Chapter 464 Evil God Festival · Boathouse
Tears melted on Sheta's face in the water-patterned wall, spreading out layer by layer, turning into a mirror-like bright wall, and the spades reflected Tavel, who was also shedding a tear.
This mirrored water wall is separated between spades and Tavel, just like the glass on the stage before. The two actors look at each other through the glass, but this is a one-way mirror water wall , Spades cannot see Tavel behind the mirror, but Tavel can see the spades behind the mirror.
On the other side of the mirrored water-patterned wall, Bai Liu is standing on the left side of the spades, and on the side refracted by the mirror, Bai Liu is standing on the right of Tavel, and Bai Liu on the mirror side said with a smile:
"What does it feel like to see your own container cry, Tavel?"
Bai Liu chuckled and whispered in Tavel's ear: "Didn't you already accept all this, then why are your tears falling at this moment?"
"What are you suffering, my child?"
"You are in pain, and your vessel will also meet the white willow."
A water-patterned wall suddenly opened on Tavel's left hand, and there was a picture of Bai Liu suddenly reaching out and grabbing the spade's hand that had just stepped into the game pool. Looking over at him, he whispered his name: "Bai Liu"
Bai Liu said softly, "Read it together."
On Tavel's right hand, another water-patterned wall was opened, and inside was a picture of two people in the edge of the jungle watching the mechanical manual together.
"Sleeping together."
In the water-patterned wall, Spades hugged Bai Liu who was trying to struggle with his hands and feet, and hid under the bed, their breaths intertwined intimately.
"kiss."
Another water-marked wall appeared, and Spade looked down at Bai Liu, whose eyes were closed, and slowly leaned down.
Tavel's fingers curled around the handle of the chair, breathing quicker and closing his eyes.
"I don't want to see it." He didn't turn his head away.
"Why don't you want to watch it, my child." Bai Liu bent down, and he looked at the picture of two people kissing on the water-marked wall in front of Tavel from behind Tavel's shoulder with interest, "Are you jealous?"
"—Jealous about the container you are a human being, about to have the white willow you dreamed of, jealous of this container is just like you, because you were loved by Bailiu, from a lonely and cold creature to a soul with a soul monster."
"Jealous that spades will see, hug, and kiss that happy white willow that you only wish for at the expense of your soul."
"Yes." Tavel was silent for a long time before slowly opening his eyes, looking at the picture on the water-marked wall, and admitting softly, "I am jealous of him and my container."
"I suffer from being jealous and not being able to have."
Countless transparent threads of silk fluttered down from the depths of the stars in the universe like falling snow, and fell on Tavel's body, shrouding him in a cocoon called [Pain], and he could not even see his face, only to hear him. The sound penetrated these silk threads and came out lightly and peacefully.
"But I know it's not his fault, he doesn't have the right to choose how he was born, it's all just a game for you."
"The relationship between me, Bai Liu, and Spades is the relationship between God, sacrifice, and servant."
"One of the three of us must be a god, one is a sacrifice due to God, and the other is a servant who guards the sacrifice."
The threads on Tavel's body fell more and more, and the voice became more and more subtle:
"No matter who becomes a god, who is a sacrifice, and who is a servant, everyone is suffering."
"So in order to prevent Bai Liu from becoming a god, you chose the most painful way to make a wish when you made a wish." Bai Liu raised his eyebrows with interest and asked, "Did you deliberately let the spades be born?"
Tavel was silent for a long time before answering, "Yes."
His gaze passed through the densely wrapped silk thread, and looked at the white willow in the water-patterned wall screen who pushed away the spades indifferently, with mottled light and shadows swaying in his pupils, and his tone was very light:
"I can't think of a second way to make Bai Liu happy and at the same time make me miserable."
"It's a great sacrifice." Bai Liuyu smiled, "The plan that you and Lu Yizhan cooperated with was perfect. According to your plan, you will become my heir, become an evil god, guard the door and not let it go. Here comes the heresy on the other side, so that the functioning of the world line will return to normal."
"Bai Liu will have his memory sealed by Lu Yizhan, grow up normally under his care, and become a mediocre ordinary person in this mundane world, and then encounter the container you were stripped from, which is the spade, and unfold a light story. A comedic love story."
"Lu Yizhan won the game, others won world peace, and Bai Liu won relatives, friends, and lovers."
"Only you, my poor child." Bai Liu put his hand on Tavel's silken shoulder and patted it as if pity, "You have lost the few things you have, look at this by the door A world line where everyone is happy becomes a lonely and miserable soul."
"This is actually the best ending you can imagine."
"But what you didn't expect is." Bai Liu put his hand in front of the water-marked wall facing Tavel, snapped his fingers, and smiled, "Someone did not follow what you and Lu Yizhan expected. Keep going."
The picture that was playing on the water-patterned wall stopped for a while, and began to play backwards rapidly. All the pictures were intertwined into pieces, and finally stopped at the picture of fourteen-year-old Xiao Bailiu lying by the pond with distracted eyes.
At that time, Lu Yizhan had just used his skills to forcefully erase all Xiao Bailiu's memories of Sheeta.
Lu Yizhan asked Bai Liu if he would like to change his name and escape from here, but Xiao Bai Liu, who should not remember anything, turned to look at the pond and said hoarsely:
"I don't accept changing too many names."
Lu Yizhan asked why.
Bai Liu's eyes were blank and he said in a trance: "...I don't know, I always feel that maybe someone...will come to me with my original name."
"I don't want him to find me."
Tavel's pupils, which were hidden in countless threads, shrank suddenly.
"It's surprising, isn't it?" Bai Liu laughed, "I'm also surprised that Bai Liu can still remember you, the memory erasure skill I gave to Lu Yizhan is a god-level world line skill of the same level as mine, which is the Said, even God can't completely erase Bai Liu's memory of you."
"He doesn't know who you are, or your relationship with him, but instinctively does what will keep you."
The picture in the water-marked wall turned into a time when Lu Yizhan and Xiao Bailiu escaped from the orphanage.
At the moment when they were about to escape from the orphanage, Bai Liu suddenly turned around and ran back: "Wait a minute, I'm going to get something."
"What?" Lu Yizhan was so anxious, "They're going to chase after them!"
Bai Liu didn't hesitate: "It's something very important."
When Bai Liu ran out panting with something, Lu Yizhan was startled - it was a blood-stained bandage and a storybook that was torn and glued.
The picture in the middle of the water-patterned wall is turned again, slightly older, and looks like seventeen or eighteen years old. Bai Liu, who is wearing a school uniform, is standing on the street, staring at a doll beckoning to him next to a shopping mall with a grand opening.
Then Bai Liu walked up and looked directly into the doll's eyes: "Hello."
The doll was stunned, and then took off his headgear, revealing a stunned real person inside: "You, how are you? Is there something wrong?"
"I want to ask." Bai Liu asked calmly, "How much does it cost to do this for a month?"
The person in the doll was stunned, and he scratched his head helplessly: "Look at the clothes, are you still a high school student? There is no vacation now, you should study hard before making money."
"It's very tiring to do this. Look at me, and I'll pay me 60 yuan after hanging around here for a long time. I'm sweating all over."
"I'm not afraid of being tired." Bai Liu nodded and thanked, "Is it sixty a day? Thank you."
After he got the answer, he turned around and left, but the man in the doll stopped him a little uncontrollably: "Hey! Do you have any difficulties? Are there any adults at home to support?"
Bai Liu's back stopped, he didn't look back, and answered calmly, "I don't know."
"But I feel like I still have someone to support."
The man behind didn't hear it clearly, only heard the second half of the sentence, and persuaded again: "That doesn't have to be a baby, it's very little money."
"I don't want it, he wants it." Bai Liu's tone was cold, "but he probably can't do it well, so I'll do it."
【How much money can you earn by playing dolls? Can it feed the two of us? 】
[I don't need you to support me, and you can't afford it either, you can just take care of yourself. 】
Bai Liu raised the corners of his mouth:
"Bai Liuming doesn't remember you, but since you disappeared, he has never stopped looking for your traces in this world line where your existence has been erased."
"Although Bai Liu has never been found, he has never doubted your existence."
Bai Liu stretched out his hand and stroked the water-patterned wall lightly. The picture on the water-patterned wall changed again, he said with a low smile:
"Even if he suspected that he was mentally ill, he never doubted your existence."
A white willow appeared in the water-patterned wall. He looked like he was in his twenties. He was sitting in a poorly equipped community psychological consultation room. He looked at the psychiatrist opposite and explained himself calmly. 's condition:
"...I always feel that when I was about fourteen, I seemed to have met someone who was very important to me. He was probably so tall, and he should be very good-looking. I can't remember, his eyes are silver blue. , It seems to make people crazy, but I have checked many times, and I have never found this person's information."
The psychiatrist opposite read Bai Liu's case and paused:
"It's Mr. Bai Liu. Some children who were very lonely in childhood would imagine a friend by themselves. These friends sometimes have some surreal features, a bit like some kind of fairy tale monster."
"But this kind of fantasy usually doesn't last into adulthood?" Bai Liu asked calmly, "I may indeed be mentally ill, but this person cannot be imagined by me."
"because……"
Bai Liu suddenly fell silent.
The psychiatrist looked up and asked, "Why?"
Bai Liu raised his eyes: "Because I can feel that he is not a friend I imagined, nor is he a monster."
"He's a very important person to me."
Bai Liu smiled and whispered in Tavel's ear, who was shrouded in silk threads:
"Bai Liu still loves you."
"Love the soul you abandoned and sacrificed."
A tear slowly fell from Tavel's eyes, and all the water-marked walls in front of him were cracked like a smashed mirror, and countless silk threads flew up from his body, detaching from his body, as if a grand Snowfall replay.
"No," Tavel whispered through tears, reaching for the threads that were leaving him. "Don't tell me this."
"Don't let me know he still loves me."
Tavel looked at the white willow in the fragments of the water-marked wall, tears fell drop by drop, and his voice was hoarse:
"This way I can't continue to suffer, and it will be his turn to suffer."
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