One Hundred and Nine Use the Rest of Your Life to Compensate Me for These Two Years (Part 2)

When she asked this, she became furious and pinched his arm in retaliation.

Tang Wei picked her up from the sofa and placed her on his lap. It was March, and it was still a little cold. He was afraid that she would freeze, so he wrapped the quilt around the two of them casually.

"What do you want to know? Take your time and explain one question at a time. Huh?"

"Then tell me about your condition first." This is what Shang Shiyu is most concerned about. Her expression darkened a little, "Are you all healed?"

"At least, there is no life-threatening danger for the time being." Tang Weidao: "Tang Song said that my recovery is good and the short-term observation period has passed. I will go to the hospital once in the remaining few months, and then take good care of myself."

"You are obviously still alive and well, why did you let them lie to me?" Shang Shiyu's nose was sore, and his hands were tightly holding the shirt on his body. She couldn't control the sadness in her heart, "Do you know how hard I have endured in the past two years?"

Tang Wei kissed her lips comfortingly. She moved away angrily, and he held her tighter, his lips close to her ear as he spoke, "Shang Shang, as long as my situation is a little more optimistic, I won't lie to you."

His words were sincere. Hearing what he said, Shang Shiyu turned around and said, "Then tell me where you have been and what you have been doing in the past two years. Since the situation is not optimistic, how did you survive."

"In fact, before anyone told you the bad news about me, I was taken to a research institute - that was the research institute established by the Tang and Song Dynasties. The research institute has been dedicated to researching new drugs. However, these drugs have just been developed , has not been put into the market, and has not gone through any formalities for approval. There is no time to conduct a complete experiment. No one can be sure what kind of side effects it will have, how effective it will be, or whether it will save lives or accelerate death. When I first took the medicine, I was informed in advance that I might be paralyzed for life, brain dead, or have a broken body or permanent insomnia. “These are all unpredictable.”

Shang Shiyu took a breath and felt numb all over. She looked at him searchingly, Tang Wei didn't know what she was thinking, and touched her long hair comfortingly, "At that time, I was almost a dead person, but I just went there with the intention of being a test subject for them. I never I thought that one day I could actually come out of the institute alive.”

Times have changed, and he now talks about all this in a calm and refreshing way, but she can almost imagine the despair in his heart at that time. I'm afraid, no one dares to have any hope.

"This operation of the institute was carried out in secret. It is illegal to use human bodies as experimental subjects, so I was asked to cut off contact with the outside world. Not only you, but also my family cannot know the exact progress of my condition. . But in fact, even if I want to contact you, I can't do it. I rarely have any time when I am awake.

The indwelling needle had to be replaced countless times. Later, I developed a severe allergic reaction and the entire arm was so ulcerated that it almost became useless and required amputation. Shang Shang, in this situation, I can't convince myself to give you any hope. If I die in the institute, you will have to bear the bad news of my death again in the future, which is too cruel for you. But if I hadn't died, if I had to stay in the institute for ten or twenty years before I could recover, would I have to delay you for ten or twenty years too? This is even more unfair to you. "

Shang Shiyu's eyes gradually turned red, and there was a thin layer of mist in his eyes. Every word he said shocked her. She suddenly felt a little lucky that she didn't know the truth in the past two years, otherwise, she would only collapse even more. She knew clearly that he was suffering pain worse than death, but she was powerless and could only wait silently. This was too painful.

"Do you still want to listen?" He stroked her soft long hair.

"I want to hear it." Shang Shiyu nodded, his voice choked with sobs, "I want to know everything that has happened to you in the past two years, both painful and happy. I want to know!"

"Happy?" Tang Wei smiled slightly, "Being alive and being able to hold you like this again is the happiest thing for me."

She sniffed, "Then let's continue talking about you in the institute. Let's start with the ulcer on your arm."

"When my arm was about to become useless, even if I fainted, I would always wake up from the pain, and then I would faint again from the pain. Several times, I wanted to just give up. I always felt that even if I endured so much pain, I would not be able to bear it in the end. It's just a death, so why bother yourself in vain? However, when I think that some people may not be able to survive without me, I don't dare to give up easily when he mentions the word 'some people'. She brushed the tears at the corners of her eyes with her long fingers before continuing: "I always tell myself, just hold on a little longer, just hold on a little longer... However, some people seem to have completely forgotten me about my frustration."

Shang Shiyu couldn't help it anymore, tears fell down his cheeks and wet his fingertips.

She didn't say anything, she just buried her face deeply into his neck and remained silent for a long time. Tang Wei sighed helplessly and pitifully, "I always seem to make you cry."

"Tang Wei, fortunately you didn't give up..." She finally said with choked sobs.

Tang Wei's heart was also sour, and his lips touched the top of her head, "As long as there is a little hope, as long as I think of you, I dare not give up easily..."

"I can imagine how painful it was for you, but luckily you persevered..." Shang Shiyu sobbed, tears wiping on his pajamas, "If you don't come back, I will die very soon." I can’t hold on any longer…”

After she finished speaking, she opened her arms and hugged his neck firmly.

Tang Wei closed his eyes, enjoying this long-lost, active hug from her. He clasped his long arms around her slender back and held her tight.

"Shang Shang, have you forgiven me?"

"Um~" Her voice was unclear, and he didn't hear clearly.

"Don't cry, that's all in the past..." Tang Wei patted her back.

"I can't help it." She choked, her voice was sobbing. He told her not to cry, but her tears flowed even more fiercely.

He was helpless to the extreme, sighing: "Shang Shang, if you keep crying, Aunt Liu and Uncle Shang may come out. They will think I bully you as soon as I come back."

"You just bully me..." Shang Shiyu sat up straight, looking at him accusingly with tearful eyes, "You just bully me because I can't live without you. So... you always come and go as you please!"

Tang Wei smiled bitterly and held her face, "But I never wanted to leave."

Every time, it was forced.

Shang Shiyu sniffed and rubbed all her tears on his pajamas sleeves with ill intentions, "You have to compensate me for the two years you wasted!"

As she spoke, her shoulders were still twitching.

Tang Wei smiled, "How do you want to compensate me?"

"Use the rest of your life to compensate me. From now on, all your time - whether long or short, will belong to me."

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