Chapter 190 1 Turning Back, With Tears

Life, such as the stick TV series that Ouyang loves to watch, even if Zhang Fan is really bored, he doesn't watch it.

A cough is a slap of blood, and a love is either a wealthy daughter falling in love with a poor boy, or seven or eight presidents falling in love with a Cinderella.

Thinking about it, Zhang Fan felt that this thing was fooling people. An old man who hasn't seen a few stars, what do you want to do, Cinderella!

So every morning when meeting, Zhang Fan would know that Ouyang was fooled again last night when he saw the triangular eyes that should have been majestic and cold, swollen into peaches.

Ouyang definitely knew that this stuff was fake, but he just liked to watch it, so it was very strange not only for the old lady, but also for the little girls in various departments.

In fact, people are rushing to the beautiful love.

After going to work, Zhang Fan felt that love, the kind of heart-piercing, self-sacrificing love, does exist, maybe it does!

Especially after dating Shao Hua and getting married, Zhang Fan felt that he wanted to protect her for the rest of his life.

Before falling in love, he didn't understand what kind of tearing love. After falling in love, it is also as plain as water and vigorous. He has never experienced it, and he doesn't really believe it.

But after going to work, Zhang Fan slowly discovered that the love on TV is still superficial, while the love in the world is still vigorous.

Promising love, waiting in front of the hospital bed, for decades, never leaving.

What's more, those who can't say the word love, but have been with each other for a lifetime, are gray-haired and gently hold each other's hand to say goodbye to each other, just like those young people who were at the intersection of going to work back then.

Even for the sake of the other party, give up the chance of life to the lover, and choose to die.

Especially in the cardiology department, life came to an abrupt end, and he passed away without any warning.

To be honest, sometimes looking at the patient's lover, crying so painfully, can really help others and doctors understand what distress is.

As for urology, if it is chronic kidney disease, there is still hope and life, but the source of the kidney is far away, like a blunt knife cutting flesh, tormenting the patient and his family every day.

Really, looking at the patient's lover when there are no talents, what kind of unwilling sadness, muttering, I'm sorry, it is very unbearable to watch.

Of course,

There are also those who cut their wrists for love. Although the radial artery was not found, this makes people dumbfounded.

The guy in the urology department was called Chen Xiao, and he was a handsome guy before he was injured.

He and the girl her mother called the vixen were childhood sweethearts, and the girl was Shang Jiajia.

They were the same age, they were both born in Chasu Hospital, and they grew up together in the same compound, a kindergarten, an elementary school, a junior high school, and a high school.

When they were in junior high school, the two had a little bit of fun, and in high school, they even secretly held hands, touched tongues and so on.

Chen Xiao's father is a subordinate of Shang Jiajia's father, and they are all within the system.

Chen Xiao's family, with the encouragement of their mother and the acquiescence of their father, flattered Shang Jiajia's family a little bit.

Later, without knowing what happened, Chen Xiao's father reported Shang Jiajia's father.

It is said that it is corruption, whether there is corruption or not is not conclusive, but Shang Jiajia's father was dismissed from a section chief to a section member enjoying section-level treatment.

The dog blood matter is still behind, Shang Jiajia's mother went to Chen Xiao's family to argue.

The words were wrong, Shang Jiajia's mother and Chen Xiao's mother were torn apart in the corridor, the two of them were like two hens nagging together, with one piece of chicken feathers and two big faces.

Then it became a joke among the family members in the yard.

There was a lot of trouble at that time. It is said that the blood stains on the hair were torn all over the floor. In the end, even 110 called the door.

In the end, Chen Xiao's family didn't get any benefit from this incident. Chen Xiao's father was still the unknown ordinary cadre in the department.

The world of the two villains suddenly changed from everyone's optimistic view, and it seemed to have become a bloody enemy.

This incident happened when Shang Jiajia and Chen Xiao were in their sophomore year of high school. The two changed from holding hands to never talking.

After Shang Jiajia's father was dismissed from office, he began to drink badly. Anyway, he must drink every time he drinks, and he gets drunk when he drinks, and he no longer has the restraint of the past.

As a result, in the second half of the third year of high school, Shang Jiajia's father finally got drunk again, and because of hiccups, foreign objects were inhaled into the airway, and he suffocated to death.

He was relieved. Shang Jiajia's mother had a serious illness. She was a housewife and had no job. She was originally a well-to-do man, but suddenly she entered the poor market.

Her husband died and her mother was ill. Shang Jiajia almost dropped out of school. What can a teenage child do? Fortunately, with the help of relatives, the girl can continue to go to school.

As for Chen Xiao, maybe he is young and youthful, or maybe he is a hot-blooded boy. He also thought of Monk Jiajia wandering around the world and staying away from hatred.

However, he was a child after all, and he didn't even know where he was going when he left Chasu City.

But after Shang Jiajia's father had an accident, Shang Jiajia almost dropped out of school, Chen Xiao felt that he had to do something for Shang Jiajia.

He secretly gave Shang Jiajia his lucky money over the years, and Shang Jiajia threw it in his face with a frosty expression.

Seeing that the girl was getting thinner and thinner, and she couldn't even bear to eat breakfast, his heart ached, and he secretly bought breakfast, but she hit him on the head.

During the college entrance examination, Shang Jiajia held her breath, gritted her teeth, and was admitted to a normal university in Bird City from grief.

What surprised everyone was that Chen Xiao actually gave up the college entrance examination, he didn't take the exam! His study is actually comparable to that of Shang Jiajia.

Chen Xiao's old lady went crazy, scolded her husband, beat her son, and even ran to Shang Jiajia's house to yell at her.

Another scar was added to the dead knot.

If things come to this point, maybe the two of them are passers-by at the end of the world. Although Chasu is small, if you don't want to see each other, this small city can still accommodate two people who will never see each other.

According to adults, old men, and greasy middle-aged men, this young man Chen Xiao is reckless, willful, and ignorant of the overall situation.

But no one expected that when Shang Jiajia went to college, he ran out of the house and followed him to the Bird Market.

In this way, in the past four years, the young man began to work as a part-time job all over the city, saving money, not for anything else, but for Shang Jiajia.

Shang Jiajia doesn’t want tuition fees and living expenses, not once, he comes for the second time, not for three times, he comes for the fourth time.

Shang Jiajia, who was growing up slowly, also knew that there was no possibility for them. She also scolded Chen Xiao with tears streaming down her face.

However, there is still no way to stop the young man from paying for atonement or infatuation.

Shang Jiajia's mother's condition became more and more serious, to the point where Shang Jiajia had to accept Chen Xiao's money and goods.

The two are like underground party joints. They contact each other by text message, and they don't even say a word when they meet. One gives money, and the other takes money with his head down.

Really, Shang Jiajia also hated herself, and she used to hide in the quilt and cry all the time. She hated herself for being cowardly.

What can she do? What can she do?

In four years, Chen Xiao has also changed from an apprentice in car repair to a technician after he stumbled over like this.

It can also be said that it was Chen Xiao who provided for Shang Jiajia to go to college for four years.

Just after Shang Jiajia graduated, found a job, and got her first job.

Chen Xiao found Shang Jiajia, and the two of them had a long conversation, or it was a settlement.

We will not meet again in the future, just like strangers.

Our hatred and love let it drift away like the wind.

Just like passers-by, each other is a passer-by in life, passing by in a hurry.

In the bright moonlight, really, were the two young people wrong? When they broke up, the two looked back step by step, step by step.

Tears flowed down my face!

Shang Jiajia also tentatively mentioned Chen Xiao in front of her mother, but her mother only said a word.

Anyone can do it, except Chen Xiao. If she really wants to choose Chen Xiao, her mother said, she can die in front of Shang Jiajia.

Shang Jiajia works as a teacher in Chasu County, and Chen Xiao runs a small car repair shop in Chasu City.

The two really never met each other again, at most, they only occasionally heard about each other from the mouths of classmates and friends.

They each live their own lives, and Chen Xiao's mother works in the government for the Women's Federation.

Since my son didn't go to college, let's get married and have children, and I introduced countless girls.

He goes every time, but every time it doesn't work.

Shang Jiajia also has a lot of people pursuing her in the work unit, but after knowing her family's conditions, many people also backed down.

She has tasted all the ups and downs in the world. When her father was in power, she was Jiajia and a princess in the mouths of relatives and friends.

My father left and my mother was ill. From the beginning, there was some help, but later on, I was really unaccompanied.

hate it?

she does not know.

Bitter gourd grows on the vine.

Just when she thought that maybe a new life was about to start, Chen Xiao's mother came to the school.

Pointing at her and yelling at her, calling her a vixen, saying that she harmed her son.

It turned out that Shang Jiajia was drinking coffee with a young man at a coffee shop in Chasu one weekend.

In fact, I don't know who this is the first person who wants to pursue Shang Jiajia, because it was introduced by a colleague, Shang Jiajia went to the appointment, and then gave a general account of her family's situation.

The man changed from admiration at the beginning to thinking, and finally friendly...

And Chen Xiao was restless that day, didn't he want Shang Jiajia to fall in love with someone else?

No, but I just feel empty in my heart, nothing seems to be interesting, and I can't get excited about anything.

He drank two sips of wine, thinking that drinking might anesthetize himself, but before he drank much, a regular customer's car broke down halfway.

This is the case in the service industry. When someone calls, you have to go, if you don't go this time.

No matter how familiar you are before, no matter how good your relationship is before, you may lose this customer.

As a result, he was hit by a car on the road because of his lack of concentration, and was almost sent to the hospital.

Classmates and friends, after learning about it, they all went to visit.

When Shang Jiajia found out, it was already a week later when the girl heard the news.

Obviously it seems that I don't feel anything, but I just feel distressed, and the pain is severe.

I didn't want to cry at all, but the tears flowed down uncontrollably.

When she thought of the bird market, it was winter and the temperature was more than 20 degrees below zero. Chen Xiao was wearing single shoes, freezing like a rabbit in front of the dormitory building, jumping non-stop.

His hands were suffering from frostbite and running water. The original white hand holding the pen had a rough opening, and there was always black oil stains that could not be washed off between the nails.

It's just such a pair of hands, who send the money every day every month.