Chapter 1494 I Really Want to Die Like This
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Allen is very powerful.
The moment his fist hit the table in front of him, a lot of food on the table shook to the ground.
Ellen's sudden roar and slamming of the table startled Nefa and Adam.
The mother and son didn't even dare to express their anger, they only dared to look at Allen in front of them with shrinking eyes.
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"Huh...huh...huh..."
Allen took several deep breaths before his breathing, which was disordered by excitement, gradually returned to normal.
"Sorry... I scared you..."
Allen said as he slowly stood up.
"I'll go outside to blow the wind..."
After saying that, without waiting for the responses from Nifa and Adam, Allen left the dining table and walked straight out of the house.
As the door of the house closed, only Nifa and Adam, mother and son, were left in the house.
Looking at the direction Allen left, Adam gritted his teeth.
"Sorry, mother, please continue eating first, I'll go see father."
"Ah... okay..." Nifa hesitated for a while and then said to Adam, "Adam... your father may be... too tired and stressed recently..."
Nifa herself thought of what she thought was the most reasonable explanation for Allen's unusual behavior just now.
"Well..." Adam nodded gently, "I understand...I will comfort my father..."
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After Adam ran out of the house, he found Allen in the corner of an alley outside the house.
Allen was squatting in the corner of this alley.
His appearance did not look like a general who had the life and death of the Frank Empire completely on his shoulders.
Rather, he looks more like a down-and-out beggar or a decadent tramp...
"Father……"
Adam slowly walked towards Allen while calling Allen's name softly.
"Adam...what are you doing here with me? Go back and have dinner..."
"Father...are you too tired and stressed? If you are too tired and stressed, my mother and I will listen to you carefully. You can tell us your grievances. !”
"Adam, thank you for your kindness, but I don't feel too tired or stressed right now..."
"Father, you are lying!"
Adam said seriously.
"Father, the way you looked just now was very strange!"
"Father, you are the hero of our Frankish Empire! As a hero, how could you be in such a state as just now!"
"The...hero of the Frankish Empire...?"
Allen suddenly laughed softly as if he heard some funny joke.
Allen's laughter, which he wanted to laugh out loud but suppressed, sounded very scary.
It made Adam's hair stand on end.
"...Adam, you are right..."
"I may be... really too tired and stressed recently..."
"Many of the thoughts and guilt that I had hidden deep in my heart came out one by one while I was tired..."
"Adam...I have never been a hero of the Frank Empire..."
"During the time when I was lurking in the Britannia Empire, I didn't make any major contribution to the Frank Empire at all..."
"I haven't accomplished anything yet."
"It's just that His Majesty pushed me out and molded me into a 'hero' for the purpose of stabilizing the morale of the military and the people."
"My title of 'hero' is just artificially created..."
"Not only am I not a hero..."
"I'm just a morally corrupt scumbag..."
"I betrayed my master who valued me..."
"Betrayal of my companions who trusted me..."
"I betrayed everyone who trusted me in the Britannia Empire..."
"I am simply...an unforgivable bastard..."
"Father!" Adam said urgently,
"You are not a morally corrupt scumbag! You are doing this for this country and the people of this country!"
"Even if you really don't get much credit in the Britannia Empire, as long as you have the spirit to dedicate yourself to this country and the people of this country, you are a hero of our country..."
Before Adam could finish speaking, Allen's hoarse roar directly interrupted Adam's words.
"No! The reason why I lurk in the Britannia Empire is not for any country or people!"
Eren roared as he fell to his knees and put his hands on the ground.
Seeing this, Adam hurriedly went to help Allen.
But with his little strength, it was certainly impossible to lift the strong Allen up.
But when he leaned down to help Allen, Adam discovered that Allen's eyes were filled with tears.
"Whether you decide to lurk in the Britannia Empire or everyone who betrays the Britannia Empire...it's all because...I want merit..."
"I want a feat big enough to make me a noble..."
"I want to fulfill...my mother's expectations for me..."
At this point, big tears began to roll out of Allen's eyes.
"I am doing it for myself from beginning to end..."
"I have done so many things for myself that I didn't want to do..."
"I've hurt so many...people I didn't want to hurt..."
"Not only am I sorry to everyone in the Britannia Empire, but I am also sorry to Adam and you and Nifa..."
"The time I spent lurking in the Britannia Empire was really fun..."
"Although there are many people who are prejudiced against me because of my status as a general..."
"But there are also a lot of people who are extremely kind to me..."
"There, no one discriminates against me because of my status as a civilian..."
"There, knights from noble families can have conversations with knights from common people without any barriers or prejudices..."
"I...have thought about it more than once...just stay in the Britannia Empire..."
"Let you and Nifa bear the punishment for my defection from the Britannia Empire..."
"'Just let your majesty and the others kill you and Nifa, so that I can continue to stay in the Britannia Empire without any worries' - this idea has appeared in my mind many times..."
"For my own selfish desires, I betrayed those who trusted me and did so many unforgivable things..."
"I have thought more than once about completely betraying the Frank Empire and leaving my wife and children behind in the country..."
"After returning to China, I shamelessly wore the title of 'hero' and accepted honors and praises that did not belong to me..."
"I hate...myself..."
"I really want to...die like this..."
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"Father……"
Adam no longer knew what he could say to Allen.
His mind was running in chaos for a long time, and in the end, all he could say out of his mouth was "Father" mixed with various emotions.