Chapter 457 Can You Feel Peaceful After Flowers?
Seeing the endless stream of students walking out of the campus like birds breaking free from a cage, Gao Ge squinted his eyes as if he saw his former self.
After entering the Dragon Pavilion, Gao Ge slowly began to reminisce about his former campus life.
Just like many people who drop out of school and work, they often regret that they did not go to school. Some of them feel that they have suffered from being uneducated, and some of them actually just miss the carefree days of campus. The last few are I think—what the hell, the women outside are too realistic, and the school girls are better at fooling around!
Once the campus life is over, it can never go back. This is like what was written in "The Besieged City"-people in the city want to come out, and people in the city want to go in.
Life has always been like this. When I was just a child, I longed to grow up. When I grew up, I longed to go back to my childhood. When I was single, I longed to have a lover who would accompany me day and night. I miss the casual and free and easy time when I was free. How can there be such a good thing in the world? What goes with growth is responsibility and suffering. Everyone grows up slowly in suffering, and what goes with freedom is loneliness, where you let yourself go.
When school is over, the woman's business gradually gets busy.
After being busy for a while, I became a little overwhelmed.
"Let me help you." Gao Ge volunteered.
The woman hesitated for a moment, then nodded, but frowned, faintly feeling that something was wrong.
With Gao Ge's help, the woman's pressure was obviously relieved a lot.
She stretched her brows and looked towards the school gate, as if she was looking for something.
More and more students came out, and fewer and fewer people came out, and finally sporadic, in twos and threes.
"Why haven't you come out yet..." The woman rubbed the bridge of her nose anxiously.
"Are you looking for your daughter?" Gao Ge asked.
The woman looked at him warily: "How do you know?"
Gao Ge was slightly taken aback, and said with a smile: "You just said, your son left you and his sister and left."
The woman thought about it, and smiled awkwardly: "Sorry, I forgot what I said."
"fine."
"Forget it, I'll look for it." The woman started to collect the stall, that is, put a lid on a pot, then put out the fire, wiped the apron with oily hands, and then threw the apron into the cart Li, carrying a large plastic water bottle in his hand, walked towards the school.
Gao Ge thought for a while, and followed.
"Young man, aren't you my son's friend?" The woman asked while walking towards the school.
It can be seen how keen a woman's sixth sense is.
Gao Ge smiled slightly, noncommittal.
Entering the school gate, there are glass windows on both sides.
"Look, that's my daughter." The woman pointed to a photo in the window and said to Gao Ge.
In this side of the window, Gao Ge took a brief look. There were ten photos in total, and the title on them was: Top ten in the third grade.
"You are really good at teaching!" Gao Ge said with emotion.
"I hope now that my daughter can be admitted to a good university happily and safely." The woman said with emotion, her pace did not slow down.
Gao Ge asked: "Don't you want her to become an excellent cultivator?"
The woman turned her face and glanced at him with complicated eyes, and said bitterly: "To be honest, I don't want it anymore. When I first found out that my son could enter Xiuxian Academy, I was so happy at that time, but it didn't take long. I heard from those people that my son died, and the whole town knew about it. Our family also received a lot of subsidies, not only from those people, but also from the town, county, and city. It’s a lot, but it can’t be exchanged for my son!”
"I am proud, I am really proud. Everyone around me thinks my son is great, and they think I am great. They all praise me, teach well, have a good son, and sacrifice themselves for the country. I said to them, this It’s what my son should do, but I don’t think so in my heart!”
The woman spoke quickly and without thinking.
Obviously, these words have been held in her heart for a long time, but she has never had the opportunity to tell others.
"If you let me tell you the truth, I really don't want my son to sacrifice. Sometimes I think, why is it my son who sacrificed not someone else? Although I know that my thoughts are very selfish, but I just hope, My child can be healthy and safe, isn’t that what every parent thinks? A white-haired person sends a black-haired person, such suffering, as parents, they don’t even want to think about it. That is the biggest difficulty. When my husband left, I was also sad, but for the two children, life has to go on, but when my son left, I didn't know what it means. If my daughter ...Then tell me, what hope do I have for this day?"
Gao Ge just listened quietly.
The more the woman talked, the more solemn Gao Ge's face became.
Even though he had made full preparations before coming here, he still felt that he had overestimated his ability to bear it.
Every word the woman uttered was like a knife raging on his body.
When they arrived in Class 2, Grade 3, the woman and Gao Ge found that there was no one in the classroom.
"Where did this child go?" The woman was really anxious.
Especially after her son left, her daughter was everything to her.
Although this is in school, it is unlikely that anything will happen.
"It's okay, let's look for it in school." Gao Ge comforted.
"Um……"
The woman said to Gao Ge: "In fact, every time after school, my daughter was the first to rush out of the school gate. This child is sensible and knows that I must be busy when school is over, so I have to hurry to help. When I am busy, She was doing homework next to her. To be honest, every time she was helping, some classmates in the class came to laugh at her. What she said was not so harsh, but even so, at her age, it would still hurt her. Self-esteem, but she comforts me every time, saying it’s okay, don’t worry about it, and saying that it’s not shameful to eat with my own hands.”
Gao Ge thought for a while and said, "You guys have a lot of money now, so you can live a better life."
"Then do nothing, just sit and eat? There is a lot of money, but it's my son's hard-earned money! It's not nice to say that, but it's the truth! I spend a dollar on that money, and I feel my heart drop Blood, I feel..." Speaking of this, the woman choked up, unable to speak.
Gao Ge took a deep breath and rubbed his temples.
yes.
For the families of those people.
Isn't that money the life-saving money of my own children...
Flowers, can you feel at ease?