Chapter 783 I Really Want to Have a Child of My Own

"Where is the empress now?" Jin Lan asked.

"It's in the piano room. The eldest son and the slaves are here." Chang Momo led Jin Lan to the piano room.

Jin Yao was sitting behind the table with a writing brush in her hand, paper balls were thrown everywhere on the table and on the ground.

Jin Lan bent down to pick up a ball of paper, unfolded it, and found that all the messy poems about snow were written on it.

He picked up the paper balls one by one, unfolded them, folded them together, and said softly, "You are unhappy, why bother to vent your anger on these dead things?"

Jin Yao's body trembled.

Tears flowed from her beautiful eyes.

She looked up and said, "Brother, you already knew that, didn't you?"

Jin Lan didn't speak.

"Since even the emperor knows about it, my brother must have known about it a long time ago." Jin Yao looked at him, "Did my father and mother also know about it?"

Jin Lan shook her head: "My mother is not well, I didn't say anything."

Jin Yao's face turned pale, and she lay on the table, crying silently.

"Sister," Jin Lan squatted beside her, put her hands on her back, and sighed, "I won't tell you because I don't want you to live in sadness."

"I only have one year. Do you think I'll be happy if you keep it from me?" Jin Yao raised her head, her face full of tears, "Brother, you shouldn't have kept it from me. If I had known earlier, I would only be so happy." In a short time, I won't live in such a muddle!"

Jin Lan said: "You are not doing well now? How can you be called muddleheaded?"

"Not good, not good at all!" Jin Yao cried and said with some breakdown, "Brother, you don't understand anything, you don't understand anything. Do you know how long a year is? It's only more than three hundred days! That means , I can only see the sun rise and set three hundred times, if it’s such a snowy day, I can’t even see the sun..."

She burst into tears.

Seeing her sister like this, Jin Lan felt even more heartbroken.

He would rather his sister never know anything, and just spend the rest of the time peacefully like this.

But right now, he didn't know what to say besides apologizing.

Jin Yao lay on her brother's shoulder and cried for a long time until her tears dried up, leaving only tear marks on her cheeks.

She stopped crying, but she was still dumbfounded.

Jin Lan was very distressed and said, "Sister, I don't know what to do to make you happier. But the imperial doctor Ouyang said that his medical skills can prolong your time."

"How long is the extension? One year, or two years?"

Jin Yao shook her head, remained silent for a long time, and said in a low voice, "I'm not afraid of death. What I'm afraid of is that I didn't leave anything behind, so that others will remember me."

Jin Lan looked at her puzzled.

Jin Yao raised her hand to wipe her tears, and said in a low voice, "Brother, I really want to have a child of my own."

"This is not acceptable!" Jin Lan flatly refused, "Your body is absolutely incapable of conceiving and having children!"

Jin Yao said calmly: "If I'm destined to only live for a year or two, then I want to keep a child. I don't want to live my life without knowing what it's like to be a mother."

"It's really not okay, sister, having a baby will kill you. Doctor Meng said that your heart can't bear such a heavy burden." Jin Lan tried her best to persuade her.

Jin Yao was very determined, and said: "Brother, this is my last wish. I am a woman, and I have a man I like. Could it be that I want to have a child for the man I like? Even if I die, I will die." willing."