Chapter 638 What to Do when You Go Back

And Chu Lu should actually be grateful for the car accident. Although Xiao Yudian lost the part of his memory, although he was not there, he also lost his cruelty and his willingness to die.

Gao Yi opened his eyes, saw that it was Xia Ruoxin, and smiled at her gently

"You came."

"Well, come here to help you with the medicine," Xia Ruoxin walked in with the medicine box, she put the medicine box on her lap, then took Gao Yi's hand and put it on her knee, Gao Yi The strangle marks on his wrist have become lighter recently, because he has less and less seizures, as if he has never had a seizure since yesterday, so there is no need to tie him up anymore.

"Should it be better?" Xia Ruo took medicine in her heart, and habitually blew on Gao Yi's wound. If Xiao Yudian hurt somewhere, that's how she came, but he didn't know that Gao Yi was at this time Those eyes full of emotion.

That shallow breath was on his wrist, and he could clearly feel her breath, so close to him.

"Ok?"

"Yeah, it should be fine."

"Congratulations," Xia Ruoxin smiled at him, sincerely happy for him. It's been a few months of suffering, and finally, she's over it, and she doesn't have to suffer anymore.

"Thank you," Gao Yi also felt his eye sockets burning, he stretched out his hand to wrap around the woman's shoulders like before, wanting to give her some support, but now he realized that, in fact, he had already He is no longer her reliance, but he has become her burden.

Xia Ruoxin put her arms around his waist, and found that his waist was already very thin. According to her current emotions, she really couldn't do it, but she knew that she couldn't push this man away.

She had never seen him vulnerable, and he had never expressed his weakness to her.

It was a rare time, how could she push away, just like her before, the warmth she wanted was nothing more than that.

But she didn't know that at this time Chu Lv was standing at the door, and in his dark eyes, like the dead sea, something was missing. He still held something in his hand, it should be a gift, but in the end he put the box in his pocket, closed the door, and also locked himself inside, wanting not to see anyone again.

It's true that Gao Yi's drug addiction has never happened again, this is already the third day, and his spirit has always been good, so it should be cured. And when he is fine, some people will no longer have a reason to stay here.

Just like Chu Lu, in fact, he doesn't know what he is still doing here.

It was a family of four.

Gao Yi's mother, Gao Yi's Xia Ruoxin, Gao Yi's Xiao Yudian, but none of them belonged to him Chu Lv.

"Ruoxin, I want to talk to you," he walked outside the kitchen, waited for a long time, and finally said.

"I don't want to talk to you." Xia Ruoxin didn't feel that she needed to talk to this man. It seemed that everything they wanted to say had already been said between them. of.

It's just that the man is like a pillar. It seems that if she doesn't agree, he won't leave

Turning on the faucet, she washed her hands with the bubbles of cleanser, clean and slender fingers, and her face that was broken from time to time in the bubbles.

After turning off the faucet, she came out, and when she was side by side with Chu Lu, the rejection on her body was obvious.

If she didn't explain this man too much, she wouldn't talk to him again.

The two sat down, as if in a formal company negotiation

She is wary of him.

She is wary of him.

She was also displeased with him.

She didn't hesitate to show her dislike for him, but it was still less than what he had done to her before.

Xia Ruoxin is not Chu Lu, and she is not as cruel as Chu Lu.

Chu Lu took out a cigarette, lit it, and smoked it. Now he urgently needs something to calm his mind, but every time he meets this woman, he can't calm down, nor can he be rational. .

Why did he not understand such an obvious thing until now, that his concern for this woman was more terrifying than he had imagined, but, he knew, he understood, but she didn't want to, and she didn't want to.

Breathing out smoke rings one after another, it was not the smell he was used to, but it could temporarily numb his senses. During the puffing, the woman on the opposite side did not change at all. She sat quietly. , An Biao waited, so that for a moment, he seemed to be able to grab her, but when his fingers stretched out, what pierced was the smoke he spit out, and there was a crack that they could no longer mend.

"Can you go back with me?"

Suddenly, he stubbed out the cigarette in his hand, and his black eyes, which were blocked by the smoke, became hazy.

Can I go back?

Can?

"What are you going back for?" Xia Ruoxin put her hands on her knees and clenched them tightly, "I thought we had made it very clear."

"I know," Chu Lu said with a bleak smile, "but, I still want to ask about the result, think about trying again, that's why I traveled thousands of miles to come here, really, Ruoxin, I'm not reconciled, Can you give me another chance? I want to make up, I want to make up, I want to start over," he took another drag on his cigarette. As a result, he coughed continuously because it was too harsh, but Xia Ruoxin who was sitting on the side didn't move at all, as if sitting in front of him was a stranger.

Her appearance is very simple, she seems to fall over when pushed, and shatter when pinched, but her nature is that she is unwilling to admit defeat, she will bump headfirst until she can't go back.

If you tell her to get out, she will get out, but if you tell her to get out, I'm sorry, she's far away and can't come back.

So no matter what Chu Lu says now, it is futile, because in her heart, she has already given up on this man, so even if he broke his throat, even if he knelt down and begged her, she would not Go back with him, and start over with him again.

A man's heart hardens cruelly.

A woman's heart hardens, that's ruthless.

"Mom..." Xiao Yudian opened the door, and shook her little hand to Xia Ruoxin outside, "Mom, come and play with Xiao Yudian."

"Okay," Xia Ruoxin stood up. There was no emotion in her eyes, and she still smiled faintly at her daughter. For her, what the man said just now was nothing more than a boat passing through water. mark.

She hugged her daughter, opened the door and walked out, and the man behind her was far less heartless than him.

Chu Lu took out another cigarette, lit it again, and started smoking, but his black eyes were almost empty and bleak.

This place, perhaps, he is leaving.

And when he left, Xia Ruoxin actually didn't know, even if she knew, she wouldn't be able to send him off, she just regarded him as a stranger, so unexpectedly, Gao Yi came over.