Chapter 194 The Reason of Despair
"This nightmare..."
Annan frowned.
He sensed a deep malice in it.
Isaac is the Tower Master known for his rationality and calmness. [Cuiyulu] This title is to praise his erudition and reason. He has been advancing on the road of exhausting the truth all his life.
But he was put on a cognitive filter, doing some stupid things like a fool-gradually drying up the whole world and sending himself to hell.
Officias is a real poet, a sincere singer. In order to be able to sing freely, he even gave up his right to inherit the throne and his life of arbitrariness and wealth.
He can almost be said to have no desires and desires—but such a him was thrown into a silver-gray, temperatureless world.
According to Annan's observations in that world, the mechanical life in that world has no hostility towards organisms, and can even be called respect and love... It's similar to the state of "runaway machine servants" towards organic furnishings.
It is also because of this that Officy will not fall into complete fear and despair. He was not hunted down, nor would he be attacked. His actions are completely free, without any constraints.
It is precisely because of this that he can sing and walk on the street. Hopefully looking for his own kind. Of course, he couldn't find anything.
If he ordered the robots to listen to him, they should obey. But this doesn't give Officy any feedback at all-it just gives him endless nothingness.
I'm afraid that when he tries to hurt himself, or intends to end his life, those robots will stop him immediately.
This is like the situation he escaped from when he was in Denisaua.
It's just far more serious and extreme than that.
——That is the fear that Ophelia hides in her heart.
Even if it was death, he was ready to face it—the moment he decided to enter this alien-level nightmare, Ao Feishi didn't think he could go back alive.
I'm not even afraid of death...he wouldn't hang me up for torture, would he?
Ophelia thinks so.
Then he faced real despair.
Can't get hurt, can't die, but can never get a sincere response. No matter how much he sang, no matter what he did, he never heard a reply.
If Ao Feishi really came to such a world, it would be a big deal to give up thinking and live like a walking dead.
—but he can't.
Because he came with a mission.
He holds mysterious knowledge that can crush Ingrid in an instant, and can be used even in alien-level nightmares. As long as you read this knowledge in front of Ingrid, you can destroy her directly.
Then Officy must find his teammates, and finally Ingrid.
Because Ophelia has no intelligence. He didn't even know that he and Annan were not in the same world...or rather, they were not on the same map.
So Ao Feishi can only search for the companion he can never find meaninglessly.
In this process, the fire of Ophelia's courage will gradually be extinguished, and the light of his will will gradually wear out. His pace will become slower and slower, and his belief will be more shaken.
Everything you once loved is gradually getting tired of, and everything you once cherished is gradually turning into nothingness. Even his beloved way of music may turn out to be disgusted or even directly produce physiological nausea due to the lack of any response for a long time.
No need to harm his physical body.
This is a spiritual delay.
And if we push it back from the situation of Officine...
Isaac should be in a similar situation.
With Isaac's rationality, he would eventually start investigating. And as his understanding of that world deepens, the cognitive filter covering him may gradually become weaker.
His good thoughts, good words and good deeds have all been distorted and corrupted. Everything he studied was meaningless, and his battles were only accelerating the demise of the world—a world that would have been better off without him.
This is folly.
And when he really realizes what he has done and what he has done...he will face a real test.
Will he continue to insist on what he did at the beginning?
Had he killed his companions with his own hands?
Does his action, his fight, have any meaning?
Is there "truth" in this world?
"—Although it is meaningless. But I still want to pay back something for my son... for Nicholas."
At that time, Isaac once said this to Annan.
Of course he knew he was a hypocrite. It's just a puppet made with part of other people's memories.
——Because his life is meaningless, he is more persistent in seeking meaning.
He hates meaningless fights between people, especially those "fools" who reverse their ends for the sake of means.
After he was assassinated by Nicholas back then, he gave up the resurrection and took revenge just because Nicholas had the aptitude and determination to inherit him. Instead, he tolerantly chose to transfer his power.
And such Isaac.
When I gradually realized the essence of the world, when I realized that everything I did was for the purpose of destruction; when I realized that no matter what I did, it was meaningless...
Can he really hold on?
When he turns on his cognitive filter, he will probably be like a wise king living in a madman's country. The whole world around him would be against him.
He will not be accepted by anyone, by any force; his studies, schemes, and efforts are meaningless. He can't do anything, can't do anything.
The only thing he can do is to contribute his wisdom for "meaningless cannibalism".
And this happened to be what Isaac hated the most.
—Wizard Wars.
In this way, you can see the commonality between Isaac and Officias.
They all thought that what they were facing was a "test" and a "tribulation".
And when they persevered and reached the finish line.
Only then can they realize that this is all just to torture them...to kill their spirits and plunge them into true despair.
"That sounds pretty trivial..."
Annan complained.
He raised his head and calmed himself down slightly.
If he guessed correctly.
Annan himself should be among them. At least he can't stay out of it.
The dim yellow infinite civil war, the green wild nature, the gray steel city...
Those worlds that end quickly in the middle should be because there is no "protagonist" in them. That is, no Purifiers enter these worlds. So it's just a simple doomsday disaster movie, and you can experience a little despair, but it's not deep.
And the purifiers who enter it should come to a certain world.
Feeling the despair of "tailor-made".
This world can only be entered ten times at most.
That is to say, the person who wrote "Praise the Name of Tianche" before, the world he experienced is most likely not the world they experienced.
Considering that some of the content in that book is fictional.
...Maybe the part at the end, the part about "love", is a fictional story. The whole story came to an abrupt end when the protagonist discovered that he had no talent.
That may be another hopeless world with "light" or "white" as the main color.
Someone just experienced this nightmare once.
Annan's videotape was also missing one.
These doomsday-like broken worlds all have an overwhelming main color.
Just like Annan's window, there is also a hallucinatory blood moon. Dye the whole world blood red.
So, his own world...
Should also be in this nightmare "doomsday", not higher than these "worlds in the belt".
Now the problem is...
In this room, the only missing videotape.
That is, the one whose logo should be [357].
—It's about the already used tape of "The Name of the Crane," after all.
Or does it represent the world of secret rooms that Annan is staying in now?
Sleepy to coma, let's start with a chapter, and then get up during the day to make up...
In the past two days, I have always felt chest tightness, and in the middle of the night, I still feel a little dizzy.
I don't know if it's the lack of sleep, the cold, or the air conditioner...
If you don’t turn on the air conditioner, you will be woken up early by the heat, and if you turn on the air conditioner, you will catch a cold or get sick from the air conditioner. It’s so hard for cats (sad)
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