Chapter 473 Archives (3)
Xia Siyu still didn't speak, but Bo Yan didn't continue to plead. Talking so much is not as good as doing it. He leaned down and hugged her tightly. It was also rare for Xia Siyu not to reject him, and felt that this posture was not comfortable, so she changed to a more comfortable one, and cooperated with it if she felt happy.
But this kind of cooperation made Bo Yan feel extremely terrified.
In the traditional concept of Huaxia, when a man has an intimate relationship with a woman, a woman will generally have a different emotion towards this man. Even if it's not ancient times, if you touch this woman, you must be responsible. But after all, after having a substantive relationship, there are always some subtle differences between the two.
But Xia Siyu did not. He originally thought that when Xia Siyu said that there was no emotional intimacy, he was just talking casually. She was just showing off, and she treated him a little differently. But now, she can enjoy it and cooperate with him, but she is very defensive, not showing any gaps to him.
Even though they were so close and intimate now, she screamed when she was happy, and left a few teeth marks on his shoulders, but her eyes were still cold and could not penetrate to the bone.
He didn't want to control her life, nor did he want to control her. But he wanted her to accept himself, and wanted to restore a normal family life as a couple through his own efforts.
But things backfired, even at this point, she was still unwilling to accept him.
What exactly should he do to pry open her defenses and enter her heart? For a moment, Bo Yan even thought, let her get pregnant.
With the entanglement of blood, and the flesh and blood raised by two people, after all, there is something different, right?
But this idea just passed by in a flash, and was quickly ruled out by him. She is an artist, and being pregnant at this time is tantamount to ruining her career and the honor and status she pursued for the rest of her life. How many female artists have since faded out of the entertainment industry because of marriage and childbirth. Even if he manages to come back, he won't be the same as before.
This society is more harsh on women, especially female artists. He couldn't let his selfishness ruin Xia Siyu's work and her pursuit.
He loves her, not hurt her.
But at the last moment, he hugged her, turned her face to him, and watched the self in her pupils gradually blur. He didn't kiss, just hugged, and then his voice whispered in her ear: "What should I do?"
You will promise me?
Xia Siyu didn't answer, and he didn't continue to ask, the two fell down while maintaining their embrace.
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However, Bo Yan's efforts have changed a little.
The next morning, after the two washed and tidied up, they set off together to the archives.
After the embarrassing "revenge" last night, Wei Jingjing already knew the relationship between these two people completely. At this time, she was not surprised to see Xia Siyu and Bo Yan set off together.
The same goes for Xia Siyu, since everyone here is a buddy anyway, so she doesn't have to worry about who will spread the word, and she no longer rejects contact with Bo Yan, the two went downstairs together and took the same car.
Director Liu was in charge of receiving the archives. Bo Yan gave him the letter of introduction, and he happily let him go. When you come to the archives, you must first use the computer to search for the search direction, find out the general bibliography, and then find the corresponding bookshelf.
But the letter of introduction only introduced two, so Song Fengzhi and Wei Jingjing didn't follow up.