Chapter 820 Returning to the Right Path

Zian looked at her in surprise, her brows were emotional, her face soft and hazy, completely gone from the coldness before, as if she was a woman in love.

"However, didn't you tell me before that you have no intentions for Emperor Kang Ping? You also said that you don't want to marry." Zi'an cleared her mind, and she even suspected that Qin Zhou had seen her intention. , I said this on purpose, but the expression on her face was unprecedented. She never thought that Qin Zhou could have such an expression before, so she was stunned for a while.

If she was pretending, it was too much.

"After you returned to the country, many things happened to us. During the days when I was imprisoned, the emperor always tried to send me this and that. How can any woman not be moved?" Qin Zhou sighed, and there seemed to be some sadness in his eyes , also some joy.

Zi'an is really not sure if she is real or not.

"What do you think, Your Majesty? If I marry her, will that be okay?" Qin Zhou asked Zian.

Zian thought for a while, Lao Qi and others also praised Emperor Kang Ping, which shows that he is a person with both virtues and virtues, but after all, he has too few connections and too shallow foundation. Without Qin Zhou, he would not be able to sit firmly on the throne Yes, if Qin Zhou can marry him, maybe Bei Mo will really be calmed down.

But, does Qin Zhou really like him? She would not like to sacrifice her life's happiness in order to support Emperor Kang Ping.

Therefore, Zi'an said seriously: "Qin Zhou, you lied to me, you don't like Emperor Kang Ping, do you?"

"Maybe I didn't think I liked him before, but tonight, after hearing what the old prince and Xiao Xiao said, I thought about it myself, and I'm sure I have feelings for him, and it's not the best solution for me to marry him Is it? I don’t need to be a traitor, but I can support him to pacify Beimo and kill Chu Jing.”

She said, with a wry smile, "Actually, I know that you all expect me to do something. I understand your thoughts, but if you really want me to be the empress, I don't want it. It's not that I don't have this ambition. I have been on the battlefield for many years and have killed countless people. I have this ruthlessness and ambition, but I also have self-knowledge. I can't be a good emperor. A general who can only fight can't be an emperor. The emperor carries it on his shoulders, but For the people of the whole country, I don’t have the confidence to feed them well and keep them warm.”

"You are burdened too much now, Qin Zhou, you should find a way to make yourself happy." Zi'an sighed, although she knew that saying this was irrational and not in line with Beimo's current reality, but she was really looking forward to it. Qin Zhou can be happy, instead of blindly giving, and in the end, he has to sacrifice his whole life for the stability of Beimo.

"Happy, Zi'an, I really don't lie to you. I never thought about going this way before, but I just thought about it, and I feel very happy in my heart. I didn't want to marry before. I can't be worthy of me, maybe it's because I have always had this idea, I never thought that I would have this choice in my life, I was reminded by the old prince just now, I suddenly realized, I really want to go back to Beimo as soon as possible to make this happen A family affair."

Qin Zhou spoke happily and enthusiastically, as if he really wanted to fly back to Beimo immediately to marry Emperor Kang Ping.

Seeing her like this, Zian didn't know what to say. After a long time, she said, "If you feel happy, you can do it."

"Okay." Qin Zhou looked at her, and asked as if he suddenly remembered: "By the way, what did you come to me for?"

Zi'an was startled for a moment, you've already said that, so what else can I say?

He just smiled shyly and said, "It's okay, I just can't sleep, I want to come over and have a chat with you."

Qin Zhou said: "Okay, what do you want to talk about?"

"It's nothing, you should go take a shower early, look at you, smell of alcohol, how can you look like you are going to be a bride?" Zi'an laughed.

Qin Zhou also laughed, "If he likes me, even if I get drunk every day, he will think I'm pretty."

"Yes, that's how it is." Zian took a deep breath and stared at her, "Qin Zhou, I don't know if what you said is true or not, you are used to hiding your thoughts so deeply that I can't pry into them, so I just I wish you the best of luck and happiness.”

Qin Zhou's eyebrows were dyed softly, "I will, and you too. Be happy, be happy."

Zian stood up, "Okay, I'm going back."

Qin Zhou also stood up, "I'll see you off."

Zi'an had already turned his head, but turned around again. Qin Zhou was very enthusiastic tonight, which made Zi'an feel that he was not at all like the Qin Zhou she knew.

Just turning around, he looked into Qin Zhou's unprepared eyes. Qin Zhou's stiff smile was smeared with unconcealable sadness.

"you……"

Qin Zhou hugged her and said quickly, "Don't ask, don't tell, everything is fine."

Her slightly trembling voice was right next to Zian's ears, and the feeling of drunkenness dissipated. Zi'an was a little dazed, and felt that Qin Zhou's heart was beating very fast. He couldn't see her just like this. face, but also seemed to see the sadness in her eyes.

Zi'an's heart sank, it was exactly what she thought.

It's just that her acting was good at the beginning, but she couldn't hold back.

After just hugging her for a moment, Qin Zhou immediately let her go, his face had returned to normal, even a little more stern and distant than before, "Zian, don't worry about me, I have nothing I can't afford .”

"Okay." Zian felt his chest was filled with an inexplicable sadness, and he opened his mouth to say a few words, but he didn't know what to say.

"Go back!" Qin Zhou turned around, leaving her with a hard back.

Zian turned around slowly and went out, closing the door for her.

Her steps were heavy, and when she returned to the room, she touched her face and found that it was full of tears.

"Why are you crying?" Seeing this, Murong Jie, who was lying down, immediately got up and walked over.

Zian hugged him violently, and wept silently for a while, Murong Jie just hugged her, didn't speak, and let her cry quietly.

After a long time, she raised her head, her eyes were red and swollen, "Qin Zhou said that she is going to marry Emperor Kang Ping."

Murong Jie was not surprised at all, "This is the best for Bei Mo."

Zi'an wanted to refute, but there was no way to refute, because this was the best way out for Northern Mo and Emperor Kang Ping.

But what about Qin Zhou?

Do the people in Beimo care what Qin Zhou paid?

And Emperor Kang Ping, did he take advantage of Qin Zhou or did he have some real affection for Qin Zhou?

Zi'an finds it hard to accept that a loveless political marriage will happen to Qin Zhou.

"You care about her, so you feel sorry for her. If you stay out of the matter, you will know that this is the best solution. Qin Zhou can also return to the country, and Beimo no longer needs to be controlled by the warlike emperor Chu Jing."

Zi'an didn't know that this short journey back to Beijing, just a few words, changed Qin Zhou's life.

Without deliberation, everything went with the flow, as if it was preordained in the dark.

Qin Zhou thought about thousands of ways to go back to Beimo, but she never thought of marrying Emperor Kang Ping directly. Even when the old prince said, what she thought was still waiting for the opportunity to go back, but when Zi'an came, she spied on Zi'an. So thought, this idea is generated in an instant.