Chapter 2266 Just the Two of Us
But he knew that this matter would hurt his heart forever.
But even if it was an injury, he couldn't just watch his originally excellent grandson become negative and degenerate forever.
In this way, even if he was under Jiuquan, he would not be able to explain to his son.
After a long while, Mr. Li said again: "Have you ever thought about those comrades who died, did they blame the officers who commanded them as much as you did?"
"I don't know, and I don't want to know." Li Mubai said coldly.
"Well, if you don't know, let me tell you. They won't complain, because they understand that everyone is doing their best, because they understand that from the moment they put on the uniform, they are ready to sacrifice for the motherland and the people. Prepare to sprinkle blood on your head! Everyone is doing their best, Li Mubai, what are you doing!" Old Man Li asked angrily.
The corners of Li Mubai's eyes were scarlet, and he tightly clutched the big hand hanging by his side.
With blue veins on his forehead, he sneered: "I don't owe anyone anything, why should I shed my blood for someone? You let me take care of other people's lives, who will take care of mine, and who will take care of theirs!"
At the end, he got emotional and roared.
What he said was actually extremely selfish, like an irresponsible bastard without any faith.
Mr. Li was silent for a while, and sighed a little tiredly: "Xiaobai, grandpa is old, and he only hopes that you will be well before he dies. Even if you don't want to return to the army, you should find a job to stabilize, or if you don't want to Work, then do something, you can’t spend your life like this all the time.”
Li Mubai didn't speak, and old man Li said again: "Your drunkenness and dreaming of death are the greatest disrespect to those who died. You should think about it yourself. I contacted an old subordinate. With your previous military position and military achievements, you can Don’t you think that the commander who sent you to the headquarters should bear a lot of responsibility? Why don’t you try it, so maybe fewer people will die in the future.”
After finishing the words, before Li Mubai could say anything, Mr. Li hung up the phone.
Listening to the busy tone on the phone, Li Mubai slowly put down the phone.
He stood in front of the building, lit a cigarette, his eyes were a little blurred, and his red eyes were full of pain that was about to overflow.
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Not long after, it was lunch break.
Seeing that he hadn't come back for a long time after going out, Xia Feise put on some clothes and went out to look for him.
When I found him, he was standing on the steps in front of the building smoking a cigarette, his eyes were lonely, his body was lonely and cold, like an existence abandoned by the world, it made people feel distressed for no reason.
Because he didn't take his coat, he wore very little.
Xia Feise walked forward slowly, touched his hand, and felt cold.
Li Mubai withdrew his gaze, his eyes fell on her face, and he didn't make a sound.
Xia Feise met his beautiful eyes. Under the well-defined eyelashes, the pupils were a little confused, reflecting her shadow, but there was no focal length.
Xia Feise hugged him gently: "It's so cold outside, let's go in."
Li Mubai's Adam's apple moved slightly, because he hadn't spoken for a long time, his voice was a little hoarse: "What do you eat?"
"Go out and eat." Xia Fei said warmly.
"With that Zhao?" Li Mubai asked.
Xia Feise originally thought so, but meeting his gaze, she couldn't help but whispered, "It's just the two of us."
"Okay." He pulled the corner of his lips, showing a smile that didn't reach his eyes.
Xia Feise sighed softly, only thinking that sometimes he really looks like a child.
Even though he was obviously depressed, he still insisted on caring about these trivial things.