Chapter 246: Love Is, Making Exceptions Again and Again (4)

He stared at it motionless for a long time, and then a thought slowly floated in his heart: So, this is liking...

When you are angry, you are very angry, and when you are happy, you are very happy.

In the past twenty-six years, no one has ever given him this kind of feeling like her, so that when the feeling came, he never thought it was a heartbeat.

The tragedy of his parents' relationship and marriage made him make up his mind from a very young age that he would never love any woman in his life, nor would he marry any woman.

When he was young, all he wanted in his life was the dream of mountains and rivers.

After the dream of mountains and rivers was shattered, he thought that his whole life might be like this, Gu's enterprise, a lonely family, and a lonely end.

He really never thought of having another woman in his life.

Until in the old house, he saw her eyes... He began to be frequently disturbed by those eyes, and he slept with her... He was frightened by his loss of control, and he forced himself to be cruel to her, until she really The force went from pestering him to avoiding him.

He began to feel resigned again.

Probably from that time on, he started making exceptions for her again and again, right?

Braving the heavy rain to pick her up; seeing her being bullied to stand up for her; knowing that she went to Lu Bancheng for help and being angry; seeing the ruffian king hurting her desperately blocking the knife; knowing that she was depressed, she found many people to play with her; drove from England Go to France to give her a birthday present...

He couldn't figure it out all the time, why did he always do things he shouldn't do?

It wasn't until Lu Bancheng gave him a sentence-by-sentence analysis that he had to face the reality that he had been hiding and escaping: he fell in love with her.

When did you start liking it?

he does not know. He only knew that now that he realized that he really liked her, he already cared about her a lot.

Maybe on grandpa's birthday, when the car came and she pushed him away, or maybe earlier, the day she moved into grandpa's house, the moment he met her eyes for the first time.

All in all, there is her shadow everywhere in his current life.

Many questions that were once puzzling, suddenly understood like this.

For him, love has always been a very ethereal existence, until now he didn't know that love is actually very simple, really simple, it is one person, time and time again, out of control, making exceptions for another person again and again .

The smoke burned to the end, and the scorching heat emitted pulled Gu Yusheng back from his contemplation.

He put out the cigarette in the ashtray beside him, and replied to Lu Bancheng who hadn't spoken for a long time, "You know, I never thought of liking a woman, nor did I think of marrying a woman."

Because this kind of thinking is too deep-rooted, it has penetrated deeply into his blood, so that when he was upset by her, he thought about countless possibilities, but never thought that it was love.

But now that he figured it out, what should he do?

fall in love? Or give up?

give up?

Gu Yusheng's heart skipped a beat suddenly, and inexplicably, a heart-piercing pain appeared deep in his heart.

This kind of pain is very familiar, as if he has experienced it himself, I don't know if it is his hallucination, but along with this pain, the picture of him crying and saying "I'm sorry" appeared in his mind.