Chapter 1156 Suspicion (1)

Xu Yicheng stood at the door, not daring to go in for a long time. The sadness was so obvious that it seemed to swallow everyone up. He knew that Cheng Lan was still Cheng Lan at this moment. If he didn't feel so uncomfortable that he couldn't bear it, he wouldn't Got her call.

Yet it's clear that she got through it, and got through it again.

Xu Yicheng thought about how much perseverance it takes for a weak woman like her to survive the schizophrenia that even the top is helpless over and over again, and maintain the personality that should have been devoured long ago.

"BLUE..."

Xu Yicheng finally approached, and although he couldn't bear it, he still called softly.

Di Lilan'er followed the sound and looked at the man in the white shirt with her gleaming eyes. She had a flash of joy and then quickly became depressed again.

"Yicheng, I'm sorry, it's so late, I shouldn't have looked for you."

Xu Yicheng lifted his trousers and simply sat down next to her, "As I said, you never have to say thank you to me, let alone say sorry. Are you... sad again?"

Dililan'er has never felt like she has failed in her life like she does today.

She leaned on Xu Yicheng's shoulder, her eyes drooped, and her voice was very dull, "Yicheng, you know, I never knew that my life was such a failure. Apart from you, I have nothing." friend's."

"I'm sorry that you may feel sad for saying this. You said that I am your most important friend. I used to think that having him in my heart was enough. Friends are dispensable to me. I don't have enough brains. I don't care. Whether it’s in my heart or in my brain, I can only pretend to be him. Today, I discovered that Jing Wushuang has more friends than me. She also has many friends who treat her sincerely, such as Su Ran and Jun. Feifei..."

"Yicheng, I never knew that a life with nothing could be so terrible. If I am so poor that I no longer have a kind personality, what's the point of living?"

Di Lilan'er continued to talk, Xu Yicheng was surprised and looked at her in disbelief, "Isn't it because of him that you got sick today?"

Di Lilan'er raised her head and shook it slightly, "Not really, they all left, leaving me alone here. I asked my assistant to leave first, but no one wanted to send me back. , they were all given as gifts.”

Dililan'er said, burying her face between her knees and starting to cry silently again.

Xu Yicheng held her in his arms, feeling heartbroken beyond measure. Such a beautiful girl shouldn't often fall into such sadness. And she didn't hurt anyone. No one could say that she was not at all wrong. She was just in pain. That’s all.

"BLUE, it's been a while since I returned to China. You should also know that he and Wushuang are inseparable. I know you haven't hurt them in the slightest, and you don't intend to hurt them in the slightest, but we don't want to see you. It’s so painful, so…”

Before Xu Yicheng finished speaking, Di Lilan'er already knew what he was going to say and quickly shook her head, "Yicheng, my love for him is my own business. I know I'm being pretentious, and I know I shouldn't, but If I could let go, why would I have been in such pain for the past seven or eight years? If I let go, wouldn't my persistence for these seven or eight years become a joke? So I still don't plan to give up, just like this, as a stranger. I just want to see them happy from a distance.”