Chapter 204: Nine Out of Ten Unsatisfactory Life

Facing Zhuang Mengdie's tentative question, Qin Yang smiled and did not deny it: "Everyone has their own secret, doesn't it?"

Zhuang Mengdie smiled slightly: "It seems that you are not as simple as an ordinary student."

Qin Yang smiled and said: "I am, but I am not... how to get there?"

Zhuang Mengdie's beautiful eyes took a deep look at Qin Yang: "The riverside road outside Pearl Square will do."

Qin Yang hummed: "It's next to where we ate supper last time, isn't it?"

"Um."

Zhuang Mengdie leaned on the chair, his eyes revealing the thoughts of reminiscence: "We used to like to eat supper there, take a walk by the river together, and discuss the things we encountered together..."

Qin Yang hesitated and asked, "Are you still alone?"

Zhuang Mengdie looked sideways and looked at Qin Yang: "Are you asking me why I didn't find another one?"

Qin Yang hummed: "No matter how strong a woman is, she still needs a shoulder to rely on."

Zhuang Mengdie's eyelashes trembled, her eyes lowered, her nose twitched slightly, she was silent for a few seconds, and murmured: "Yes, but there are some things that you can forget if you forget them, or meet them if you want to. Nine out of ten times life is unhappy."

Sighing softly, Zhuang Mengdie turned his head to look at the street view outside the window, and said softly: "When I had no money, I worked hard to make money. When I had money, I found that life was more tiring than before. Although I eat well, wear well, and drive a nice car, I can't find the happiness I used to have..."

Qin Yang was silent for a few seconds, and comforted: "That's because people are in different positions, want different things, and face different things. Many times, it's not us who are living life, but life is pushing us. Let's go."

"...Life is pushing us forward..." Zhuang Mengdie repeated in a low voice, staring at Qin Yang with bright eyes: "You are just a freshman, why do you have such feelings?"

The corners of Qin Yang's mouth curled up slightly, and he replied casually: "There are more and more chicken soup articles on the Internet. If you haven't eaten pork, haven't you seen pigs running?"

"Chicken Soup?"

Zhuang Mengdie said with a smile: "A few years ago, those chicken soup articles for the soul still had something to say, but now, they are all poisonous chicken soup with private goods. After drinking the chicken soup, you see arsenic. It doesn't look like what you said is online. jokes."

Qin Yang shrugged his shoulders: "Otherwise?"

Zhuang Mengdie didn't argue with Qin Yang. Although she is not too old, she still deals with all kinds of people. This vision is indeed not bad. When Qin Yang said this, it was obviously from the bottom of his heart. Touching, and definitely not just talking about the so-called chicken soup.

Zhuang Mengdie was very puzzled, why is Qin Yang so mature and stable, and has such a sense of life when he is so young?

What made his current character?

"After Brother Ming is gone, are you the only one who manages Dynasty Bar?"

Zhuang Mengdie hummed: "Yes, Dynasty Bar is the hard work of me and Brother Ming, and it is also Brother Ming's ambition. He said boldly at the beginning that he wanted to open Dynasty Bar as the largest and most lively bar in Zhonghai. Naturally, I want to help him fulfill this wish, it's just a woman..."

Zhuang Mengdie didn't finish his sentence, but Qin Yang understood the meaning.

The bar was originally a place where fish and dragons mixed together, there were a lot of troubles, and there were many places to deal with in various aspects. If Zhuang Mengdie was a woman to deal with, no matter how capable she was, it would be very difficult, especially since she is so beautiful and seductive. , there must be quite a few people who have thoughts about her.

Qin Yang didn't say much. Everyone has the right to choose their own life. Similarly, if you choose this kind of life, you have to bear the negative side of this kind of life.

If Zhuang Mengdie could let go and sell her Dynasty Bar, then she must have chosen a different life, just for Brother Ming's wish, she was unwilling to do so, and she was still working hard to support it.

"Brother Ming was naturally proud when he was around, but when he's gone, I think he cares more about you. No matter how big the Dynasty Bar is, it has nothing to do with him, but you're not doing well. I think no matter where he is, he will be missed."

Zhuang Mengdie hummed, with a smile in his eyes: "You are not very old, but your mood is very mature, and you are very good at comforting people. You have comforted girls a lot, right?"

Qin Yang said with a smile: "I really haven't comforted the girl much, I'm just empathizing and comparing my heart to my heart."

Zhuang Mengdie bit her lips, and hummed softly: "I understand the truth, but if I can still go on, I still want to try, otherwise, what am I going to do by myself? "

"Even if I don't work in a bar now, I won't starve to death for a long time, but people have to do something to live, otherwise, life will be extremely empty, and my heart will not be at ease..."

Speaking of this, Zhuang Mengdie suddenly showed a bit of self-mockery: "People are actually quite cheap. When they are busy and tired, they always hope that they can do nothing and just play lightly, but what's so annoying?" Even if you don’t do it, when you just play like this, you feel empty and unreliable..."

Qin Yang said with a smile: "The meaning of human existence is to reflect one's own value, a life without value, even oneself will despise oneself."

"Yeah!"

Zhuang Mengdie's eyes lit up: "That's what it means, but I'm tired if I want to realize my own value."

The two chatted all the way, the car quickly arrived at the riverside outside the Pearl Square, Qin Yang stopped the car, and then the two got out of the car.

There are some sand dredgers working on the riverside here during the day, and a cement road has been built along the riverside.

Qin Yang accompanied Zhuang Mengdie along this cement road, and then reached the end of the cement road by the river, but Zhuang Mengdie did not stop, but continued walking on the cobblestones by the river.

There are only two lamps hanging on an iron frame by the riverside, the lights are dim, but Zhuang Mengdie is in high spirits, walking on the slippery cobblestones like a cheerful girl.

Qin Yang looked at Zhuang Mengdie's appearance, and sighed in his heart, perhaps only in this place full of memories, Zhuang Mengdie would let go of the burden in his heart, let go of his disguise, and reveal his true self.

On a raised rock by the river, Zhuang Mengdie climbed up, sat down, and opened the small bag.

"I want to smoke a cigarette, do you smoke?"

Qin Yang smiled: "You smoke, I rarely smoke."

"Well, I seldom smoke, not more than three cigarettes a day. I used to be addicted to cigarettes. Later, I promised Brother Ming that I would not smoke more than three cigarettes a day. Slowly, I got used to it..."

Zhuang Mengdie lit the cigarette, inhaled lightly, raised her delicate face, and exhaled the smoke lightly. The loneliness and loneliness...