Chapter 1075 She Was Really Hypnotized
She grabbed her hair hard and banged her head against the wall. Although she didn't feel very relieved, people who didn't suffer from insomnia would never understand the feeling of mental breakdown.
She opened the drawer, then took out the note from the drawer, holding it tightly in her hand.
She sat like this until dawn, then she picked up her mobile phone and called the phone number written on the paper. Indeed, she no longer needed any paper. This series of numbers seemed to be recorded in her mind. Same.
She moved the phone to her ear again.
"Hey, Dr. Wu, my surname is Lu. I was introduced by Dean Bai. I heard that you can do hypnosis there..."
She changed her clothes and went out. There was an unclear blue mark under her eyes. She tried her best to cover it up with powder. Without the powder, she felt like she looked like a ghost. .
This is a very quiet place, like a nursing home. It is surrounded by large trees. Moreover, Lu Xiaohua feels that Dr. Wu’s place should not be short of money. The area where he lives is not. Ordinary people can afford it.
Dr. Wu was about the same age as the doctor who treated her, probably in his fifties or sixties.
This was also the first time she understood what hypnosis was.
"Your eyes feel heavy, you feel sleepy, you look at a beam of light, and then your body relaxes, then relaxes, first your head, your hands, your arms, your shoulders, and you feel like I lost my left hand, then my right hand, but don’t worry, they are all there, you have to follow them and relax them... When you hear the ding, you really fall asleep..."
Lu Xiaohua closed his eyes. His eyelashes trembled at first, but then hung down heavily.
"Tell me, who are you?" Dr. Wu asked her.
The sleeping woman was very quiet, with only the gentle words of her red lips and the voice she was about to speak.
"My name is Xia Ruoxin..."
She didn't know how long it took, but she just heard another ding in her ear. She opened her eyes and shuddered for a moment. Then, she gently exhaled the turbid air in her lungs, and then... It was as if she had slept for ten or eight years. She had not experienced this feeling of exhaustion for a long time.
"I have already learned about Miss Lu's situation," Dr. Wu turned over what he had recorded. "I am certain that Miss Lu has been hypnotized before. But as I said, sometimes hypnosis is not for Depriving people of consciousness and memory is a kind of treatment. If there are bad memories, such memories are a burden to the body. For the sake of the patient's life, let the patient lose this Negative memories will be a kind of protection for them.”
"This is what Miss Lu wants to know. I have written it all down. Miss Lu can take a look at it herself," Dr. Wu handed what he had written down to Lu Xiaohua.
Lu Xiaohua tightened his grip and didn't take it seriously.
"Dr. Wu, can I restore my previous memories?" What Lu Xiaohua wants to know now is, if she was indeed hypnotized, okay, is it possible for her to be hypnotized again and then remember again?
"I may not be able to do anything about this," said Dr. Wu, who was very sorry for this. "Although it is also hypnosis, hypnosis requires a special sound or suggestion. If Miss Lu wants to recover her past memories, she needs to find one. He’s the one who hypnotized you in the first place.”
When Lu Xiaohua left the place where Dr. Wu worked, she still maintained the stiffness she had just now. At this time, the sunlight was scattered on her shoulders, but she could not feel any warmth, only That kind of coldness was on her fingertips. She gently put her hand on her face. The coldness on the tips of her fingertips was almost extremely cold.
When she got home, she told Jian Qingying that she was tired today and wanted to rest. She also ate outside, so she should leave her alone while eating.
And she closed the door, but she didn't feel sleepy at all. She sat on the edge of the bed and held her bag in her arms, but she still didn't have the courage to open it. She didn't know what the things in the bag would bring to her. What kind of past she is.
Slowly, she opened the zipper of the bag, then took out the page of paper and placed it calmly on her lap.
She said her name was Xia Ruoxin. She said she had a daughter who was lost and no longer there. She said she hated a man and hated his mother, but she did not name the man.
Chu Lu, Song Wan.
Lu Xiaohua's red lips moved slightly, and she murmured these two names. The first one was complicated, but the second one was resentment, a resentment that would never dissipate in this life.
But how could this be possible? She closed her eyes hard, and a drop of water fell on the back of her hand. She thought about countless possibilities, whether she had done something before, maybe she had love that she couldn't ask for, maybe she had There were many possibilities for Ai Yuan to leave his hometown, but she had never imagined that it would be like this, and she was not even Lu Xiaohua.
She crumpled the paper into a ball, then opened it layer by layer, then tore it into pieces bit by bit, and threw it into the trash can aside. She didn't even have the slightest doubt that she Not Lu Xiaohua, but Xia Ruoxin.
Outside the kindergarten, she hid aside and looked at the children standing at the door waiting for their parents to pick them up. There were many children, both boys and girls, but there was one among them who was the most conspicuous and the most beautiful. This was Xia Ruoxin's daughter. , is also her daughter. In addition to those instinctive feelings of closeness, there are also more habits of her body.
She suddenly felt that the tip of her nose was sore. They said the child was lost, they said the child was gone, but now she is still there, she is fine, and she is still in school.
But she forgot about her daughter.
A car stopped, all black, very high-end, and very low-key. A man got out of the car, and the little girl happily ran to her father's side.
The man easily picked up his daughter, kissed her little face, and took out a small water bottle from his pocket and gave it to his daughter to drink. The man seemed to have said something to the teacher, and then She hugged her daughter and left. It wasn't until the car drove away that Lu Xiaohua came out of the darkness. She stretched out her hand to block her face, but she began to feel uncomfortable with the sunshine at this time.
"What's wrong with you?" Gao Yi put his hand in front of her and shook it several times. He had always been a little restless and absent-minded recently.