Chapter 1315 She Is Considerate

Lu Ming lowered her eyelashes and said with emotion: "I will never forget your great kindness to the Lu family."

"A great kindness?" Jin Yan'er tasted these words, but she still felt unfamiliar after all, and said lightly, "Brother Ming... we are an unmarried couple, and we should help each other, right? Saying such words is really disrespectful. ”

Lu Mingyuan had prepared a lot of words. Who knew that Yan'er had revealed her sincerity to him, so how could she be so cruel as to say those cruel words? !

After thinking for a moment, he quietly replied: "What I am grateful for is not after the engagement, but before the engagement, you have already decided to help the Lu family!" He held Jin Yan'er's tender little hand and said with an emotional expression, "Because of this, I hope you can have a better destination and not fall into the quagmire of the Lu family because of me."

The subtle and euphemistic words made Jin Yuner's eyebrows jump, and she had a bad feeling.

She lowered her head, took two breaths of thin air, and tried her best to stabilize her emotions, then raised her eyelashes and said, "Brother Ming, I know you like Wanwan."

Lu Ming didn't answer. This was a fact that many people knew.

Seeing his acquiescence, Jin Yuner smiled softly and told the truth: "But I don't have Brother Ming in my heart."

The truth always hurts the heart! Lu Ming felt uncomfortable hearing this, but he had to admit that Yan'er was right.

Wanwan has always respected and loved him as an older brother. Lu Ming always wanted to consider her young age and think about the fact that she had a long life ahead of her, so he gradually took on the role of daily companion. Even after what happened to the Wei family, Wanwan was only mercilessly disappointed with her relatives' methods and had no emotional dealing with him.

Helpless, Lu Ming kept lying to himself, always feeling that he was full of love, and he would understand it every night! Until the last time they met in the capital, she had a cold expression, no anger at being betrayed, no recollection of the past, no reaction... It was as if everything about the Lu family had finally become a passing cloud in her heart.

She is only seventeen years old! If you are really emotional, even if you can hide your emotions, there will always be some clues.

When Wan Wan mentioned the Lu family, there was only disgust, frown, and no other reaction.

Lu Ming only knew that Wanwan had never been emotional!

The past and present are all the result of one's own wishful thinking.

Jin Yan'er said: "I... once asked Wanwan implicitly about her thoughts, and found that she didn't like you. I felt happy and sad at the same time. I really want Wanwan as a friend, but I really don't want to give up because of her. You! So, if she doesn’t like you, that’s the best outcome!

Brother Ming, don’t blame me for having so many bad thoughts in my heart. Who can be selfless when it comes to feelings? I admit, I just want to have you alone! But I can't do those things that tear others apart! If Wanwan was in love with you, out of the pride of the Jin family, I would not be able or willing to interfere; but since she is not, I want to... give you some more time, and when you think about it clearly and let go, I will The best posture appears in front of you. "

She sighed and recalled: "I left the capital Wanwan, and I'm afraid I won't be able to come back in a short time. For me, this is really a good opportunity to get close to you. But I didn't do that, because I knew it in my heart. , this move is really annoying.

I can give you time to slowly settle this feeling, but who would have thought that the news of Wan Wan's death would come again? ! Brother Ming...the living can never compete with the dead. As long as you live Wanwan, you will eventually figure it out one day. But when she leaves, your feelings for her will be solidified in the deepest moment, constantly beautifying and amplifying, and finally become the white moonlight that no one can replace. "

Jin Yan'er reached out and touched Lu Ming's heart gently, causing him to tremble all over.

A clear pearl rolled down from Yan'er's eyes, silently, but dropped a huge boulder into Lu Ming's heart and immediately set off huge waves.

She looked at the location she was pointing at, a little lost in thought, and her expression was full of sorrow: "Wanwanan will always be here, occupying all your love. Maybe in front of outsiders, you are the fierce and cruel little Pluto, but I I know clearly that you are not like this! You just... gave all your feelings to her alone."

When the girl said this, she raised her head with some emotion, tried her best to adjust her slightly chaotic breathing, raised the corners of her lips, and wanted to smile generously. Unexpectedly, the smile that fell in Lu Ming's eyes turned unexpectedly bitter.

"Brother Ming, if I was smart enough at that time, I should have withdrawn in time to avoid getting involved in this fruitless relationship! I know your heart better than anyone else, no matter who you like, love, or even get married and have children in the future ...I will always have Wan Wan’s shadow throughout my life. If I am as proud as I am, how can I be willing to be someone else’s shadow?

For people in families like ours, marriage has always been not decided by our own feelings, but carries the mission of family prosperity, so it has to become a strange transaction. Fortunately, my parents are not feudal people. They worked so hard to get me out of this vicious circle as soon as possible. In the end, I finally stepped in.

Brother Ming, after Wanwan leaves, you will never fall in love with another person again! Your future will be no different from that of the heirs of other aristocratic families. You will marry a wife who is beneficial to the Lu family and live a life of intrigue. At that time, I thought, since it would be someone else, why couldn’t it be me?

At least with me by your side, you don't have to worry about things at home. I will take care of everything for you. You only need to bear the wind and rain outside! You really can't bear it anymore. We have the Jin family and the Lu family. We are all behind you and won't let you be alone.

So, I came... I fell in love with someone who didn't like me, and was willing to be the shadow of another person, and smoothed out all my pride, just to be with you... Even to have the same topic with you, even the things I like gradually became the things that Wanwan is good at. I was uncomfortable, but I had to force myself to learn... It was really hard.

But what can I blame you for? I want to like you, I want to walk in... I knew you couldn't let go of Wanwan, but I still ran to your side regardless of my own safety..."

Speaking of this, Jin Yaner's body trembled slightly, and even her voice became choked.

"Yaner..." Lu Ming couldn't bear it, and wanted to gently hold her shoulders and comfort her, "Yaner, I--"

Jin Yaner raised her hand to interrupt him, her tearful eyes made people feel sour: "Let me finish, okay?"

She has been holding back these words for many years.

If she doesn't say it, I'm afraid there will be no chance after tonight!

Lu Ming swallowed a mouthful of cold air and nodded bitterly: "Okay. "