Chapter 316 Xu Qing’s Past

"Brother, don't cry."

The young man in black robe looked at Xu Qing's tears, raised his hand and rubbed Xu Qing's head, and spoke softly.

"Why do you still like to cry like you did when you were a kid?"

Xu Qing's body trembled, and his eyes fell on the face in front of him that should be familiar, but now it was extremely unfamiliar.

The man in front of him was his brother. He had stood in front of him countless times in his memory, like a mountain. Every time he cried, he would touch his head and say the same words softly like now. .

This is the most beautiful scene in Xu Qing's memory, and it is also the deepest place of vulnerability and cherishment under his strong appearance, which supported him through the difficult and cold barrier.

At this moment, the barrier collapsed.

The young man in black robe looked into Xu Qing's eyes and spoke softly.

"Brother, I had many brothers and sisters in my last life, but I didn't experience much worldly warmth. All I encountered were indifference and calculation, whether it was my father or my brothers and sisters."

"So in this life, I miss you very much, whether it's my parents or you...especially you who always like to cry." The young man in black robe looked at Xu Qing and spoke softly.

I wrote those two words very carefully and hard.

A past event that I had suppressed in my heart quickly appeared in the back of my eyes in the softest part of my currently riddled heart.

It wasn't until a long time later that Yejiu raised his head to look at his master behind him and spoke loudly before hesitating.

At this moment, I was crying outside the snow and rain. I quickly roared again, quickly trembled again, and quickly fell into silence again.

Finally, a sad laugh came from Jiang Feng's mouth. I raised my head and looked at the sky, at the white night, and at the looming remains of the gods outside the white night.

"You are cultivating Taoism, and you need Taoism. What you are cultivating is God." The white-robed young man's eyes were intense, and he walked further and further away.

After saying that, Yejiu walked away, thunder echoed in the sky, and among the dark clouds, rain and snow blended together and fell to the ground together.

But because of the bond, I will kill anyone who kills Xu Qing.

"Candlelight."

I can't forget this day. The remnant face of the god in the sky suddenly opened his eyes.

The young man in white robe at the back was indifferent, and the people in front were silent.

Those words floated from far away and fell into Xu Qing's body, becoming the first shocking thunder that caused his collapse. This thunder was so small that it was beyond the reach of anything. The power of this thunder destroyed everything.

Outside the rain and snow, I stood up and walked closer, farther and farther away without looking back.

Therefore, I am extremely insulting to knowledge.

A shrill scream came from his mouth like never before. I am a person who loves to scream, but at that moment, my sadness and shrillness came out of my mouth in a controlled manner.

Before taking another sip, I stood up and walked out of the cabin, stood on the deck and looked up at the night sky, feeling the strong wind coming from the sky. I quickly withdrew my gaze and looked straight into the distance.

I want to go back to the sect, and then before I am weak enough, I want to leave Yinghuangzhou and find this Chaoxia Mountain.

"By the way, brother, you buried the bodies of my father and mother in Chaoxia Mountain in Fenghai County. He can't go and see us if he doesn't have time."

Therefore, I am extremely cruel to my enemies, and I will retaliate.

Let time pass by little by little.

Gradually, living became the only thought in my heart.

But I never had any hope in my heart. I felt that my parents were dead and my brother was still alive. I just thought we had found ourselves.

It wasn't until a long time ago that I took out the jade slip from the leather bag. Outside the rain and snow, at this moment, Xu Qing's body shook violently, and I moved my love.

Everything actually arises and perishes on its own.

His back looks desolate and sharp, like a lone wolf, but also has a hint of tempered maturity.

The young man in black robe spoke calmly.

The cold wind blew, the sky roared, and the snowflakes fell with rain and wine, raining down on my body. During the biting cold, Xu Qing still pursued. I chased for a long, long time, but there was always a blur behind my eyes, with nothing.

"Master, are you doing this to stimulate Xu Qing and make him grow into what you want? Or... am I also a person without future generations like you?"

Xu Qing's body was shaking to the extreme, my eyes were as red as a sea of ​​blood, my breath was in chaos, and the sadness in my heart turned into the sky.

Beside Xu Qing, Yejiu paused in his steps and spoke loudly.

In the final analysis, outside of my master's heart, I am the brother Xu Qing of that life. From the beginning to the end, I am this amazing sky. Even the Holy Land has wanted to accept a disciple many times. After death, I promised to the gods to grant the third disciple. Zi Qingtai chosen by the Seventh Generation

son.

Xu Qing's voice was hoarse. Before he spoke loudly, I took out the Dharma Ship and stepped on it. In the last moment, the Dharma Ship turned into a rainbow, speeding outside the rain and snow, heading straight for the Sect Alliance.

"He thinks less. Just do whatever you want. Do you have the habit of irritating others?"

Before Yixuetong, Xu Qing understood, but today, I think the wine is strong enough.

Gradually, I also learned to kill, and finally, outside a slum in a big city, I killed a young man who wanted to eat me, cut off his head bit by bit and hung it under a tree, so that I had no place for myself.

The first person to pass by Jiang Feng was Yejiu, who was carrying Ba Ye's head.

A long while ago, Jiang Feng took out a flute, picked it up with both hands, and put it to his mouth.

"I saw it on the way and thought of my brother. He bought his favorite food for you."

At the same time, what I want to kill are these people who are just engraved. Regarding Zhuzhao's organization, Jiang Feng's murderous intention has never disappeared.

"Master, I must have a blood pupil. If you kill me by mistake, what will happen?" Ye Jiu asked Ai Qian what he didn't mean.

Eventually it turned into blood, overflowing from the corners of my mouth and nose, and falling drop by drop to the ground.

Ye Jiu was silent. I understood that my master cared about Jiang Feng's life and death, and he would definitely stop him when he took action in the future.

But Jiang Feng still remembers the feeling of being homeless when he was growing up. It was the coolness of his parents' company, and the warmth of a family of seven besides laughter.

I raised my head with an expression on my face and looked at my storage bag. After a while, I opened it and took out a bottle of wine. I put it to my mouth and took a small sip. With the spicy taste flowing from my throat, Jiang Feng remembered the first time he had ever had it. Drink once.

I am repairing my heart, I am improving my low wall, and I am sealing up the bitter strength and the softness that is willing to be touched by others.

Xu Qing remembered Captain Lei once said that if a person buries too few things in his heart, he will become mature.

"He will die." The young man in white robe turned around and spoke fiercely.

Therefore, I am extremely grateful to those who have helped me.

Only a small amount of debris and blood rain fell from the sky, and I was the only living person left, crying helplessly in fear outside the bloody mud.

Xu Qing murmured in his heart and closed his eyes. A long time ago, when I opened my eyes, I engraved Sheng Yun and his son, and Ye Jiu.

I was supposed to be like that, it was that world that changed me.

Everything that was missing was gone.

elder brother.

Until I cried and cried, I passed out.

This song is called Li Shang.

After saying that, the young man in white robe took a deep look at Xu Qing, took off the mask of the god's broken face again, and walked back.

The young man in white robe raised his head and looked at Jiang Feng with pity in his eyes. He put the candied haws in his hand aside.

Gradually, I stopped longing for the life in the city. I envied the clothes of people outside that were cleaner than mine. I also longed to become a monk so that I could not live a worse life.

"But the moment I awaken the memory of my past life, if I don't immediately sacrifice a complete city and complete the ritual to the gods, I will not be able to be reborn and will wither to death."

Sheng Yun and his son raised their heads and followed silently, walking past Xu Qing.

Until Xue Yu's body surged more and more, a mouthful of blood was spurted out by me, melted with Xue Yu, and fell to the ground. Jiang Feng's body trembled and he staggered to his knees.

Gradually... bursts of desolate flute music echoed and dispersed in the Dharma ship.

When the captain told him that this disappeared city was sacrificed, Xu Qing remained silent.

"Brother, there are no future generations. I am just a child of a special family. But after you awakened your memory in that life, the brotherhood you felt became the bond before you awakened."

When I woke up, I thought it was just a nightmare, and my parents and brother would appear when I woke up. But the moment I opened my eyes, I saw that everything was still the same for seven weeks, which made me know that the nightmare might have just ended from this moment on. .

The memory of that year has not become uncontrollably blurry, that is the law of life.

Outside the long whirlwind, recounting the past.

Gradually, I learned to compete with wild dogs for food, learned to bite my teeth, learned to be patient and vigilant, and ended my disgust and hid in the dark.

"At that time, in the sky where blood rain fell, I looked at you sitting in the blood mud and corpses, crying and helpless, calling for father and mother, calling for brother. I was actually very happy that you were lucky enough to survive, and I missed you so much. Walk up to him, touch his head, tell him

Tell him, Adi is going to cry. "

Gradually, I became a street child, covered in dirt, and saw countless evils in human nature.

"One day, if you die, you will kill him, the prince of Ziqingxia Kingdom."

"Your name is Yejiu. Did you ever think that he and his master wouldn't have that kind of connection."

On the other hand, yes...I've experienced it.

In the cabin of the French ship, Jiang Feng sat silently outside, meditating silently.

Xu Qing's body was shaking violently. I wanted to struggle, chase after him, and ask questions. When I was struggling at the weakest point, the young man in white robe walking nearby paused in his steps and spoke in a soft voice. Come.

Until eight days ago, Xu Qing hurriedly opened his eyes.

When Master Yi was in Huangjin and told me about the secrets of Zi Qing's kingdom and the place where the prince died, Xu Qing remained silent.

This is what happened eighteen years later.

"Master, if cutting off the bonds can make your Taoist heart more perfect, Yejiu is willing to do it!"

Yejiu raised his head and spoke in a deep voice.

That's why I'm afraid of the catastrophe in this big city of slums when the gods open their eyes. On the one hand, it's because life treats love like this, and I'm afraid of death, but there's nothing bad to fear.

That's my secret, I haven't told anyone.

Snow and rain fell under my hair, shoulders, and face, and they were clearly tears, flowing on the ground.

At this moment, in the wilderness of Yinghuang Province, Zhuzhao and his party were walking behind. No one spoke along the way.

At that time Captain Lei looked at me with a smile and said that I was still old and knew the taste of wine.

When the Lei team left the ruined city, the temporary team members around him were talking about the city that would disappear a few years later. Xu Qing listened in silence.

I remember my father’s calloused hands, my mother’s ferocious gaze, and I seem to vaguely remember the taste of food outside home.

Xu Qing felt that at this moment, he had matured his love.

When Xu Qing listened to those words, his mind, which was already filled with thunder, roared again at this moment. As the thunder rolled, my body trembled weakly, my mind set off even more violent waves, and a muffled roar came out of my throat, but But there is a way to shout it out completely.

I turned around suddenly and pursued the group of young men in white robes at full speed. I knew it was rational, but I couldn't be rational.

Because I care, I can’t kill anyone. I can’t even look at it and block it.

The young man in white robe behind shook his head and spoke calmly.

I was still eighty-one years old at this time. I remember how I left, how difficult it was to survive, how much food I ate that I couldn’t eat, and what kind of struggle I went through on the edge of life and death. .

In the heat outside the wind and snow, I suddenly felt scared.

His eyes fell on the city where I was. In an instant, the sky and the earth were blurred and everything was distorted. The entire city disappeared, my parents disappeared, and my brother disappeared.

And all that began with the arrival of this day.

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