Chapter 494 It Seems Like You Are Completely Giving up on Yourself

Chapter 494: It seems like you are completely giving up on yourself

"Miss Xi, eat slowly, be careful of burning."

Feng De said.

Shi Xiaonian ignored him, desperately pouring porridge into his mouth, after swallowing a few mouthfuls, a feeling of nausea rushed up, "Ugh—"

A sour countercurrent rushed out of her throat.

She went on a hunger strike for too many days, and it was extremely difficult to eat again, and she vomited it out after eating.

"How do you feel?" Feng De immediately walked to her side and asked worriedly.

"Am I unable to eat?"

Shi Xiaonian looked at Feng De with some despair.

She had heard before that once a hunger striker had been on a hunger strike for too many days, even if he regained hope of living, he would not be able to survive, because he could no longer eat.

She couldn't die, at least not yet.

Standing in front of her, Feng De gently held her hand, put his finger on her pulse, and frowned slightly, "Miss Xi, your body is too weak, but it's not to the point where you can't use it. Take it a little at a time.”

"real?"

Not lying to her.

"Really." Feng De nodded, and pushed the bowl in front of her, "Try again, slow down, don't worry."

"it is good."

Shi Xiaonian was so angry that she picked up a spoon and slowly put it between her lips, and drank it slowly, but she still felt nauseated, so she suppressed this feeling.

She must eat.

She will never allow herself to die before she gets the correct information from Gong Ou, Gong Ou is a narrow-minded person, if she walks ahead of him, he will definitely scold her for abandoning him and abandoning him.

"Miss Xi, it would be great if you are willing to eat." Feng De sat down beside her and looked at her with relief, "Now the Gong family has entrusted me with all the affairs on this island, and you just happen to be recuperating here for a few days , and then I will send you away."

Shi Xiaonian drank the porridge slowly, raised her eyes to look at him, then shook her head, "I won't go, seal the housekeeper, Gong Ou might not be dead."

"what?"

Feng De was stunned.

She said she died, and she said she didn't die.

"Mu Qianchu came back to look for me tonight. He said that he never caught Gong Ou." Shi Xiaonian said weakly.

Feng De raised his eyebrows, "Do you believe what he said?"

"I'd rather believe it."

At least, that was the great hope for her.

"Yes, if you believe it, you will still have some motivation." Feng De looked at her and said, "But Miss Xi, you still have to leave. I am the young master's housekeeper. Before the young master passes away, the Gong family will not do anything to me. But You are different, the master and wife have never liked you very much, they will probably treat you while the young master is away..."

"If they really want to deal with me, it's easy. I already have nothing, unlike Mu Qianchu who can rely on the power of the Xi family after leaving and start over." Shi Xiaonian said softly while drinking the porridge.

Instead of running for her life, she would rather stay and look for Gong Ou with Feng De.

When Gong Ou comes back, everything about her will be back.

"But……"

"Feng Guanjia, look at my body, even if I go to the end of the world, I can't last long." Shi Xiaonian looked at him and said, his eyes were firm, "I want to stay."

Feng De has known Xiao Nian for so long, and he also understands that she looks weak, but deep down she is a very thoughtful person.

He can only nod.

From now on, let him replace the young master to protect this fragile girl.

...

Under Feng De's care, Shi Xiaonian's body recovered day by day. When she lost flesh, she lost it so quickly, but it was extremely slow to grow back.

She became more and more afraid of the cold, and always had to wear a lot of clothes to be more comfortable.

Mu Qianchu finally ran away.

What awaited him was the endless pursuit of the Gong family and the prosperity and wealth of the Xi family. He chose this path, and he should have anticipated all these situations.

Whether he is good or bad has nothing to do with her.

Shi Xiaonian completely stripped the name Mu Qianchu from her own life.

At night, Shi Xiaonian was wearing a thick shawl and stood leaning against the door, looking up at the lanterns above. The lanterns were not put down, and the lights were red and full of festiveness.

The night wind is chilly.

"All the affairs on the island have been done, and all the searches that need to be searched have been completed. This island is your mother's legacy in your will. After the war, this island is no longer so beautiful. I am really sorry."

Feng De stood behind her and said, he is a very British gentleman butler, always taking responsibility for all crimes that have nothing to do with him.

"The island hasn't been beautiful since I set foot on it."

Shi Xiaonian said calmly.

If she hadn't come back with Mu Qianchu to recognize the Lord and return to the sect, then nothing would have happened.

"Miss Xi, some of Mu's subordinates caught tonight will be transferred, and one of Mu Qianchu's right-hand assistants wants to see you before leaving." Feng De said, "It's the man with the scar on the corner of his eyebrow. "

"He wants to see me?"

"Yes, we tortured him about where the core of the Xi family was and where Mu Qianchu was. He didn't say anything, but said he wanted to see you again."

Feng De said.

"..."

Shi Xiaonian looked at Feng De in astonishment.

Dr. Scar, what does he want to see her for?

Ten minutes later, Shi Xiaonian saw Dr. Meiba, he had been escorted to the seaside, the yachts on the seaside were brightly lit, waiting to send these people away, and continue to torture them in another place.

Doctor Meiba was handcuffed with both hands and feet, and was detained by others. His clothes were a little messy, and he was extremely embarrassed. He hung his head and looked like a standard prisoner.

Shi Xiaonian walked towards him against the cold night wind.

"I still remember that he is very skilled, and I always wanted to compete again, but I didn't expect him to be a minion." Feng De walked behind Shi Xiaonian, and his voice was not without sighs.

Shi Xiaonian looked at Dr. Meiba, yes, he also saved her and helped her.

At that time, when Gong Ou ordered the bodyguards to block her, he was the one who rescued her with one enemy ten turning a dagger.

When I think of it, it suddenly feels like a dream.

"Don't kill him." Shi Xiaonian heard his own low voice, "He's just following orders."

He listened to Mu Qianchu too much.

Otherwise, he could have abandoned her that day. With his skills, it was easy to escape, but he was forced to be dragged to this point by her just because of an order.

"I'll find a way."

Feng De nodded.

Shi Xiaonian walked towards Doctor Meiba, stood in front of him and looked at him quietly, her voice was taken away by Night Breeze, "Are you looking for me?"

The wind at the seaside is particularly strong.

He stood there in a state of embarrassment, with several bloody cuts on his face, and the wind blew through it, making it painful to watch.

Hearing this, Doctor Mei Scar slowly raised his face, a scar at the corner of his eyebrow was extremely obvious, and he nodded with difficulty.

"What do you want to say?" Shi Xiaonian asked, her voice indifferent, "Do you want me to intercede and let you go?"

She couldn't think of what else Dr. Meiba could do with her at this time.

"Did Young Master Mu really escape? How could he be willing if he didn't take you away?"

He asked in a weak voice, and the previous extremely skilled expression could no longer be seen between his eyebrows and eyes.

Shi Xiaonian looked at him in surprise, but he didn't expect that he was still thinking about Mu Qianchu.

"He can't take him, because I stabbed him, he can't take me, he can only leave." Shi Xiaonian said frankly, "I have already cut off my friendship with him, whether he lives or dies has nothing to do with me. "

She doesn't hold grudges anymore.

Hate also takes strength.

"What?" Doctor Mei Scar was shocked, and looked at Shi Xiaonian in astonishment, then his eyes dimmed, "So that's it."

"You still care about your master, don't you hate him for not coming to save you?" Feng De stood aside and asked, "If you are willing to reveal Mu Qianchu's whereabouts or the core of the Xi family, I can set you free. "

Doctor Mei Scar stood there without moving.

After a long time, he closed his eyes and looked at Shi Xiaonian, "Miss, I have been with Young Master Mu for a long time, I may see what kind of person he is more clearly than you."

"..."

Shi Xiaonian looked at him indifferently.

"In Missy's eyes, Young Master Mu has done a lot of things to hurt you." Dr. Meiba was seriously injured and said with some difficulty, "But Missy, you can never deny that you owe Young Master Mu emotionally."

"..."

Shi Xiaonian turned around.

"Young Master Mu's eye disease has relapsed, and he is about to lose his sight."

Doctor Brow Scar said.

"..." Shi Xiaonian looked back at him in shock, "What did you say?"

What is going blind.

"Mu Shao is such a gentle and stubborn man. He has always been so kind to you, and he never thought of taking it by force. When you hated him and scolded him, why didn't you think about why he suddenly changed and became so close?" " Doctor Mei Scar said, "Because he is about to lose his sight completely, and he knows that once he loses his sight, he will never be able to defeat Gong Ou, let alone be with you, so he will fight this last time. "

Shi Xiaonian listened in a daze, and in the night, her face turned pale inch by inch.

Mu Qianchu was going blind.

Once his eye disease relapses, he is completely blind.

"Why didn't he tell me?" Shi Xiaonian asked blankly, his body shivering.

"Because he doesn't want your sympathy, he only wants your love." Dr. Meiba said bitterly, "But obviously, Young Master Mu is too stupid, and he failed in the last fight."

"..."

Shi Xiaonian stood there speechless.

"Congratulations, miss, the revenge will be avenged."

Dr. Meiba smiled wryly, "It doesn't matter how prosperous the Xi family is, in the future, Young Master Mu will spend his entire life in darkness, tasting your resentment and determination every day. This is a more painful torture than death. Oh, By the way, he has already guessed the ending, but he still wants to do it, it's really stupid, he doesn't seem to be fighting, but it seems that he is completely giving up. Are you right?"

"Enough." Seeing Shi Xiaonian's pale face, Feng De stopped the doctor from continuing, "Take him to the yacht, let's go."

"Yes, butler Feng."

Doctor Mei Scar was escorted away.

Shi Xiaonian stood by the sea, facing the cold sea breeze, no amount of clothes on her body could warm her up, she just felt very cold.

She looked at the sea under the night, her eyes were very astringent, but she still couldn't shed tears.

He had already guessed this ending, but he still wanted to do it, it was really stupid, he didn't seem to be fighting, but he seemed to completely give up on himself.