Chapter 2443 Back to the Past

Gu Qingya gradually calmed down and did not speak again.

For a moment, only her soft sobbing sound was left in the room, Gu Qingyao chuckled and said, "I really never thought that you would hate me so much."

They have been dependent on each other for so many years, but in the end they ended up with a word of hatred and full of complaints.

Gu Qingyao actually felt that she had failed.

Gu Qingya's tears fell again, she lowered her head slightly and didn't dare to look at her, she said softly: "I... I'm just jealous... I'm jealous that you can do everything so well, I'm jealous that you are beautiful, I am jealous that you are liked, I am jealous You can live as much as you want, and I am jealous of those things that I can't achieve no matter how hard I try, but you can always do it easily."

Gu Qingyao couldn't help laughing out loud, but she didn't even bother to explain, she just lowered her eyes slightly to cover the moisture in her eyes.

She was never good at everything.

She just always felt that if her mother was still there, she would be able to take care of everything for them.

I just thought that if my father was still there, he would definitely protect them well.

So in the final analysis, she was wrong.

She is willing to carry these responsibilities on her shoulders and always wants to give her the best.

After all, she is not an elder.

In the end, she failed to become the idol in her heart, but became the object of jealousy.

Why make your life so exhausting?

After Gu Qingya finished speaking, she was silent for a long time, and said softly: "I always thought that I hated you and blamed you. But when Lu Xiao told me that you were in danger, I panicked, and suddenly It's ridiculous to realize that I'm actually... I'm not all jealous of you..."

"At that time, I thought, as long as you are fine, I would be willing to take all my money. But Lu Xiao is too bad. When I rushed to the hospital, he told me that you were dead."

Gu Qingya smiled and said, with tears still on her face.

She looked at Gu Qingyao, but Gu Qingyao was just silent.

"Looking at the empty hospital bed, I suddenly realized at that time that I can't live without you...I can't lose you...Sister, I can't live without you! Please forgive me, please forgive me once, and I will give you everything. "Gu Qingya couldn't help crying.

Gu Qingyao's eyes were also a little moist, and her nose and eye sockets were sore and swollen.

She was silent.

Gu Qingya held her hand tightly, sobbing with red eyes: "Sister, let's go back to the same way, okay? Let's go back to the same way..."

Yes, she has been reluctant to admit it.

After Gu Qingyao moved out of the house, she lived alone in the huge villa.

But without her alone, she thought she would be very happy.

Finally, I don't have to live in her shadow all the time.

But the truth is, she was never happy for even a minute.

She only felt that the house was terribly empty, cold and lonely, and she just missed the nights when she slept in the same quilt with her, and missed her sometimes harsh and sometimes gentle words.

Gu Qingyao grabbed a tissue and wiped away the tears that overflowed from the corners of her eyes.

She didn't cry like Gu Qingya did, and from the beginning to the end, the corners of her eyes were just moist.

She gently pulled out the hand that was tightly held by her.

But as soon as she moved, Gu Qingya pulled her even tighter: "Sister."

Gu Qingyao said softly: "Let go first."

Gu Qingya looked at her for several seconds before slowly letting go.