Chapter 1066 Autistic Huo Shao, Loves to Brush Hair (42)

As for the possibility of falling asleep there for a while, it must be because he hadn't slept well these days and was too tired.

After entering the room, he wanted to go straight to the familiar big bed.

But out of nowhere, he pulled open the bedside table.

When he saw a brown-skin diary inside, he hesitated for a while, but quietly took it out.

'I just wanted to get to know her, not to peek. '

After staring for ten minutes, Huo Sihan finally reached out his sinful hand and opened the brown leather cover.

Lines of beautiful words come into view...

[June 6th: I got married today. Looking at the red book in my hand, I couldn't believe it.

It was quiet all around, and I was sitting on the bed, nervous, but thinking of my mom in the hospital gave me courage again. 】

[June 13: The people of the Su family lied to me, they said it was just a normal marriage, but I vaguely felt something was wrong. 】

[June 20th: Mom is very angry today because she knew that I married into the Huo family just to get the Su family to pay for her treatment. 】

[June 26th: On the 20th day of his arrival at Huo's house, he came back, but he was still very indifferent and didn't even say a word to me.

I finally confirmed the guess in my heart, this is a marriage that you don't want and I don't want.

But this is the end, I can only go forward, my mother is still in the hospital. 】

[July 3: After thinking about it for a whole week, I decided to try to save the marriage, even though it didn't start well. 】

[July 8: I think, my previous thoughts were too naive. 】

[July 20th: Forget it, that's it, at least if my mother can survive, living is the most important thing. 】

[August 10: My second uncle called today.

I finally realized how embarrassing I was in the Huo family.

I'm in a bad mood, maybe it's time to drink something sweet, it won't feel so bitter. 】

[August 29: Uncle called today.

When my dad died in a car accident, I knew the world was dark.

Today, I finally know again, how ruthless the human heart can be. 】

[October 1st: The streets are very lively, but I feel that they are far away from me. Sometimes, I really want to find a place without people, live alone, and don’t have to face complicated people. 】

[December 5th: Today is my birthday, but I'm not happy at all, I can even say I'm in a bad mood.

The world is so dirty, I sometimes think, I might as well leave, but I still have my mother. 】

...

Huo Sihan's heart seemed to be pierced by a needle when he looked at those words with a hint of helplessness towards life and disappointment in this world.

It hurts.

Pain like never before.

The scene of her little person lying on the hospital bed with a pale face passed through her mind.

I imagined that it was such a little person, but when no one knew it, he was alone and strong in the face of all this injustice.

Facing the indifference and ignorance that he brought to him, he was obviously sad, but he still pretended to be strong and greeted others with a smile. Regret was like a rolling wave that instantly drowned him.

Although he didn't like her much before, he didn't really hate her.

He's just used to not getting too close to anyone and not giving anyone the chance to hurt himself.

Unexpectedly, it was because of his instinctive avoidance that it brought her huge damage.

If... if he could give her a little more attention at that time, even if it was to say one more word...

Maybe, maybe she won't be so difficult, not so sad.

However... no ifs.

Gently covering the diary and putting it back in place, Huo Sihan closed his clothes and lay down on the European-style bed.

Familiar smells surrounded him again.