Six Hundred and Sixty-Four: Can’t Let Go, Can’t Forget (4)

"Maybe you will find it abrupt when I say this. However, the fact is that before you appeared, Ye Xiao and I were very good. Miss Bai, you are the third party between me and Ye Xiao. This is an indisputable fact. . Maybe you want to say that you two were together ten years ago, but you ended it ten years ago, so why are you still pestering him ten years later?"

Nalan was really in pain. As he spoke, a thin layer of moisture appeared in his eyes.

Cried.

She cried so pitifully that I felt pity for her.

Bai Suye's red lips twitched, but she could only say coolly: "You misunderstood, I didn't pester him."

Nalan seemed to have never heard her words at all, and just said to himself: "I love him, I really love him. So, even though I knew you two were in bed, I didn't question him, I just endured it silently. , completely invisible, I still insist on continuing to love him. I can love him to the point of humility, love to give up my temper, my self-esteem, my everything... But what about you? Miss Bai, you don’t dare. You There are too many things that can’t be put away!”

Bai Suye listened quietly to her accusation and confession, and looked at the girl's sad look. Suddenly she didn't know whether she should be happy that he, Ye Xiao, had a girl beside him who treated him sincerely and didn't deceive him or take advantage of him... …

She had hoped that he could find his own happiness, but when she suddenly realized that this happiness had nothing to do with her, her chest still hurt...

It hurts...

Nalan is still very different from his former self.

No matter how much she loves a man, Bai Suye still has her own pride. Moreover, she cannot express her feelings as unabashedly as Nalan...

The love she wants carries too many heavy burdens...

And, as Nalan said, there are many things she can't let go of.

And the thing I can’t let go of the most is Night Owl...

The more you can't let go, the more you have to let go; even if your muscles are cramped and your skin is peeled off...

because……

"What Ye Xiao can't stand the most is not his betrayal, but his betrayal of others. I believe you, Miss Bai, know this better than I do."

Nalan's words immediately hit the point that Bai Suye least wanted to think about or touch.

She picked up the water glass and took a sip of water, but her fingers were still trembling. The feeling of tightness and pain in my chest was not suppressed at all. Nalan continued: "If Ye Xiao really falls in love with you again, this will be his biggest disaster. For a loyal person like him, betraying others will be more unbearable than being betrayed by others, and it will be even more unbearable for him." Make him miserable. Miss Bai, ten years ago, you already felt sorry for Ye Xiao. Ten years later, I beg you...let him live..."

Nalan almost begged for the last few words.

Bai Suye's breathing became heavier. She knew the consequences much better than Nalan.

It was ten years ago that I had intestinal piercing and rotten stomach.

If they are still together ten years later, what will happen to them?

He will die...

She didn't want him to die.

Bai Suye was silent for a long time, trying his best to suppress the turbulent emotions in his chest. The hand holding the water glass tightened until the fingertips turned pale. After a long time, she finally seemed to calm down. She raised her eyes and glanced at Nalan in front of her, "You don't need to say these words, I understand them very well in my heart. Since you want Ye Xiao so much, then go for it with all your strength. You don't have to do it in front of me." Whether you cry to express your determination or pour out your grievances, your feelings have nothing to do with me, and I don't care at all. As for Ye Xiao... I have my own plans."

She tried her best to maintain her final composure. Every word is sharp and sensible.

When Nalan said this, her face turned red with embarrassment and she felt a little ashamed.

The white millet leaves are silent. Put down the money and stood up, "I still have something to do and can't talk to you anymore. Let's go first."

He left his words and stood up without wanting to stay any longer.

Nalan stood up and looked at her.

"Have you ever loved him?" Nalan asked suddenly.

Bai Suye's figure was shaken and his steps stopped. The hand holding the bag was clenched so tightly that the injured fingers were a little painful, and then he said: "This is my private matter. It's better not to explore it, Ms. Nalan. I have no interest in understanding other people's feelings, and I have no interest in it either." Interested in sharing feelings with others.”

"You are so rational, it's hard to imagine that you really love Night Owl. I just feel a little unworthy for him."

reason?

She, Nalan, will probably never know that the more rational people are, the more scars they have in their hearts.

Bai Suye leaned against the taxi window, staring blankly outside the window. All the colorful lights and neon lights were nothing but gray in her eyes.

She and Ye Xiao were already standing at a dead end filled with knife edges...

Going forward, it will only be scars for each other. Take a step back and the sky will open up. She believed that he also understood this.

……………………

When Bai Suye took the key and opened the door, the lights in the house were turned on. Ye Xiao was sitting on the sofa, watching TV with a gloomy expression.

My feet were still bare so late at night, and I wasn’t wearing slippers. Bai Suye tried to find the slippers from the entrance, but couldn't find them after searching for a long time. Turning around again, he saw the slippers were twisted into a ball and thrown into the trash can.

"Why did you throw away your shoes?"

Ye Xiao looked away from the TV and looked at her, "Can you still keep the tattered shoes worn by others for me to wear?"

"..." These words are harsh no matter how you hear them.

Bai Suye took a deep breath, "In the last ten days, I don't want to quarrel with you. It's fine if you don't wear them, but these shoes are mine, you can't throw them away."

She pulled the shoes out of the trash can and carefully arranged them again.

Ye Xiao was filled with anger and had been holding it in for the whole afternoon and night. Now that he saw her so calm, he couldn't hold it back and had an attack. He threw the remote control hard on the coffee table, and there was a "bang" sound, which sounded particularly shocking at night.

She took a few long steps to the entrance and kicked away the slippers she had just laid out.

He kicked her hand, and her fingers tightened a little. For a long time, she still squatted there without speaking. However, in the next moment, Ye Xiao had already picked her up from the ground.

"Ye Xiao, if you want to question me and Yun Chuan, I will think you are jealous."

Night Owl was shocked.

He never expected that before he could say anything, Bai Suye would strike first and take the lead!

Jealous?

"Do you know what you are talking about?!" His eyes were cold.

Jealous? What a joke!

"What about you? Do you know what you are doing now?" Bai Suye looked at him calmly. "Yunchuan and I have never kissed or done anything further, yet you care so much about him, are afraid of him, and get angry every time you see him. Even the shoes he wears, you I can't stand it like this. Ye Xiao, ask yourself, are you jealous, is it...actually, you still like me?"