38. Sweetheart

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As soon as Ming Feizhen left, Shen Yiren continued writing at his desk in silence.

In an instant, the room was filled with the faint flickering candlelight and the sound of writing.

Shen Yiren seemed unable to feel the passage of time, and seemed unaware that the person was no longer there. It was as if the fierce quarrel between the two had never happened.

However, not long after, Shen Yiren suddenly stopped writing. It wasn't because I was remembering the scene just now, but because I wrote the wrong line.

She circled it with her pen and started writing again. However, she became more and more impatient and found another word as soon as she started writing. In anger, he broke the pen in his hand.

Shen Yiren stared at the broken pen for a long time, then threw it to the ground. The white catkin no longer looked as ferocious as before, but almost weakly touched her forehead and sighed deeply.

In the eyes of outsiders, Shen Yiren may be a person with a bad temper, who dares to challenge power, can get angry anytime and anywhere, and is always angry.

Yet she is calmer than many people realize.

Being in this position, Shen Yiren couldn't help but spread her emotions wantonly. Shen Yiren, who entered the officialdom at the age of twelve, knew what to do and what not to do, and was not a fool who just let his temper lead him. Although she has a strong personality, she is not reckless at all.

But the few words I just said to Ming Fei were all the same. She knew that it was just venting that had nothing to do with calculations.

In those few words, she seemed to have exhausted all her strength.

She knew the problems with her body best.

There are also many imperial physicians who provide regular diagnosis and treatment to her every year. However, no one could tell that she had headaches and insomnia. From this, she could know that Ming Feizhen's medical skills were as superb as those she had heard about.

Her inability to sleep had a long history. Ever since she was a girl, she had trouble falling asleep. As she gets older and the burden on her shoulders becomes heavier, her sleep time can be said to have gradually decreased.

As Ming Feizhen said, since she woke up, she had indeed not fallen asleep for a long time.

She knew that she didn't really care about the wound on her left hand.

Shen Yiren wields a sword with his right hand, but his left hand is still crucial to a warrior's balance. Her swordsmanship is profound and complex, but it must be a dangerous path with prominent peaks, and she cannot use swordsmanship with a center of gravity to the right. Based on this calculation, martial arts has been discounted by at least 30%.

Another point is something that everyone ignores.

A normal person who loses a hand, no matter who he is, cannot calm down immediately.

But because she was Shen Yiren, because there was no chance to stop and lament over her broken hand, and because she forced herself to act too similar, no one noticed her unnaturalness.

Burying the pressure deep in her heart and unable to vent it affected her original sleep problem and turned it into insomnia.

She lied to Ming Feizhen today.

She said she didn't care about Ming Fei's true identity, which was a lie.

In other words, she is not as generous and informal as she imagined.

She had already seen that Mingfei was really extraordinary. But I never thought that he would be Daluoshan's direct disciple, and he would be the first to leave.

This descendant of Daluoshan has a low reputation in the world. As far as Shen Yiren knows, the situation is divided into two extreme reactions. Either they are unheard of or even inferior to the local third-rate thugs. I have heard it once or twice and ignored it.

Or there is another type who changes his face when hearing the news and keeps secrets. He doesn't even dare to tell any details, but he is trembling with fear.

What can be filtered out from the reactions and intelligence of these people is that either this person is really indifferent to fame and wealth, or the methods he uses are not fair and honest, so he is not visible to others.

However, no matter which one you are, you can know that this person is by no means easy to get along with. Otherwise, the second disciple of Daluoshan, the first among the seventeen dragons, why bother to be called the "Hidden Hero" and always be inferior to the first disciple? .

Shen Yiren has never connected this person with Ming Feizhen, who has always been careless.

It's funny to say it. How could the majestic leader of Mount Daluo, the next leader of the three major martial arts sects, come to work as a little catcher by his side and be beaten and scolded by him all the time?

The moment she heard this, she turned around and left, knowing that it wasn't true and she was just here to play with her. It was like those peerless masters she had seen who liked to pretend to be gods and ghosts. Once he has had enough of his addiction to being a master of the world, he will disappear without anyone noticing, without leaving a word - this thought filled her head.

But in my heart, I felt as if I had spilled the oil, salt, soy sauce and vinegar on the table. It felt pungent and bitter, but also sour, greasy and dull, which was hard to describe.

She ran away, not knowing what to do.

She felt like a fool.

I thought I had met someone who could understand me, but I didn’t know which words he said were true.

I thought I had found a partner who could move forward with me, but I had no idea who he was.

When Ming Fei found her in a panic, what could she say to him?

Do you want to scold him and beat him, just like before, with the same attitude towards your companions?

Do you want to wail for him to stay and continue to be a policeman?

"Tong'er\Z

Or should you tell him how you feel and continue to expose your weaknesses to him?

She couldn't do it.

Based on what Ming Feizhen did in the past, even though he concealed many things, Shen Yiren could not directly conclude that he was up to no good.

Although he doesn't want to admit it, Ming Fei is really not a despicable person in Shen Yiren's mind.

To put it more bluntly, she didn't hate him.

Therefore, Shen Yi was in such a suffocating mood that it became extremely difficult to even speak.

She could only say a few words to him that were neither painful nor embarrassing, and if she was a good subordinate, she would give him an explanation.

This incident disappeared into the ashes of death like a burning fire. Pretend that violent fluctuation never existed after the burning

So finally, when Ming Feizhen talked endlessly about the medical skills and knowledge he gained from Daluoshan, as if he was bragging about his identity and existence that he had concealed for a long time, and wanted to further explore the secrets of Shen Yiren's heart, Shen Yiren Suddenly there was a strong feeling of disgust that could not be suppressed.

It was under this situation that Shen Yi couldn't control his emotions. Let your emotions fluctuate and let yourself vent your emotions in an unsightly way.

She had already heard about the incident between Ming Feizhen and Yu Feiyuan, and even though she knew the truth, she couldn't help but want to hurt others.

She clearly knew how good Tang Ye's relationship was with him.

She knew clearly that something happened to Tang Ye, and whether or not his planning was wrong, he would never feel better.

However, Shen Yiren still chose to use this incident to shut him up. Gong Xiaoyou

Perhaps this way of hurting Ming Feizhen's heart would make her feel as if she had succeeded in revenge in an instant.

She succeeded.

What's left is an emptiness and regret that permeates the dim light.

She still clearly remembered how dark Ming Feizhen's eyes looked when he left.

When Bai Zhou admitted him today, his eyes were so bright, and when he left just now, he was so disappointed.

Being my good subordinate, is it such a joyful thing for you?

Shen Yiren murmured.

"Are you willing to stay if I agree to it...

In this sleepless night, Shen Yiren never spoke again.

Dear readers who have been waiting for a long time, first of all, I would like to say sorry, the double update promised before was rejected by me.

The important thing I mentioned the day before yesterday is actually because I used to work in a supermarket in Japan, and I encountered some troublesome situations when I was about to resign recently.

The store manager here did not allow me to leave no matter what, and the two parties had a long-term quarrel over the labor contract, which turned into a big and embarrassing matter. As a result, the progress of the update was delayed.

The matter is still in progress and has not been completely completed yet.

I'm really sorry for not notifying you in advance. Subsequent updates will be made on a daily basis. I will update them as soon as I have time. Thank you for your understanding.

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