I Want to Be a Hero Who Can Connect Dimensions Chapter 703
"Then the spoils obtained in this battle brought even greater disasters...The ambitious people controlled by greed and arrogance will do everything in order to evolve into a superior person, continuing the predecessor to establish an organization called the Church of Healing, The evil experiment was continued in the name of treating patients, but Maria, who obviously felt remorse after experiencing the massacre in the small fishing village, became the guardian of the experimental building."
"Is this considered regret?" Sakura Kyoko raised her eyebrows, "If you really regret it, you should kill those careerists."
"That's why I said she is a contradictory person..." Jon shrugged, and then continued: "I knew it was wrong, but I chose to stay in the experimental building to take care of those patients who were destined to be unable to be treated successfully. Though loved by his patients, he committed suicide because he could not forgive his past, and was imprisoned in a nightmare."
Kos is not the first high-ranking person to appear in the blood-cursed world, but his death should have accelerated the research of the Healing Church to evolve into a high-ranking person, but Jon didn't say much about this aspect, he I don't know too much, and I can't guarantee that it is 100% correct.
After speaking, the room fell into silence.
Such a past seemed too heavy, so Sakura Kyoko finally turned off the game console.
"Suddenly I'm not in the mood..." Sakura Kyoko dropped the game controller, lay on the floor in a big character shape, then rolled over, patted Jon's arm, and asked, "Since she has already committed suicide, Why do you still come here?"
This is what Sakura Kyoko doesn't understand. Since Maria chose to commit suicide because she couldn't forgive her past, even if her soul was imprisoned by nightmares, she probably wouldn't come here.
"Who knows, but since she is a guest, there must be a reason for her, maybe she just hasn't discovered it yet."
Saying that, Jon turned his head.
"Where's Sakura?"
"Wasn't it still there just now?"
...
In the coffee shop.
Maria was still sitting quietly by herself, and then she heard the sound of the door being opened behind her.
It was Matou Sakura who pushed the door and walked in. After hearing Jon say that Maria became remorseful because of participating in the hunt, she guessed the reason why Maria appeared here. Of course, she was not very sure. So I wanted to come and ask.
Noticing Matou Sakura's behavior of coming directly to her after pushing the door in, Maria looked down at Matou Sakura.
"Is there any doubt, my child."
It's not your child! Matou Sakura snorted softly in her heart, looked back and found that Ganqiao was still in a coma, and then said: "You are not Maria, or you are not just Maria, right?"
Maria was taken aback by this sentence, and it took several seconds before she answered.
"Profound question..." Maria took off her gloves and looked at her slender, white fingers, "Yes, I have committed suicide, so can I still be considered my real self?"
Maria herself could not answer this question, because she was also cursed by Kos.
Then, she turned her gaze to Matou Sakura again, and asked gently: "Why did you ask this question suddenly? My child."
"Attitude." Matou Sakura directly pointed out the evidence she found, "From the second time on, your attitude towards me changed too much."
At the beginning, Matou Sakura didn't notice too many abnormalities, but after hearing Jon say that Maria might feel remorse and self-blame for killing Kos, so she didn't fall into the trap like other hunters. She was aware of this when Beast became mad due to endless hunting.
Maybe Maria didn't even realize it, but she probably has a trace of the will of the superior Kos in her body!
The desperation of a mother who failed to give birth to an offspring, and the obsession of a child who longed to be born in this world, when the two are mixed together, it is very likely that Maria came here.
When Matou Sakura told her discovery, Maria was also silent.
She thought of the rare experience of calming down in the nightmare after she returned from this dream to the nightmare.
Then she understood, understood the meaning of her coming here.
If she could, she wanted to comfort the child who was not born because of human greed.
"My child, thank you..." Maria stood up from her seat, and half-kneeled on the ground, looking at Matou Sakura's beautiful eyes, as if thanking her for her help.
"It's just to help Jon." Matou Sakura said, she wanted to prove that she was much more useful than that stupid clerk who had been sleeping all the time.
but...
"But the idea of possessing your father is still wrong, it will turn into a beast in your heart."
Matou Sakura froze. When Jon realized that Matou Sakura had come to the coffee shop, and then pushed the door to enter, he found that Matou Sakura had changed her previous behavior of rejecting Maria and sat next to Maria. Judging from his small movements, it seems a little reluctant.
After seeing Jon coming in, Matou Sakura breathed a sigh of relief, ran to Jon's side, grabbed his palm and motioned him to bend down, as if he had something to say.
Jon bent down, but to his surprise, Matou Sakura was talking about Maria.
Come with a trace of the will of the superior Kos? Jon didn't think about this before, but he didn't rule out the possibility.
This also made Jon a little curious.
"So what's your next plan, Ms. Maria?" Jon asked.
"I think it might be a good choice to watch the birth of a new life up close." Maria took off her three-cornered hat for the first time, revealing her beautiful silver shoulder-length hair, and smiled at Jon.
At this moment, the smile on Maria's face was very gentle, as if she would patiently hold the palms of the patients in the laboratory building when she was taking care of them, and then comfort them with the gentlest voice.
"I understand, I will help you." Jon nodded, but he was a little doubtful whether such an act would be successful.
...
Maria's request was not too much, she just wanted to watch the birth of a new life up close, and her body had already died, leaving only her soul, so no matter how weird her clothes were to the people of Guishi , Ordinary people can't see her existence.
But just as Jon thought at the beginning, if Maria really came with a trace of the will of Kos, the superior, she would not be satisfied so easily.
Just as Jon thought, after returning to the office from the nightmare again, Maria took off her hat and put her fingers crossed in front of her.
"Although the nightmare is still calm, I can feel that... what I see and what I feel cannot satisfy the other party..."
There was a trace of confusion in Maria's eyes.
After realizing that the nightmare was gradually subsiding, she really felt hope, the hope that she could repay the sins she had committed.
Even if she can't make up for it completely, she wants to work hard to do it.
She thought that the mother who failed to give birth and the child who was eager to be born in this world needed the joy that people showed when a new life was born in this world, so she came to the hospital with the help of Jon, Witnessing those new lives descending into this world, the mother who witnessed the birth of a child will smile from the bottom of her heart even though her face is pale.
She then returned to the nightmare with these memories.
But things aren't getting any better for Nightmare.
Was it the wrong target?
"I have this problem too..." Jon wanted to say that he couldn't help it, but then he remembered something that he couldn't remember clearly.
He remembered that in the Curse of Blood game, if the player brought the "Yanan Stone" to the fishing village and handed it over to the priest of the fishing village, he would say excitedly:
"Kos, dear son of Kos."
"Time is endless, the sea rumbles in the distance, yet we can feel the strong love of our mother."