Chapter 855 Never Regret

"Sister, everyone has his or her own destiny, you can't force it." He whispered.

"I was just wondering why my life is so miserable." Jin Yao said slowly and softly, "Yesterday was my birthday...maybe it will be my last birthday. I thought the emperor could keep it, But he only sat there for half an hour and then left."

Jin Lan didn't know what to say.

The emperor is a king and he is a minister. How can he talk freely behind his back?

Tears fell from Jin Yao's cheeks.

She raised her hand to wipe it away, sobbing softly.

Jin Lan frowned and said: "I really regret it now. I shouldn't have let you marry into the palace in the first place. I just wanted you to live happily in the palace for the rest of your life, so what's the harm? Marrying someone is all about worries. .”

"I don't regret marrying brother Yuan Jing." Jin Yao said, "I thought he would always have a place for me in his heart, but who knew...it turns out that the love we had since childhood was all fake."

Jin Lan was about to speak but stopped.

In fact, the emperor always regarded Jin Yao as his younger sister and had no feelings towards her.

Jin Yao couldn't help wiping her tears: "If he didn't like me, why did he risk his life to save me that day? He himself was injured... and he escaped with me on his back. Since he married me, he wouldn't let me go I don’t care if I become a queen. But...he has never favored me."

Seeing that she was crying sadly, Jin Lan was afraid that it would cause her heartache again, so he hurriedly said: "Actually, the emperor may not be without you in his heart."

"Brother, there is no need to comfort me."

"I'm not comforting you." Jin Lan said, "Does my sister know that the emperor knew about your health condition before marrying you?"

Jin Yao was startled: "Really?"

"How could I hide this kind of thing from the Emperor?" Jin Lan said, "Based on the friendship between me and the Emperor since childhood, I had already confessed before you became the Crown Princess. But the Emperor still let you enter the palace to do it. Princess, does this mean that the Emperor does not have you in his heart?"

Jin Yao forgot to cry and said blankly: "But... why does he never let me sleep with him?"

"I think it's because the emperor is worried that your body won't be able to bear it," Jin Lan said.

Although she is a biological sister, she still feels a little uncomfortable talking about such things.

Jin Yao frowned: "I haven't even tried, how do you know I can't do it? I think I can."

"That's not the point."

"What is that?" Jin Yao asked, "Brother tell me clearly, otherwise I will not be able to rest in peace even if I die."

"Please don't say such unlucky words." Jin Lan frowned, "You are not in good health. The imperial doctor told you not to get pregnant. I'm afraid you won't be able to bear it here."

He pointed to the position of his heart and emphasized: "I will die."

"Even if I don't get pregnant, I won't live long!" Jin Yao stood up, "Brother, I really want to have a child of my own. I am a woman, and I am here once in this life, but I can't even have a child. I'm really not willing to have it... not to mention... I love brother Yuan Jing, and I really want to have a child that belongs to me and him."

Jin Lan looked at her back and asked, "Even if you know that giving birth to this child will kill you, do you still not regret it?"

Jin Yao suddenly turned around and said word by word: "I will never regret it."

Jin Lan sighed.

He knew that his sister was determined and would never give up this idea just because of his few words.

"Although your family supports you,... this matter ultimately depends on the Emperor. If the Emperor doesn't give you this child, no one can do anything about it." Jin Lan said helplessly, "That's all I can say."