I Asked for Leave, but I Had No Choice, Really

As the title says,

Ah, that's it.

Actually, I've already finished writing it, but I just feel that it doesn't fit.

It's not that I can't post it, but if I post it without even passing this level, it's hard to avoid suspicion of deception.

The best situation is definitely to take a leave without even thinking about it.

But!

If I take another day off this month, I won't be fully present.

Actually, I really plan not to take a leave this month... But I have to make a choice now, full attendance or quality.

In the end...

As a seller, my sense of responsibility takes the high ground (tossing a coin).

I decided to go back to the furnace and start over.

This result made me feel very painful (I lost several thousand for full attendance, although I never got it).

I can't get full attendance, and my heart is empty.

So...

(ps: I will make up for what I owe)