Chapter 1100 Divine Awakening

Except for Mo Rendi, the special group did not notice anything obviously wrong.

Originally, the presence of GM was not strong. They can still vaguely remember that there was a special advisor named "GM" in the group, but they also forgot what it looked like. Under the influence of "correction", everyone took this "weird" as a matter of course to explain it with "GM's special ability".

They reasonably doubt that the GM is the "first" apostle.

At least that's how they are misunderstood now.

Taking advantage of this opportunity, Yi Lin devoted herself to seclusion and spent two months on the top of the snow mountain to understand the true meaning of "sense of existence".

"Will my existence be 'diluted' from human memory?"

two months later.

Yi Lin stepped out of the Mount Everest cave, he looked back at the residence behind him, and subconsciously rubbed the [Xia Xue Heart] on his chest, feeling a touch of sadness in his heart.

Time is a terrible force.

It can subtly affect everything, including memory.

Yi Lin squinted her eyes and looked directly at the sun.

The sun was a bit dazzling, Yi Lin waved her hand towards the sky, and in an instant, the brightness of the sun dimmed a bit.

"It's nothing more than a huge source of light and heat."

Yi Lin nodded at the just right lighting, expressing his satisfaction, he drew a circle with his right hand, drew a portal, and stepped into it.

As Yi Lin moved, his body surface was covered with a layer of faintly visible streamer. Every time he took a step, there was a stream of data intertwined with "1" and "0" behind him, which turned into dust and dissipated in the flying air. in the snow.

At this time, "Yirin" had already moved into Qingcheng, entered Qingcheng High School, bought a bunch of dummies, and began to work silently for "killing Henry Zhang". Every time Yi Lin thinks of this matter, she can't help mourning Henry Zhang for a few seconds. The meaning of his existence is like an indispensable "gear" in the historical process. Henry Zhang has become a part of history, no matter how many times it is cycled, His survival is meaningless, on the contrary, "Henry Henry's death" can promote history, what an irony.

No, Henry Zhang is no longer a simple "person", but a blessing, a totem, and a concept, and Henry Zhang deserves to be sublimated.

Thank you for your hard work, old classmate.

In the old apartment, "Yirin" was practicing cutting her throat meticulously. He is like a tireless robot, counting silently again and again, only practicing 50 times a day, no more, no less.

Yi Lin opened the diary and began to record. When he was writing the observation log for "myself", Xiaoxi appeared behind him and yawned big: "Hug."

Hug everyday, hold high, hold high again.

Our goddess lay back in her mother's arms contentedly: "Looking at my former self, how do you feel?"

"Mood?" Yi Lin pondered for a moment, and then asked a little puzzled: "Is it very important?"

Xiaoxi opened her pink and tender mouth in a round "O" shape, stayed there for a moment, then shook her head: "It's not important."

Yi Lin continued to bow her head, writing in the diary. While writing, Yi Lin remembered something: "How much of your strength has recovered?"

"15.4%." Xiaoxi reported a figure accurately: "But I can't interfere."

"I know, I just asked." Yi Lin nodded calmly. He didn't have any hope for Xiaoxi in the first place. If Xiaoxi could get off at will, the higher-ups would certainly turn the tables. This obviously does not conform to the following "history". Over the years, Yi Lin has constantly updated his information, trying to deduce a "bright" future based on the history he knows, but he found helplessly that he could not deduce it, because this closed loop has not been broken for a day, and the correction and Distortion interferes with the world, and it will not stop.

Xiaoxi looked at Yi Lin who was getting more and more calm, she bit her lip, although she was happy to see this kind of result, but when Yi Lin really started to go that way, Xiaoxi couldn't help but secretly feel sorry for Yi Lin. Rin felt distressed, he was carrying too many things, too heavy.

But Xiaoxi shook her head, and quickly put aside unnecessary thoughts.

The nature of God is closely related to the degree of recovery of power. The current Xiaoxi's divinity is more "immature" and she is going back. She cannot be compared with the "young woman Xi" back then.

"By the way, I'm curious, what kind of existence is Merlin?" While writing, Yi Lin thought of the great sage Merlin who was wandering in the sea, and asked casually.

Since Xiaoxi sealed the supervisor's "eye of insight", she has fallen into an unprecedented weak state. She only dozes off and asks for hugs. It's rare that Xiaoxi wakes up today, and Yi Lin quickly asks if she has any questions.

"I didn't find a record of 'Merlin' in your [Voyage Log]."

"Of course, I deleted it." Xiaoxi said confidently.

"Huh? But he's still there."

"You read my voyage log, you should know what a 'sage' is."

"There are too many data, I didn't have time to interpret them one by one. But I can roughly understand that 'sage' is similar to 'Mo Rendi'. In a certain artifact, 'sage' is enough to constitute a 'key support point'. , and can be understood as 'the protagonist of the world'. Merlin is that?"

"Yes, and no." Xiaoxi spread her hands: "The guy named 'Merlin' was a 'God's Creation' in the early settings. I spent a lot of resources and called the sealed 'Uruk' With the 'Atlantis' technology, I also secretly went to the next door to borrow a little bit of the 'Ancient Blood Race' blood to create the 'Saint', but unfortunately, it turned out to be useless in the end."

Yi Lin narrowed her eyes: "Borrow?"

Xiaoxi straightened her chest, and said confidently, "Borrow!"

"But why keep it?"

"It took a lot of resources to create it, don't waste it."

"understood."

"Sercia von Einzbern, Merlin, Kotomine, they will jointly create your 'death'..." Xiao Xi started to feel sleepy as she spoke, "You gradually begin to understand,' Admin' duties. But..."

Xiao Xi closed her eyes.

"But what?"

"Well, it's nothing." Xiaoxi shook her head.

"Are you making an old mistake again?"

"No, really not." Xiaoxi shook her head vigorously.

Of course, Yi Lin is used to it, and he wasn't really angry, but just complained, and he smiled slightly: "Progress is always accompanied by sacrifices...necessary sacrifices."

Xiaoxi: "For victory."

Yi Lin: "For victory."

...

Yi Lin stayed away from the special group, away from Mo's enemies, away from Molly, and away from the capital.

He is very clear that the seemingly peaceful world at this moment is secretly turbulent.

Connor on the other side of the sea.

The leader Gu Tianqing is lurking in the dark.

Miriam of the West.

There is also Lao Hei, the famine knight who hides in the dark in the barren land.

Yi Lin was able to observe their actions from the side through her administrator means. What they are doing now is just helplessly following the trajectory of history, trying to play the role of "destiny" in this closed loop.

The world is a closed loop.

He will become an administrator, secretly intervene in "Yirin", and "Yirin" will follow the footsteps of the past, go to "death", become the struggling "undead" in hell, climb over the mountain of corpses and sea of ​​​​blood, and return. Then, become an administrator again.

No matter how this closed loop was born, the moment it becomes a closed loop, it means that there is no hope here.

Xiaoxi said that this time, unlike the other nine times, she made Yi Lin fall in love with a woman named "Xia Ruxue".

Will this seemingly insignificant change break this hopeless closed loop?

Yi Lin closed her eyes, looking into the world. There seemed to be a fire hidden in his heart, a silent anger, and he longed to burn everything, burn... them.

"Yes, Xia Ruxue."

...

Three years later.

July 8, 2121.

That day, it was raining cats and dogs.

In the rainstorm, "Yirin" put on a raincoat, held a dagger, and sneaked into Henry Zhang's house.

Henry Zhang was summoned and survived the trial of preparing an apostle.

"It took me 832 days to become good friends with you in the eyes of my classmates..."

"Yirin" looked at the corpse lying in front of him, and said the numbers in his memory in a strict manner.

The administrator Yi Lin is on the side, silently observing "myself many years ago".

He finally understood that the obsessive-compulsive disorder he was sensitive to numbers back then was not a disease. "Yirin" was born from the data of Xie Paradise's countless operations. At the moment of his birth, the world was "distorted" and "corrected". Now Yilin seems to have just gradually changed from a "machine" to a "machine". Human", he has the memory generated by "distortion", but he has no "humanity".

Yi Lin rubbed her chin, lost in thought: "When did I start to gradually become like a person?"

"Yirin" took the apostle ID, disappeared in place, and entered the inner world.

...

[July 8, 2121]

"I" became the apostle.

ID: 1010.

This seems to be an arranged number.

I watched myself helplessly, stabbed Henry Zhang again, and my heart was like still water.

Maybe this scene is too familiar, I don't feel anything.

In the past three years, I have been observing "me".

Xiaoxi often sleeps, and every time she wakes up, she hesitates to speak.

I know what she's worried about.

From her [voyage log], I can see that she wants me to be a "real" person.

But,

Maybe,

In the end, I will live up to her expectations.

Because, I know one thing very well.

In the process of continuously building the infinite throne, my "divinity" has awakened.

sorry.

My goddess, Hee.

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