Chapter 690 Wanton Hate, Wanton Love (2)

Lift...not lift...not lift...lift...

The two answers swayed in Shi Yao's mind for a long time, but she couldn't find a definite answer.

In the end, Shi Yao replied with four words: "I don't know."

"I was also troubled by this matter. When I first found out I had a fiancé, I was only thirteen years old. At that time, I didn't quite understand what a fiancé was? All I knew was that one day, a car drove to my house. Downstairs, the car took my parents and me to a large and beautiful house. The old man in the house was very kind. He gave me lots of delicious food, and many candies that I had never had before. I’ve seen it before..."

"Then my mother told me that as long as I became the young master's fiancée, I could always eat these candies. I was quite happy at the time, but that night, I saw the fiancé they talked about, a very beautiful young man. Brother, he is more beautiful than the boys in the cartoons I watched. I felt happy when I saw him. I really wanted to be friends with him, but he was very cruel to me..."

"Then I was frightened by him. I thought he was not beautiful at all, just like the devil in the cartoon. I ran to tell my parents that I didn't want to be his fiancée. My parents were very pregnant at the time. I was very angry, especially my father, who smashed the chair and told me that I couldn't refuse... I have never made my parents angry since I was a child. At that time, my father said that if I didn't obey, he would not let me go. Specifically I can’t remember the situation very clearly. Anyway, I didn’t resist, and he probably didn’t resist at home either. The relationship between me and him continued like this..."

"There are some things. When I was young, I might not really understand them, but as I got older, I gradually understood them. I have a fiancé, and I can't be like girls of the same age. It's wrong to make friends with other boys, and I can't like boys, that's wrong too..."

"How should I put it? Anyway, throughout my adolescence, I just kept in mind that I have a fiancé who ignores me and may not even know me. Therefore, I cannot hate like other girls of the same age. Wanton love... Even if I have someone I want to like, I only dare to say that I want to like, not like..."

Shi Yao didn't realize it herself. Unknowingly, she typed out the words that she had been holding in her heart for so many years that she had not dared to say.

When she clicked send, she was stunned for a while before she realized that she seemed to have talked too much. She hurriedly withdrew a long string of text, then changed a sentence and sent it to Mr. Number: "It's not early that time Now, I’m going to take a shower and go to bed, bye.”

Mr. Numbers didn't reply to her message.

Shi Yao secretly breathed a sigh of relief, thinking that he probably didn't look at his phone, that is to say, he didn't see what she just said. Then he put down his phone with confidence and went to the bathroom.

After she came out of the bathroom, she saw an additional message in WeChat on her phone.

【111111】: "Good night."

Shi Yao replied with a "good night" expression and went to sleep.

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At the same time, the Lin family’s old house.

Lin Jiage glanced at the good night emoji from Shi Yao on his phone. Instead of replying to her, he stood up and walked to the balcony.