Chapter 226 Super Memory Rope

When a person suddenly escapes from the intense pace of life, he will find that he seems to have too much time to do anything, and even fall into an inexplicable anxiety.

Some people say that they are just cheap bones and can't rest.

This kind of talk is an irresponsible fallacy.

Human beings are creatures with a lot of variables, that is, the upper and lower limits are very large. In many cases, it takes perseverance to touch the upper limit, which is very difficult. But people have upward and beautiful expectations. This desire to prove that they come to the world is not a meaningless desire like pigs digging mud to eat and drink. It is reflected in life that they don't want to stop, want to have something to do, and want to do meaningful things.

This era is not obvious.

But if it is the era before Lin En traveled through time, among the citizens of a big country who began to satisfy the material needs of global competition and gradually calmed down and strode forward, very few people would admit that they came to the world just for eating, drinking and having fun, just like pigs digging mud and laughing. There must be things they want to do and achievements they want to leave for the future (including but not limited to a house to shelter from the wind and rain).

After Lin En went home and threw himself on the sofa and covered his face, he lay down for half an hour.

During this half hour, the young gentleman tried to clear his memory palace.

He didn't want to think about anything now, didn't want to do anything, just wanted to empty himself. However, after struggling for half an hour, Lin En found that all his efforts were in vain, and he became a little anxious. He couldn't completely clear the memory palace, because if he left some memories aside, new memories would emerge.

The brain seemed to be deliberately against consciousness, forcing him to think endlessly.

And when Lin En deliberately wanted to avoid thinking, the bad memories that he deliberately ignored and suppressed on weekdays popped up again, exaggerating the negative emotions over and over again.

Lin En couldn't help but want to curse.

He couldn't fall. Once he chose to fall, the first thing he had to face was that he could suppress all kinds of ugliness in the past. Unless he could be indifferent to all the tragedies in the world, otherwise, depravity and corruption were a high probability event, and a madman with antisocial personality would be born.

Because Lin En has always chosen to face ugliness with the greatness and faith in his heart.

The sudden relaxation gave evil thoughts an opportunity to take advantage of.

In fact, this is a bit like the concept of inner demons. Super memory and dying struggles have magnified Lin En's obsession invisibly. The so-called distinction between good and evil is very vague in the jumping and flickering thoughts during survival. They are like a source of infection that will infect other thoughts.

"Fuck, I'm not going to have a split personality, am I?"

Lin En suddenly sat up from the sofa and couldn't help muttering when the memory palace began to turn black.

But soon, Lin En used the complex and huge knowledge to analyze himself.

"Long-term persistence and dedication have twisted super memory into a rope that can be fully invested. When my heart begins to waver and relax, the loosened memory will be out of control, thinking about the questions I instinctively want to answer, but now I have no way to give this world an answer..."

It has to be said that Lin En's self-control ability is strong.

After the initial looseness, he quickly found the source of the problem, which was still the contradiction between himself and this world. Unless the times can be pushed back two hundred years in an instant, this contradiction is irreconcilable.

"Damn it, I should have known that there is no free lunch in this world. Just like the people trapped in Silent Hill, evil thoughts are everywhere. If I had discovered this problem at a higher sequence, it might have been even more serious."

If you choose the convenience brought by hypermemory, you must also accept its side effects.

Hypermemory is sentimental and cannot be forgotten. Any emotion stays at that moment, including shame and fear. Being energetic means that the power is easy to be uncontrollable. When tossing Sophia, Lin En would leave bruises on her body. Body coordination means that you are very sensitive to the environment in which your body is located, and the damage you suffer will be much more painful than that of ordinary people. This is the test that Lin En will face after becoming a sequence 9.

It's just that hypermemory is the most obvious.

As for the others...

When Lin En was struggling to death, he completed the tests he owed at once. This is also a test of the mind, which is always more difficult than the test of the body.

So you can also make bold assumptions.

If Lin En had fled, he would not have had the chance to fall to an irreparable level. The test of super memory would have killed him. Of course, human possibilities are infinite, and when struggling to death, it is infinite against infinite. It can only be said that it is difficult to see Lin En who may face the world in another way.

But it is not a pity, is it?

"Okay, okay, I'll find something meaningful to do." Lin En scratched his head and got up from the sofa, complaining about his worthless life.

And the Black Holy Grail, who sat on the dining table at some point, shaking his long white legs and looking greedy, quickly restored his usual pity and pampering look after Lin En got up.

Lin En ignored this half-body that appeared and disappeared every day.

He sorted out his mood and decided to be a good man who took care of the family first, and cleaned up all the corners of the house. He also considered taking good care of the small garden at the back. The marigold seeds he bought before have not been planted yet, and he was busy pulling Sophia to plant them every day.

Since she was temporarily suspended, it was time to make use of the model Black Holy Grail. Her flawless body could be seamlessly changed, which was exactly what the young gentleman needed.

He had to be responsible for himself.

As for the others, Lin En could only say sorry.

She did what she said and was very active. After changing her clothes, Lin En put on an apron and started running around in a hurry. Black Holy Grail, who was sitting quietly at the dining table, shaking her white and delicate feet, followed Lin En's figure around with her head in her hands, looking cute and adorable. Her flawless face was full of the happiness of a little woman.

When Lin En put all her energy into the housework of her happy little nest, the effect was immediate.

The floor was shiny, the wooden furniture was shiny, the quilt was folded into tofu blocks, and the glass windows were wiped clean without any stains. In the middle of the trip, Lin En ran out to buy some pencils and paper, and paid half a penny to pick a red rose from a family's garden.

When the owner learned that this sincere and handsome young man wanted to give this rose to his lover, he was unwilling to accept his money, but he accepted this little gift under Lin En's sincere persuasion.

That afternoon.

When Sophia, who was very tired from working in the restaurant converted from a bar, returned home and opened the door, her mouth opened unconsciously, and her beautiful green eyes were full of surprise.

"My righteous gods, is this our house?!"