Chapter 3768 Time Flies

On the wedding night, he only went to Hongluan's house.

He only wanted to see Hongluan every day.

Completely ignored Fang Ximei.

Jin Lan knew that this was unfair to Fang Ximei.

In the final analysis, Fang Ximei just followed her parents' orders and did nothing wrong.

Jin Lan has always been a gentle and courteous person. He cannot be as ruthless as Your Majesty to other women except his sweetheart.

Under Fang's tears and pleading, he gave Fang a child.

He thought that from now on, he would be worthy of the Fang family and could live a two-way life with Hong Luan.

But he was wrong.

He couldn't be more wrong.

A woman's heart will never be satisfied.

If he gives Fang family tenderness, Fang family will want children. If he gives Fang family children, Fang family will want more.

With the child, there is a bond between them. He can ignore and care about Fang, but he cannot care about the child. When the children are sick and uncomfortable, he must appear in front of them.

In this way, he deeply hurt the woman he loved.

He knew clearly how much hardship Hong Luan had endured, and he had vowed to take care of her, protect her, and prevent her from suffering any further grievances.

After he finally got her, he hurt her for so-called responsibility and pity.

This made Jin Lan extremely regretful.

He hated his own softness and his lack of firmness.

He knew clearly that he had no feelings for Fang Ximei, but he still wanted to give her a child.

Fang Ximei's child inherited the Jin family's innate heart disease, which not only put him, but also Fang Ximei and the child into endless pain.

Eventually, Hong Luan also left him.

He was ultimately responsible for all this.

In the days after the separation, Jin Lan missed Hongluan every day.

Even though he knew that she was not far away, to him, that short distance was like thousands of mountains and rivers.

During the day, he would pretend that everything was calm and go out to do things as if nothing had happened.

For many long nights, only wine could give him a little comfort.

Until, the elders all passed away, the children grew up, and they were almost old.

Years of heavy drinking made Jin Lan's health deteriorate.

he is sick.

In order not to worry her child, Hongluan finally moved to Jin's house to take care of him.

When they first met, she was only fourteen and he was eighteen.

When she put on the red wedding dress, she was eighteen and he was twenty-two.

Twenty years of time, I don’t know when, slipped through my fingers little by little.

In the drizzle and breeze, they sat face to face in the pavilion, with snow-white pear blossoms in full bloom.

Speechless for a moment.

After a long time, Hong Luan sighed: "I don't know where my empress is now or how she is. I miss her so much."

Jin Lan pushed the tea cup over and said with a smile: "My Majesty is with you, do you have anything to worry about? Besides, your Majesty is such a smart person."

"But they don't have anyone around to serve them."

"Both Baoxing and Qingyi are following." Jin Lan gently stretched out his hand and held her slightly cold hand, "You have spent your whole life caring for others, why don't you also think about your own affairs?"

Hong Luan took out his hand, picked up the tea cup, and said calmly: "I know what you are talking about. You and I are already this age, why do we have to think so much."

"I want to marry you and be your legitimate husband."

"What's the point of this?" Hong Luan raised her eyes and looked at him.

Her eyesight has become very poor because she has been doing embroidery with her eyes closed for many years, but her eyes still look beautiful.