Chapter 74: Going Hand in Hand, Taking Into Account Both Internal and External Aspects

What is romance?

Romantic in a broad sense means indulgent; poetic, full of fantasy; informal.

She finally understood the definition and meaning of this word, but she didn't understand. She didn't understand why such a boring and illusory thing was so longed for and sought after by human beings.

So, she took out her mobile phone again and chose to go online to find the answer.

In the end, I felt that Lin Chaoyu was just like that. No matter how many books she read and how rich her knowledge was, she still wasn't as "complete" as she was online.

The Internet is really a good thing. It is so convenient and brings together the thoughts, understanding, and efforts of countless people... Here, people can often find answers to most questions easily.

Through the Internet, I finally learned that romance is not only "illusory" but can also be a way of life.

Romance is a way to make the person you like feel happy and beautiful, and it is also an attitude towards life.

However, after getting the answer, she once again fell into a deeper doubt, that is, she seemed to have experienced...all the so-called romantic lifestyle?

In other words, Wutong has done it all for her.

Wutong had sent her flowers; cooked for her; had a candlelight dinner with her that was unique between two people; held hands with her, and the two of them naturally had other more intimate actions; and also made her with his own hands. The gift she loves... In short, as long as it is a romantic lifestyle that can be seen on the Internet, Wutong has done it for her.

This also made Zhongyan suspicious, could it be that... Wutong found the "strategy" on the Internet.

Wutong has done so many things for her, but the strange thing is that in the end, he can't feel the happiness and beauty that people call him.

Moreover, she believed that everything Wutong did was from his sincerity. Even if it was not true, he must have put his heart into it. It is impossible for someone who is not sincere and careless to achieve that level.

So, I finally wrote a "post" and posted my doubts online, hoping to get answers.

Then...she received crazy "trolls" from countless people and received countless "blessings".

Some people say that she is ignorant of blessings and is spoiled; some say that she is showing off her superiority; some say that she is "fishing"; some directly scold her, greet her relatives, and call her "green tea"...

Some people also made her posts into pictures or videos and circulated them in major communication groups and "communities", which gave her online name a higher "popularity", earned her more abuse, and also made countless singles Girls and "licking dogs" break the defense...

The Internet is a mask, a hypocritical mask, but it connects people's hearts. People who wear it occasionally reveal their true colors.

People's joys and sorrows are not the same, but some things can cause public anger, and the Internet is also a "venting outlet."

The emotionally weak Ming Yan doesn't care about these abuses and curses, because she really has no father or mother.

She only felt disappointed because her doubts were not answered.

After being disappointed, she finally had a deeper thought, that is, whether her current life is like what people have criticized, and she is not aware of the blessings in the midst of blessings.

yes.

Her life is what countless people dream of but cannot achieve, but what people don't know is that no one can bear what she has experienced.

The final experience made it difficult for her to personally feel the happiness and beauty that humans understand.

A person's childhood misfortune may take a lifetime to heal, but the final "pain" may never be cured.

Compared to humans, she is simply too strong.

After figuring this out, he finally understood more clearly why Wutong didn't dare to trust her.

There is a reason for the difference in "position", but it is also because she is not worthy of being trusted.

She has a "sickness", a mental "sickness", a "sickness" in which she cannot feel the beauty.

If she were Wutong, would she trust herself? Do you dare to trust yourself?

Don't dare.

If her "illness" is not cured for a day, she will not gain any human "trust".

One thought becomes a god, one thought becomes a devil.

Thinking of this, Yan Yan almost turned "black". Fortunately, the bell of the golden bracelet on her left wrist suddenly made two clear and sweet "ding" sounds, "hooking" her thoughts back. Make her "sober" instantly.

Except for Wutong, no one knew that the world was almost destroyed, and that the efforts of generations of human beings were almost in vain.

That's how dangerous it is after all.

The study was very quiet, except for the last person. The golden bracelet exuding restraint made her feel a slight tingling.

Finally, he took off the bracelet and let it regain his composure, then placed it on the coffee table, quietly waiting for Wutong's arrival.

In a moment,

Seeing that Wutong didn't appear, he finally thought about it, picked up the bracelet again, and put it back on his wrist.

As expected of him, his mental quality is so good that he can handle this.

To be honest, even Zhongyan herself felt a little scared. She almost did something irreversible.

It is true that she cannot feel happiness and beauty, but this does not mean that she wants to lose this happiness and beauty.

In the end, I don't want my future to become "dark", without any hope.

She had tasted the taste of "despair" and it was very unpleasant. She didn't like eating it, so she liked the taste of "hope" very much.

As long as her life can go on peacefully and stably, her "hope" will become more and more "accumulated".

Everyone hopes that they can live better and better and more wonderfully, and eventually she will be no exception. She hopes that she can be "cured".

What she wants is not simply powerful, otherwise, she could have turned herself into an unconscious "god", an eternal and absolute rule, an existence that overrides all things, what Wutong calls...a qualified god, feel God who cannot suffer pain.

After finally experiencing pain, the feeling was not pleasant, so she also wanted to taste the "beautiful" taste.

Fortunately, her "starting point" was very high.

Wutong belongs to her.

As long as she can cooperate well with Wutong, then she may be "cured" and get everything she wants.

Jiuyan doesn't fully trust Wutong yet. It's impossible to trust anyone until her "disease" is cured. However, she can give Wutong a certain amount of trust.

In this case, then...how to cooperate with Wutong?

It was said on the Internet that human love is not a one-sided effort. Eventually, she thought that she should also do something for Wutong, such as... romantic things.

How to be romantic?

In fact, it is very simple. In the end, I feel that as long as she imitates the heart-warming things that Wutong has done for her, and does them for Wutong, it is probably the so-called romance.

Maybe...it can also make Wutong "fall" in advance! Make him fall in love with you.

Although this probability is very low.

Zhongyan knew Wutong very well and knew that that guy was particularly "pretentious". The prerequisite for him to fall in love with someone was that they both loved each other.

But what if?

Human beings are complex and anything can happen.

However, there was a trace of hesitation in the end.

If the romantic lifestyle is to "copy" what Wutong has done, isn't it a bit too simple? A bit...too formal?

Finally I know that romance should not be a formal thing.

Therefore, she wanted to do something different, something special and different, something that could make Wutong feel a "little surprise".

However, in the end, she was a little worried about this. She was afraid that she would mess up and turn the "little surprise" into a "little fright."

Humans are not stupid. The romantic lifestyle summarized by humans is definitely more suitable for human preferences, and naturally also suits Wutong's preferences. "Copying" is the best choice.

After thinking about it, I finally decided to "grasp it with both hands", trying to do something special on the one hand, and something traditional on the other.

Wutong is not that stingy. Even if she messes up, Wutong probably won't be angry. Besides, who said that "little scares" are not "romantic"?

So, how can we create some special "little surprises"?

In the end, she couldn't figure it out, or in other words, she figured it out, but wasn't sure whether to do it or not.

Forget it, let’s start with something traditional and then perfect it with a special “romantic” touch.

Zhongyan is different from Kiana. She will think carefully before deciding to do anything. She learned this from humans and Honkai Will.

While Wutong was finally thinking about romantic things to do for Wutong, Wutong was... coaxing Mebius.

Of course he knew that just now, something seemed to have gone wrong in the end, but after waiting for two seconds and seeing that nothing happened, Wutong was relieved and did not "activate" part of the "backup" he had prepared before. .

It seemed like nothing serious happened, she figured it out on her own.

Wutong understands that at this time, what he should do most is probably to accompany Mo Yan. However, Mebius is equally important.

No, it should be said that Mebius's position in Wutong's heart is more important than that of Endgame.

If you're not happy in the end, then you're not happy. She's been unhappy all year round, has a straight face, and will enlighten herself.

It's okay for Snake to be unhappy, she is Wutong's "baby".

In the past few days, Wutong has been very busy and has not come to visit Mebius, which makes Snake a bit neglected.

So, when something suddenly happened to him and he needed to use Mebius, Wutong found that things seemed to have become difficult to handle, and Snake had a little mood.

Moreover, Snake didn't hide it at all. Her pouted mouth was just for Wutong to see.

Sigh... It's so difficult to be a human being. You have to take care of your career and family, and you have to take care of three families.

"that……"

"Don't touch me! Who are you?!" Mebius pulled back the white coat in Wutong's hand with a very rude attitude.

"...I'm your father." Wutong's way of coaxing people is a bit special.

"..."

Mebius was stunned and so angry that he picked up the passing sweeping robot and was about to hit Wutong on the head.

"I'm still your mother!"

"Hey? Don't touch me! Who are you?! I'm warning you, if you touch me again, I will fight back!"

Wutong is physically stronger than Mebius, and he can forcefully hold the cute little Snake in his arms.