-stained ending.

how……

possible?

Can't believe it, can't believe it.

He hasn't even completely defeated Mo Liyan once,

He hadn't even said a word to Ling Bai that he liked it.

He thought they had a long future ahead, he thought they had enough time, he thought...he thought...

Yes.

Just what he thought.

That's all.

That was the second time in Xie Jinshu's life,

I tasted so many emotions of fear, hesitation, panic, and bewilderment.

It was like falling into an ice cave, being pulled into the deep sea, submerged, and swallowed; it was also like falling off a cliff of ten thousand feet in an instant and shattered to pieces.

Backflow of blood.

can not breath.

Yes……

It was as if he had lost the dazed and ruthless pain of the whole world.

The blood that rose from the bottom of my heart was dripping, and it was a heart-piercing injury.

tonight,

Frost, cold and dew are heavy, and the night is deep.

It seems that the stars are not last night, for whom is the wind dew for mid-night.

Xie Jinshu was lying drunk in the courtyard, drinking recklessly, the spirits poured into his throat so badly, as if he had swallowed a sharp blade, the crystal clear and spicy wine ran down his jaw, and the neckline was flowing everywhere. Split lung, for the first time so disregard of self-cultivation and image.

"Ling, Ling Bai... Ling Bai... Ling Bai..."

The broken, hoarse whimper overflowed from the depths of his chest, but he didn't know where such a heart-wrenching emotion came from.

Why don't you want to call this relationship love?

Not for not loving.

It's because you can't love.

As long as you don't love, you won't be heartbroken; as long as you don't, you won't be heartbroken; as long as you don't love, you won't experience all the pain and get nothing.

But who can tell him,

It is clear that he has restrained himself to the extreme, but why all the care and calmness are in that point, the moment when the red-clothed wanton girl died, it collapsed in an instant, and the army was broken.

pain.

Biting pain.

Pain deep in the soul.

"Ling Bai, Ling Bai..." He murmured and whimpered the name over and over again, so broken that he couldn't help himself. He never thought that such a name would be so familiar, as if it had been lingering in his heart a thousand times before he opened his mouth. But never said.

initial,

It is the pavilion and the water pavilion reflecting the white clothes.

"Your Excellency gave me a good show. 』

"yes. Then you say, in order to avoid being discovered, should I kill someone? 』

Later, it was the heartbeat that passed away.

"If you like... I'll make it for you later. 』

"it is good. 』

"I haven't brewed wine for you for a lifetime, why did you leave?" It turned out that the heartache was so painful that he couldn't help himself, but he felt like this, facing a bright moon, but Yu Man was empty, he whimpered, still unable to Cover up the piercing wound.

He staggered and poured a glass of wine, raised it to the air, and smiled elegantly: "This glass of wine..."

"Respect the past."

After speaking hoarsely, after an inexplicable pause, he turned his wrist and poured the glass of wine on the ground, all pouring out.

Past events.

Yes.

After all, it can only be the past.

An old dream.

And now,

wake up,

Everything has to go on.

He has to admit,

He is no match for Mo Liyan.

With Mo Liyan's determination to be cold and arrogant, he can give up everything and even his life just to win what he is obsessed with.

But he can't.

He couldn't let go of Xie Jia, and he couldn't let go.

so……

sorry.

Really sorry.

Korean Postscript: Xie Jinshu, the young master of the Xie family, lived alone and never got married.

He is very ambitious in the court, and the organs are exhausted.

It is hostile to the forces left by the deceased eldest princess and the royal family.

Won a seat, full of glory and glory in the capital.

However, he never acted in rebellion. Instead, he took the initiative to fight for jade and silk. Apart from harming the interests of the Xie family, he took the initiative to assist the emperor.

But none of them would know,

What Xie Jinshu did,

It's never about loyalty, just because of one person.

That's all.

The world will not know.

Even though the legendary young master of the Xie family has been in the camp for several years and has enormous power, he still can't love or ask for it.

Insomnia every night until dawn, tossing and turning.

The world will not see,

on nights like that,

When you are drunk, you are most likely to hook up with an old friend.

In the long silent passage of night, in the long darkness before dawn.

In a trance, Xie Jinshu seemed to see the girl in red clothes and black hair back then, who was evil and wanton.

He smiled, but his eyes were red.

"Tell you a secret..."

You must not know.

In this world, no one will know.

Tears flashed in his eyes, and Xie Jinshu's soft voice would be broken at any time in the darkness of this cold night.

"I like you."

When he first met Qing, his eyebrows were picturesque.

at a glance,

is a lifetime.