Chapter 270 Melancholy About Flowers

Nan Xi said: "I also think Rong Huaijin has plotted against Empress Jinghua."

Rong Yu pursed her thin lips and looked as pale as snow: "Isn't he worthy of death?"

"Damn it?" Nan Xi raised her eyebrows and smiled lightly, "Why?"

Rong Yu remained silent.

"The biggest mistake Rong Huaijin made was that he should not despise his own life and let Empress Jinghua die of grief and despair." Nan Xi turned her head and looked at the chrysanthemums outside the hall, "I think there is nothing wrong with loving someone. , Deep in love, many things are beyond our control, so the two of us should work together to find ways to overcome them, instead of doing extreme things and leaving no escape route for ourselves. "

The corners of Rong Yu's lips were almost pressed into a straight line, and his handsome face was tense, as if he didn't know how to respond to this sentence.

"Rong Yu, do you think Rong Huaijin deserves to die?"

Rong Yu was silent for a moment: "Yes."

"Why?"

Rong Yu didn't say anything, but hugged her tightly unconsciously.

"Look, you think he deserves to die, but you can't tell why he deserves to die." Nan Xi turned her head and looked at him softly, "Falling in love with Empress Jinghua is the beginning of his destiny. The deeper he falls in love, the less able he is to control himself. possessive, so she couldn't tolerate the presence of other men around her. I think that when Empress Jinghua first chose her husband, he must have gone through a painful struggle and had a hard time convincing himself that he had to accept this fact. But in the end he couldn't restrain himself."

After a pause, "Maybe there are other reasons for this. Maybe the royal husband's family put too much pressure on the queen, which angered Rong Huaijin. He can tolerate himself being jealous, but he can't tolerate others hurting him. The beloved woman did not hesitate to offend the public and get rid of those royal husbands, but in the end she took all the blame. "

Rong Yu's expression was complicated, and there was a hint of hesitation in the way he looked at her.

"What's wrong?"

Rong Yu said calmly: "Why do you think so?"

Why do you think so?

It's very simple.

Nan Xi closed her eyes and fell silent, because every time that man followed the empress since he became an adult, there was a lingering loneliness and sorrow around him, which he never had when he was a teenager - the sixteen-year-old boy looked at When she was the eldest princess, she only had bright admiration and submission in her eyes.

The two people's inseparable intimacy and affection for several years took root in the boy's heart. The most beautiful and pure love in his youth gradually entered adulthood. His feelings deepened and his desire for exclusivity became stronger and stronger. However, reason and the overall situation forced him to learn to tolerate it.

However, everything can be tolerated, but the crazy emotions growing in my heart cannot be controlled.

"You think Rong Huaijin did something wrong, but you can't tell where he went wrong." Nan Xi smiled faintly, "Because even if you give him another chance, he will probably make the same choice. Knowing that falling in love with an emperor is very difficult , he would still choose to fall in love with the eldest princess when he was young, and step by step take control of the power in order to protect his feelings; knowing full well that the hostility coming from all around is beyond his control, standing next to the king of a country is destined to face countless swords and swords , he still won’t give up his feelings.”

"Her Majesty the Queen has to worry about the world and ensure the stability of the country, so she can only compromise her love... Standing in the position above tens of millions of people, everyone has their own helplessness and cannot be willful. Emotions and rationality are always present. She is struggling in the whirlpool all the time. The person who falls in love with her is doomed to be anxious and uneasy. When he sees other men around the queen, he will become jealous and crazy. When he becomes more and more powerful, the major families use the banner of Qingjun to force the queen. After getting rid of powerful officials, when his patience reaches the limit, he will still choose to kill him. "

So since they were young, this ending has been destined, step by step, in the direction arranged by God, until they end their lives.

No one can change it.

Unless their destiny is completely overturned from the beginning, they will be able to restart this relationship that has been unforgettable and full of regrets for both of them.

"Rong Yu." Nan Xi's lips raised slightly, "Don't you ask me how I know Rong Huaijin?"

Rong Yu's fingertips trembled slightly, and the color in his eyes surged. After a long time, he said: "How do you know?"

"What do you think?"

Rong Yu was quiet for a moment and then said: "Did my mother-in-law tell you?"

"No." Nan Xi shook her head, "I had another dream last night."

Rong Yu closed his eyes and said nothing.

Nan Xi smiled faintly: "Rong Yu, do you think it's strange that I have been dreaming a lot these days? What a coincidence, just after you told me the story about Empress Jinghua and the powerful minister yesterday, I started dreaming about it at night. "Do you think this is a coincidence?"

Rong Yu looked at her and shook his head slowly: "It's not a coincidence."

"How to explain that?"

Rong Yu said nothing.

"Rong Yu." Nan Xi raised her head and held his face with her hands, "What are you worried about? Are you afraid of making the same mistakes again? Are you afraid that the tragedy will happen again, or are you afraid that I will eventually leave you?"

Rong Yu looked at him, her thin lips pursed tightly, her eyes, which were usually indifferent and deep, seemed to be filled with strong winds and waves. He stared at the bright and gentle smile of the girl in front of him for a moment, as if it overlapped with the person in his memory. It was so gentle and tolerant that his heart gradually sank and he could never break free.

"Husband and wife are one body. I guess if Empress Jinghua had a choice, she would not choose to be an emperor, but would rather spend her life with the person she loves. It's just that responsibility hindered their luck." Nan Xi raised her eyes and kissed the corner of his lips. "No one is a saint. Everyone has seven emotions and six desires. Now two hundred years have passed. Whether it is Rong Huaijin or Empress Jinghua, they have become history. We can take out their stories to reminisce after dinner, be moved by the protagonist's persistence, and sigh at the imperfect ending. But the stories of our predecessors are a warning to us, and can also be used as an inspiration and guidance, so that we can plan ahead and make more and better preparations... Rong Yu, don't you think so?"

Rong Yu didn't know what to say. He was silent for a moment and could only follow her. Nodding: "Yeah."

"Although Dongling is my mother's hometown, it is a completely unfamiliar place to me. When I get there, I still need your protection. You must put all your thoughts on me and not immerse yourself in unfounded anxiety all day long, distracting yourself from other things." Nan Xi said, "Many things in the world are not that complicated. They are often the result of self-deception. You are such a powerful person, you should be proud of others. Don't think about it all day long, like those girls who are sad about the spring and autumn, and melancholy about flowers."

Rong Yu pursed his lips, and his tone seemed to be defensive: "I am not melancholy about flowers."

"You are melancholy about me." Nan Xi raised his eyebrows, "Don't think I don't know that you haven't slept for these two nights, staring at me all night, and I don't know what you are wondering about."