Chapter 5045 Don’t Want Pain
Yun Dai took the sick leave note and explained: "Liu Feifei is not feeling well and will go to the pharmacy tomorrow."
Although she had a good relationship with Ji Tangtang, this matter related to Liu Feifei's privacy, so she still did not speak out.
Fortunately, Ji Tangtang is not someone who is interested in others. As long as Sister Yun is not sick, she is not concerned about why Liu Feifei doesn't ask the teacher for leave directly.
Before falling asleep, only a night light was left in the bedroom. Yun Dai and Ji Tangtang were lying on the bed respectively. Ji Tangtang asked: "You weren't on a date with Zhao Yuanjing this afternoon, so where were you?"
Yun Dai thought for a moment and said, "Go to Shen Jie's clinic."
"It's not time for the next treatment yet."
"Yes, but I felt pretty good from my last treatment, so I wanted to see if I could shorten the time between treatments."
"The result is, no, right?" Ji Tangtang was extremely smart and guessed the result immediately.
Yun Dai was silent.
Ji Tangtang said: "If you did this for me, although I would be moved, I would also think you are stupid. The prerequisite for helping others is to ensure your own safety. Don't you understand?"
Yun Dai smiled and said: "You are probably the least qualified to say this, right?"
She really followed her to death.
Ji Tangtang muttered: "How happy is life, how painful is death. I don't care, I just don't want to live in pain."
Yun Dai was stunned and asked: "Tangtang, in my limited memory, you were once a very lively and happy girl. What made you change?"
Ji Tangtang said: "I have grown up."
Yun Dai said nothing.
From what Zhao Yuanjing said and what she remembered, she could probably piece together the changes that had happened to Ji Tangtang.
She was originally a beloved saint, until she walked out of the snow-capped mountains, fell in love with the wrong person, and then lost her brother, mother and tribe members. After a series of changes, no one could maintain their original innocence.
Although Ji Tangtang's temperament has become cold and withdrawn, her original intention is still good and has never changed because of anyone or anything.
This is why Yun Dai likes her and appreciates her.
This night, Ji Tangtang fell asleep very late again.
She is very quiet when sleeping and does not toss and turn frequently. Even if she has difficulty falling asleep, she lies quietly.
But breathing is different when a person is lying quietly and when he is asleep.
Yun Dai could still accurately capture the time when she fell asleep.
There is a notebook under her pillow, which is used to record the time Ji Tangtang falls asleep every day. On average, it is three to four hours a day.
Yun Dai didn't know how a fifteen-year-old body could bear such a sleep period.
And her increasingly thin body also confirmed Yun Dai's worries.
When Yun Dai opened her eyes in the morning, Ji Tangtang was already lying on the balcony, facing the sun, playing with a few flowers between her slender and transparent fingers.
She lay there lazily every day, from morning to night, like a delicate and fragile porcelain doll.
She doesn't like heat, but she likes the cool sunshine in the morning. Every day before dawn, she lies on the balcony to welcome the first ray of sunshine in the morning.
Yun Dai woke up sleepily, greeted her, and went to brush her teeth, wash her face, comb her hair, and change her school uniform as if sleepwalking.
By the time she finished cleaning up, a sumptuous breakfast was already on the table.
Yun Dai hasn't seen anyone sent by the Ji family for a long time, but every day the room is spotless and breakfast, lunch and dinner are served on time.
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