Chapter 969 Coming

Just as the fat man was about to turn his head and look behind him as if he had seen a ghost, Su Bai reached out and patted the fat man's face: "I'm scaring you this time."

"..." Fatty.

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Half a century ago, humans have left their footprints on the moon, but in fact, humans have not been able to fully explore the planet under their feet, such as the sea.

The ocean symbolizes vastness, but also a kind of loneliness, especially in its depths. This loneliness, if nothing else, is basically equivalent to eternity in disguise.

In a cave in the sea near Qinhuangdao, Jie Zhen was slumped on a round platform. His suit had become messy. He looked like a poor man in jail, and his sentence was indefinite.

Apart from the mottled loneliness, the only person who accompanied him was the other person in his body. Although Xie Zhen had tried every means to take back his body and expel that person at the same time, at this moment, in this situation, it seemed that only his Only by existing can one's sentence no longer be completely uneventful.

There is no sympathy for each other, the concept of body initiative is beyond everything. This is the first time Jie Zhen has tried to expel that guy from his body, and he does not know how many times he has failed. He no longer wants to expel it. After the other party, he can regain his freedom, but he has to do something.

Su Yuhang's words "please sleep for another two thousand years" completely sealed this place. That man, that woman, their identities and the impact of their identities were enough to turn this seemingly joking sentence into a golden rule. .

Xie Zhen didn't take the time to think about why his boss gave the ring to him, why he didn't give it to Su Bai, Fatty, or even Chengdu audience member Chen Guang.

He didn't want to think about this problem. After all, he had to keep some better reveries and memories for himself. At least, he didn't want to turn himself into another version of Mrs. Xianglin.

The cigarette was long gone, but a cigarette appeared next to Xie Zhen. He skillfully took out one, bit it between his lips, lit it, and took a puff. The familiar tobacco taste, familiar smoke rings, and familiar habits …

Xie Chen knew clearly that this was just an illusion blessing for himself. As long as he simulated the feeling of a cigarette, he would feel like he was really smoking.

This is a kind of self-deception, and it is also a kind of "painting cakes to satisfy hunger", but in fact, he does not need to eat. At the level of an advanced listener, he can basically live without food, as long as there are fragments of energy left around for him to absorb and transform. You can continue to live on your own, but of course, it's impossible to live in an isolated area like that train or other areas.

Fortunately, this is the bottom of the sea. Fortunately, the spiritual energy here is quite sufficient. At least I don't have to worry about becoming a human being.

Therefore, explaining what you have to do every day is very simple, but also very rich.

The first thing I did when I woke up was to try to expel Fusu, and then failed...

Then it’s breakfast time,

Jie Zhen can put himself into the fantasy world of eating breakfast. There is milk, fried eggs, and even caviar from paddlefish. As long as it is something he has eaten and felt, he can put himself in the fantasy world. Perfect to re-experience.

After that, there will be reading newspapers, listening to music, karaoke, noise-canceling headphones, and everything else you need will appear, and then there will be a richer lunch, with various Western and Chinese dishes, rotating.

Even sometimes, he would choose to have barbecue for dinner if he was interested in learning about it. As long as he could calculate the thickness and progression of cumin and salt as well as the changes in the meat texture and heat, he could completely grill himself the different flavors of old and tender. of meat skewers.

It seems that this kind of prison life is not bad.

But Xie Zhen felt more and more bored. He knew that it was all fake. Everything he did was nothing more than bringing him psychological comfort and hints. But the pain was that he had to keep the last word at all times. Very sober, because once you sink in completely, it is equivalent to tying a plastic bag to yourself and suffocating yourself to death.

Just as Su Bai repressedly chose to take the initiative to go to hell to seek relief when he was forced to stay in the place of enlightenment by the old rich man for the first time, Xie Xun is also faced with such a choice now.

He can immerse himself wholeheartedly in the illusion he created, but the price is that he will never wake up.

He is still weighing, at least,

Wait a little longer,

Lets see,

What if it changes?

Of course, Xie Zhen has given up hope that he will enter the story world again, unless he completely and overwhelmingly expels Fusu or controls Fusu and turns him into his "totem" and "accompanying soul" Otherwise, it would be impossible for the broadcasters to pull themselves into the story world, because it was Su Yuhang who sealed himself here personally. What Su Yuhang represents behind him is the will of that existence. There is no need for them to take off their pants and fart. , seal yourself and then release yourself by entering and exiting the story world.

Of course, they also have to follow the rules of the broadcast, because the broadcast can determine that the current gift is not the real gift, so they cannot transmit him to the story world.

Xie Zhen didn't know how long he could hold on. Maybe he was not detained for long, but this was not confinement, because you can't see hope at all. When a person is completely desperate, time really has no meaning.

The cigarette butt flickered on and off. Xie Zhen held the cigarette butt in his hand and felt the temperature and heat of the cigarette butt. It has to be said that in the past half month, the most dumbfounding thing for Xie Zhen was that his level had actually been elevated to the level of an advanced audience. The level of the middle-level peak.

He didn't know whether it was because of the Fusu in his body or because he tried to deceive himself out of boredom, which caused a qualitative change in his illusion.

But this at least gave him some comfort, or in other words, gave him another way.

Either, you will always be immersed in loneliness until one day you are completely lost in the maze of illusion, or, you will just be confused and succeed in enlightenment in that way,

If the enlightenment is successful, there should be a glimmer of hope, right?

At least, I should be able to expel Fusu at that time, right?

Every day, with these miscellaneous thoughts and cigarettes, Xie Zhen thought about how Su Bai had endured half a year in the place of enlightenment.

"Click..."

In the distance, there was the sound of footsteps, which should be the sound of leather shoes stepping on puddles. Xie Zhen raised his head slightly, and a rare glimmer of hope appeared in his eyes that had lost most of their energy.

The visitor walked very slowly, as if hesitating or overcoming,

In fact, those who can walk in here will not be ordinary people.

Therefore, at this time, it is possible that someone is looking for him and actually comes here to see him. Xie Zhen can definitely guess who it is.

He didn't lean on the edge and yell, nor cry hysterically "why", nor did he pretend to look pitiful, although he knew that he was indeed pitiful as he was now.

He knew clearly that the man should understand what kind of torture it was to wear a dirty suit.

A figure appeared in front of him. The man walked very slowly and cautiously. This posture seemed like his whole life.

Be careful,

Trembling,

like walking on thin ice;

This can be said to be a kind of persistence, adhering to one's own way of life and philosophy of life, but it can also be said to be a kind of cowardice. It seems that I can only live within the rules and regulations I was accustomed to in my early life, and dare not go beyond the limits.

He was once his idol. Before he became a listener, he was a well-known backbone in the game industry. Later, he started a business with him, and then the two of them became listeners one after another.

The first days of loneliness and fear were passed by him under his care. He began to get stronger and stronger, but still maintained his original intention. At first, he thought it was his calmness, but slowly, he began to feel no longer. Satisfy his calmness again.

Especially when the broadcast came that day, I actually saw him so scared that he was hiding in the corner of the desk, trembling and crying.

Dreams are beautiful, but they can also be broken.

At that moment, my dream was shattered.

So he did whatever it took to force his idol to move forward with his dream. The pursuit that was out of reach for others seemed to be completely within his reach.

Everything is so natural;

I felt that I understood him very well, but slowly, I found that I still couldn't really understand him. Sometimes, I also felt that he was hiding something, but as time went by, it seemed that he was hiding something. It doesn't matter anymore.

Just like Zhang Xueliang, who has become an octogenarian in the future, answered in an interview with reporters why he chose not to resist and give up the Northeast. In fact, it has lost its own meaning. History has concluded, and no matter what you say, it still cannot be completely restored. its image.

he came,

The dark shadows gradually became clearer,

His appearance was revealed.

Wearing a burgundy suit and an exquisite tie, he is still so meticulous. He has always felt that he is a successful person and has always lived according to the living standards of successful people. This is very clear to Xie Zhen.

Xie Zhen saw him, his boss,

This scene,

It should have been a little embarrassing,

Because my boss seems to be the initiator of this matter,

But now it looks like his boss is visiting him in prison.

But the embarrassment that should have occurred did not occur. The two people have lived together for a long time, especially in the years after they became listeners. They exchanged their fears and insights with each other. This kind of communication is even better than a direct physical relationship. It can bring two people closer together. After all, even a truly loving couple may not have such an opportunity.

"You're here..." Jie Zhen said.

"Here we are." Boss Liang replied, "I brought you some oranges."