Text Chapter 363 More Precious Things

"Where's the dean?" Before the dinner table, Ilya asked suddenly.

"Sophia carried Olisis to her sleeping place and guarded her like a baby every day." Finina smiled slightly and said, "Don't worry about her."

Illya nodded with a strange expression, and she couldn't accept it after two years of escaping from the extremely respectful dean who became like that overnight. She sighed and sat down.

"Is this Linglong?"

At the dinner table, Ilya nodded to everyone one by one and said, "Xiaocao, Finina, Little Anya, Yeyue, Aogu, Linglong... By the way, I should still need Xiaoyang, right? Strange, where are you?"

Linglong said with a half-smile, "Maybe she fell asleep in the library. Don't worry, she often does this."

Zhao Nan frowned, left the table suddenly and said, "I'll go see her."

Finina was taken aback, looked at Zhao Nan with some concern, and hesitated to speak.

Zhao Nan shook his head and said softly, "Some things must always be resolved."

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Although the physical age has returned to the appearance of eighteen or nineteen years old due to various messy things, the things he has experienced and the changes in his mentality are complicated and changeable.

After spending two years in the education institute, the perspective of looking at problems will naturally change slightly.

Zhao Nan sighed in front of the library door, and then took a deep breath.

Zhao Nan was just weird at first, but when he unintentionally said that he hoped to find information about the "Hundred Clans War" from the library, Xu Yang automatically asked Ying to translate in the library, and since then, almost If you don't come out, he will know what happened.

If it was Xu Yang after amnesia, it would be impossible for him to stay in one place with that kind of temperament, so he would stay at home.

Zhao Nan couldn't find out when Xu Yang really recovered his original memory, but in front of him, it took two full years, and it was a result that he had to face after all.

In two years, since Xu Yang recovered her memory, although she tried her best to maintain her previous appearance, she was not a person with acting skills at all. For Zhao Nan who has been around for many years, what is true and what is false The nature is clear at a glance.

But Finina has been covering it up intentionally or not, and it can be seen that she can't bear to veto Xu Yang's request. Zhao Nan is too familiar with Finina, so she can't fail to see this kind of thing. She may also know that she is just being sympathetic rather than really ignorant.

If it wasn't for Xu Yang's sudden absence from dinner today.

"Maybe I can't make up my mind..."

Zhao Nan shook his head with a wry smile, he would rather directly challenge the evil spirit far away in Dongyuan City, and fight for days and nights, than bother with such an affair.

After all, he pushed open the door, frowned, and walked into this dark space full of unknown variables.

Zhao Nan frowned and looked at this damp, cold, and dark place... In the past two years, Xu Yang stayed in this place just because of his own words?

A strong emotion suddenly overflowed uncontrollably, and I have been thinking about it for two years... thinking about evil.

He had been to this library once, but he was led by Sophia, and then he was defeated by the different languages ​​of countless races, and he has not come again since then. At that time, I didn't care about the environment here. But at this moment, under the strong emotions like the first spring thunder that shook the earth, even breathing the air here is very difficult.

Every time, Xu Yang took the initiative to bring out some translation materials that were suspected to be useful from the library. The conversation between them was also during the limited meal time, and they didn't talk much.

I don't know when Zhao Nan got used to this way of getting along, maybe both of them are subconsciously avoiding the same problem.

Zhao Nan walked down the stairs leading to the library step by step, hesitating every step, startled every step.

In the corner of the library, behind several rows of bookshelves, a faint light shone out.

From there, all the way to the wall at the stairs, there are stacks of translated books. The books are even stacked up to the ceiling.

Roughly estimated, it accounts for almost one-third of the books here, right? That is at least tens of thousands...

Zhao Nan's heart trembled slightly, and he carefully pulled out a book from it, opened it, and wrote a comment on it with a red pen—it's useless.

He took out another one, and the one written at the beginning was——Suspectedly useful.

There is only a very simple page in this translation, which seems to be marked useful. It is a record that Zhao Nan once read, but the translation that Xu Yang sent was as thick as a finger.

It turned out that the translations he had read in the past year or so were not discovered by accident as she said...but were compiled through countless arrangements, and contained countless thoughts of her day and day.

With her eyes closed, Zhao Nan gently knocked her forehead on these books stacked as high as a wall, as if she could see that all of these were a weak woman who had spent countless Braided with blood.

He couldn't imagine what kind of belief it was that allowed the other party to spend such a long time in such a dark, damp, claustrophobic place.

Just because of a wish of my own?

What should I use to repay this feeling?

Is it just to give the other party the so-called family love?

Zhao Nan gently caressed the wall where books were piled up, "I don't even have the qualifications..."

Snapped.

Suddenly there was a sound, it was the sound of a book falling to the ground, it was especially ear-piercing in this quiet library.

Zhao Nan looked up, and in the dim light, Xu Yang's face changed slightly, and he leaned over to pick up the book with an unnatural expression, and said softly, "Hey, why are you here, little brother?"

Zhao Nan looked at Xu Yang in a daze.

Xu Yang lowered his head and patted the dust on the book, "What's wrong, is there something on my face?"

Zhao Nan remained silent.

Xu Yang smiled, and suddenly said: "By the way, little brother, I just translated a book today, it should be useful."

As she spoke, she walked back, and after a while, she held a translation book in her hand, walked over quickly, and handed the translation book forward.

"Oh, and, sister Linglong told me an interesting thing today." Xu Yang kept talking, not wanting to stop: "She said that the history of Paradise World is countless vertical histories, not horizontal ones. I really don't know what she's talking about."

Xu Yang seemed to sense something was wrong—from the first time Zhao Nan appeared in this library, and when the two of them met in this place for the first time, they keenly grasped something, and their heart was ups and downs, Gu Zuo said It, "By the way, little brother, have you had dinner? I'm hungry and said, I don't know what to eat tonight?"

Zhao Nan suddenly took the reaction notebook from Xu Yang's hand, lowered her head, and said as if she was exhausting all the air in her heart: "Enough."

"Little brother?"

Zhao Nan put his hand on the other's cheek as if instinctively, his fingers trembling slightly, "What should I call you? Xu Yang? Sister?"

"don't want."

Xu Yang put his head on one place, took a step back, held his hands on his chest, firmly grasped the slightly open collar, and said with difficulty and as if he had exhausted his courage: "No."

She suddenly raised her head, with uncontrollable tears flickering under the faint candlelight, smiling palely like a white lotus in snow, "That's good."

Zhao Nan suddenly had an impulse, and when he realized it, he pulled Xu Yang into his arms in a forceful way, holding him tightly.

A certain sense of guilt made him seem unable to stop, and only when he woke up did he realize that his body had made a decision instead of his own reason.

Probably there are really people who can maintain rationality and control themselves forever, and there will not be so many unreasonable things in history.

He couldn't tell whether such a thing was right or wrong. I just felt that this was an opportunity, and this dark and damp place gave me a sense of pity. Gently, wriggling in the heart.

All tastes.

"why me?"

As soon as he said it, Zhao Nan felt that he had asked an extremely stupid question. Probably at this time, I should say something else, instead of asking the other party... but also asking myself?

"I obviously... don't want to think about this kind of thing."

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Xu Yang pushed it away slightly, as if he had made a great determination, and held Zhao Nan's cheek with both hands, his eyes were blurred, as if dreaming, "I'm just a woman who loves to dream, and I never thought about how luxurious and grandiose it would be." Love story. I just hope that in my life, I can meet someone who can love me and stay together, even if it is ordinary, I can also give me a sense of security."

She carefully stroked this face that had not fully recovered after entering the star spirit world, but already had a consistent charm, "Some women like money, some women like power, and some girls like material things, but I am just pure I like that someone can make me feel safe."

"Do you know that women have always been very emotional animals?"

"They will touch their hearts because of a very small and subtle thing... But you will never know what kind of trivial things can make her feel touched. Even the women themselves will not Know that. And I...never knew."

"The heartbeat is only for a moment, and it is fleeting, but fate tricks people. Every time I can calm down this feeling, you will always appear in front of me."

"The most memorable first meeting."

Xu Yang leaned over gently, leaning on Zhao Nan's heart, "Don't forget that we didn't see each other. You are in Tingfeng City and I am in Dongyuan City. I thought this kind of feeling would definitely fade away. During that time There are actually many people who pursue me, handsomer than you, stronger than you, knowledgeable, and gentle. But I don’t know why, but these people have never given me a sense of security. "

Zhao Nan took a deep breath and listened to the other party's confession silently in this quiet place.

She raised her head and said with a slight smile: "So, a woman is really a creature that can't even understand herself."

She also took a deep breath, trembling like a frightened rabbit, but continued to speak tenaciously: "That day, when I was in the dungeon, what I said was true."

"That day, the fireworks you set off in Dongyuan City, and the kiss I gave were also true."

She lowered her head, revealing her shy youth that had passed away but had not yet had time to show, but because of the magical place of the Astral World, she could finally express her girlish feelings unscrupulously at this moment, "Zhao Nan, I like you."

This simple sentence seems to have exhausted all the strength, and at the same time drove away the dull atmosphere emanating from the dark and muddy library. Xu Yang smiled, showing an extremely satisfied and sincere face.

The indescribable emotion seemed to be the largest volcano in the world, erupting silently at this moment.

Zhao Nan looked at Xu Yang silently, and the smile at this moment was silently pierced into his heart, as if it was a key that opened a door that he never thought to open.

He hugged Xu Yang into his arms again, and in the panic of the other party, he quickly lowered his head and pressed it into those moist lips. Without the slightest desire, I just want to kiss this beautiful thing like a dream.

Xu Yang even trembled slightly, but he gradually calmed down. The two years of translation gave people a peculiar bookish air, and the originally gentle person became more peaceful.

The lips of the two were lightly pressed together, each closed their eyes, listening to each other's heartbeat.

At some point, a gust of cool wind blew in from the vent on the side of the library, and the candlelight flickered suddenly.

Xu Yang took a step back slightly, his eyes were still clear and moving, and in Zhao Nan's moment of confusion, he shook his head lightly, "That's it."

Zhao Nan frowned uncontrollably.

Xu Yang stretched his waist, took a deep breath, and said with a smile, "I just fell in love once, but the beginning is also the end."

Zhao Nan was startled, and smiled wryly, "Am I being dumped?"

Xu Yang gave a long 'hmm', "Of course."

Zhao Nan opened his mouth, as if he wanted to say something, but when he met the other party's extremely clear eyes, he just let out a light laugh in relief.

He carefully put away the sudden strong emotion.

He suddenly understood the other party's thoughts.

For the two of them, above that level of relationship, there are actually more precious things.

The two looked at each other and smiled for a long time, but Zhao Nan suddenly shook his head and said, "But I'm a very selfish person. Once I have it, I don't want to give it up to others."

Xu Yang shrugged his shoulders, walked slowly past him, and said with an incomparably chic smile: "That depends on your ability...my dearest, younger brother."

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Everyone is growing.

In this bizarre post-disaster world that has completely deviated from common sense.

Under the pink sky, Zhao Nan lay on Finina's lap, eyes closed, listening to the night wind blowing the wind chimes hanging from the eaves.

After a long time, he suddenly opened his eyes, looking at the beautiful face that had been facing him from the beginning, "So, I fell out of love today...probably."

Finina pulled her hair to her ears, lowered her head, "That's really a sad story."

"You think so too?" Zhao Nan suddenly became curious.

"Of course, but the result is acceptable."

"is that so?"

Finina thought for a moment, then smiled and said, "However, you should sleep outside the house tonight."

"learn……"

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PS1: When I opened the book last year, I thought that this must be written. But it took a full five hours, from eleven o'clock in the evening to four o'clock in the morning, and I still couldn't write my ideal, and I was probably satisfied with being very close.

PS2: I like to write beautiful stories, so please don't complain about the beautiful things I create. I also let go of Xu Yang, a woman who seems to you all kinds of stupid. After all, what individuals desire is not the same, and I can only write what I desire.

PS3: This is indeed a beautiful thing, so... not finished, to be continued.

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