Chapter 2213 The Beginning of Love

"I've liked him for many years, loved him for many years. It's really been a long, long time... so long that he is almost engraved in my bones, and I can never erase it or forget it."

"I used to think that the worst outcome of our life would be that I always liked him and chased after him, but he always dismissed me. I thought the worst was just that."

After the coffee was served, Xia Feise warmed her hands with a white porcelain coffee cup in both hands, listening to her seriously.

"But I never thought that life was far worse than that, because I never thought that a man like him would fall in love with a woman. I once thought that if there was one, that person must be me, and it must be only me." Han Jingrong smiled wryly, as if laughing at her own stupidity and innocence these years.

"But I was wrong, so wrong. Do you know what he said to me when he visited me in the hospital yesterday?" Han Jingrong asked Xia Feise with a smile, but there were tears in her eyes.

In comparison, Xia Feise seemed a little too calm.

Meeting Han Jingrong's eyes, she told her in a gentle voice: "You know what he said was not his intention. He didn't want to hurt you, but he just doesn't love you."

Han Jingrong was a little dazed, looking at the gentle woman in front of her in a daze.

She had thought of a hundred ways for them to meet, whether they were at war, or one side was superior.

She maintains her poise with airs, while she sneers at her unlovedness with cynicism.

But nothing, they just talked quietly like friends for many years.

Xia Feise looked at Han Jingrong and said again: "I know you committed suicide two days ago, but no one will always get what they want. You have to know, no matter whether they are born noble or low as dust, everyone is doomed in this life There will be pain and parting, and there will be times when you can’t get what you want. But no matter when, don’t forget to love yourself.”

A teardrop fell from Han Jingrong's eye socket, she looked at Xia Feise for a long time, then smiled softly: "But I only want him."

Xia Feise was silent for a few seconds, then slowly said: "If he wants to leave, I can't keep it, and if he wants to keep it, you can't take it away."

Han Jingrong still didn't believe it, if one day he also ruthlessly abandoned her, would she still be able to talk to herself so calmly.

"What if he doesn't want you anymore?" Han Jingrong asked.

"Then I will let him go. I will cry and be sad, but I will also be strong and cheer up." Xia Feise said softly, slowly lowering her eyes.

Maybe she is still a very selfish person after all, and the person she loves more is herself.

So no matter how difficult or painful it is, she will definitely endure it.

She could die for him, but she couldn't die because of his leaving and not loving herself.

"Do you love him?" Han Jingrong asked softly with a smile.

Xia Feise was silent for a few seconds, then said softly, "Love."

Although I never thought of falling in love, I still fell in love with him involuntarily.

She looked at Han Jingrong and smiled, and said softly: "Actually, you should know better than me how easy it is for a man like him to fall in love with a woman, and you are willing to live and die for him and fall into reincarnation for him."

Mentioning Li Mubai, Han Jingrong smiled and said softly: "Yeah, he is obviously so bad, but he is so good. He is obviously a bastard, but he can't help but make people feel distressed. They all say that a woman can't easily feel sorry for a man , because distressed is the beginning of love."