Chapter 859 Who Is the Fool?
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Zhuang Mengdie watched Qin Yang and Lan Lingyu discussing the matter of golden silkworm Gu. She didn't interrupt and just listened quietly, but there was a hint of sadness in her eyes.
Practitioners and ordinary people are two completely different worlds.
Although everyone lives together and eats the same food on weekdays, there seems to be no difference on the surface, but after something breaks out, you will find that you cannot intervene in his world at all, even if he encounters difficulties, you There is no way to help him.
This man is so outstanding. Although he never thought of having him for a long time, at this moment, Zhuang Mengdie still felt a little depressed.
Invisible barriers!
Qin Yang accidentally turned his head and saw the look in Zhuang Mengdie's eyes. His heart couldn't help but move slightly, and a complex emotion surged from the bottom of his heart. However, he did not rush to ask. He had already vaguely noticed that Zhuang Mengdie Where did the sadness in his eyes come from.
In this regard, Qin Yang was quite helpless. The affairs of cultivators were indeed too far away from Zhuang Mengdie's world.
While helpless, Qin Yang also reminded himself in his mind that he would try to avoid Zhuang Mengdie when talking about the cultivator circle in the future, not because he couldn't let her know, but because he didn't want her to feel like a helpless audience.
After dinner, Qin Yang was about to go back to his house. He thought for a moment and said, "Sister Zhuang, come with me. I have something for you."
Zhuang Mengdie was stunned for a moment, then smiled and said, "Okay!"
Zhuang Mengdie followed Qin Yang to Qin Yang's room, and then Qin Yang sat down on the sofa. Zhuang Mengdie followed him over, with a slight hesitation on his expression, as if he was wondering where he should sit.
Should he sit next to Qin Yang, or sit on the sofa next to Qin Yang?
Qin Yang raised his head and looked at Zhuang Mengdie's expression, smiled, and patted the place on his right: "Come and sit, we haven't seen you for a while, are you unfamiliar?"
Zhuang Mengdie's eyes lit up, and a smile overflowing from the depths of her heart appeared on her charming face. She walked to Qin Yang and sat down, staring at Qin Yang with bright eyes: "It's you who ignores me. Yes, you still have the nerve to say it?”
Qin Yang looked at Zhuang Mengdie and suddenly stretched out his hand and hugged Zhuang Mengdie's waist.
There was a hint of joy in Zhuang Mengdie's eyes. She leaned slightly against Qin Yang, turned her head to look at Qin Yang's profile, and asked doubtfully, "Why do you feel that you are a little different today?"
Qin Yang smiled, with a slightly complicated look in his eyes: "Maybe it's because I have experienced a lot recently and I have a lot of feelings in my heart. Speaking of which, I haven't had a good chat with you for a long time. Do you hate me?"
Zhuang Mengdie bit her lip, put her arms around Qin Yang, put her face on his shoulder, and said softly: "If you have anything that worries you, you can tell me about it, although I don't have the ability to be like the Lingyu girl. Help you, but at least I can still be a listener..."
Qin Yang shook his head, turned his eyes and looked at Zhuang Mengdie lying on his shoulder, with a mixed mood.
The Love Erosion Gu incident allowed Qin Yang and Zhuang Mengdie to break through the last line of defense between men and women. After that incident, Qin Yang and Zhuang Mengdie became very close, and Zhuang Mengdie was even able to help the naked Qin Yang take a bath. But the two never became intimate again.
Last year, Qin Yang and Han Qingqing spent a summer vacation in England. After returning, they were busy practicing hard to improve their strength, and finally fought against Situ Xiang. Then they went to Cangzhou and Jiangzhou during the New Year, and then went to Japan after returning. Qin Yang, who was busy and a little embarrassed in his heart, also alienated Zhuang Mengdie due to his busyness, maintaining a close but distant relationship.
Qin Yang looked at Zhuang Mengdie and was silent for a few seconds, then suddenly said softly: "I will not marry you."
Zhuang Mengdie was stunned for a moment, with complex emotions welling up in her heart. Even though she had known this for a long time, Qin Yang had never told her so frankly, and he still said it so abruptly.
Qin Yang suddenly spoke so frankly and directly today. What did he want to say, and what stimulated him?
"I know."
Zhuang Mengdie blinked and chuckled: "Didn't we agree on this a long time ago? Why did we suddenly say it so formally?"
Qin Yang frowned slightly, but his eyes were still bright and calm.
"I don't want to make excuses, and I don't want you to make excuses for me."
Zhuang Mengdie pursed her sexy lips and said softly: "Although I occasionally thought that one day you might change your mind and marry me, but I also know that that is just unrealistic. Dream, you can even reject Situ Xiang’s request to marry you, so how can you marry me? Although it is indeed a bit sad, I am still very happy. At least you told me your attitude frankly. "
Zhuang Mengdie's hand gently moved across Qin Yang's chest, with a look of disappointment on his face: "After the Love Erosion Gu incident, our relationship seems to be closer than before, but in fact I feel your alienation, maybe it's Your guilt about the girl you really like, or the guilt that you won’t marry me, or the moral constraints in your heart, make you feel conflicted. You don’t want to hurt me, so you stay close but An estranged relationship..."
Qin Yang took a slow breath while listening to Zhuang Mengdie's soft words.
Yes, who is the fool?
Especially emotional women are naturally extremely sensitive to this kind of emotional alienation, so how can they hide it from others?
It’s nothing more than lying to yourself.
Zhuang Mengdie raised her head: "Why did you reject Situ Xiang? She is a practitioner, smart, beautiful, and powerful. Isn't she a perfect match for you? Or are you planning to marry Wen Yuyan or Han Qingqing? , I think you like the one of them the most, and are you going to marry him? "
There was confusion in Qin Yang's eyes: "Originally I did think so too, and I do like them. Wen Yuyan is beautiful, capable, has a high IQ and high EQ. The master also hopes that I will marry her. Han Qingqing is gentle, and the same She is beautiful and has experienced many life and death crises with me. From a personal perspective, I prefer Han Qingqing, and she will definitely be a good wife and mother, but now I am hesitant..."
Zhuang Mengdie stared at Qin Yang strangely. She knew that Qin Yang liked Wen Yuyan or Han Qingqing. The reason why he didn't marry her was probably because he wanted to treat one of them wholeheartedly, but why did he hesitate to say it all of a sudden?
"why?"
Qin Yang frowned and smiled bitterly: "After all, my strength is still too weak. I have too many enemies and they are too dangerous. I can't guarantee that I can protect their safety. This kind of thing has happened many times, no matter what Whether it was Wen Yuyan or Han Qingqing, they almost lost their lives because of me..."
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